Su Fin hasta ahora, llegara el día especial 

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@bloodsekai

cross my fucking heart
leave my body rot
im too paranoid
i dont wanna walk
went to the store
and asked if she wanna talk
now i need to down a shot

see my frown
ive been feeling blue
its kinda new to me
upside down
you ruin everything
now my heart cant beat
incomplete
estrogen is what i need
you sent me here
kill me please
on this rock
in the street

(hook)

bloodsekai - r u having a bad day?

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

close my eyes, go to sleep
i hope that i'll stay in my dreams
reality is not for me
i wanna be the best person that i can be
heart space starting to feel empty, empty
never really liked the things i think, i think
everyone says i'm so lucky, lucky
i don't really feel so lovely, lovely

always stay closed when someone's near me
hide everything, like a diary
my turn to die, it's coming to me
all of these drugs are consuming me
looking forward to talk again
i miss when i had my friends
i need help, come grab my hand
glad to say this is my end

close my eyes, go to sleep
i hope that i'll stay in my dreams
reality is not for me
i wanna be the best person that i can be
heart space starting to feel empty, empty
never really liked the things i think, i think
everyone says i'm so lucky, lucky
i don't really feel so lovely, lovely

escape mechanism </3

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

sorry if im not enough
i try my best but i still suck
am i made to be a mistake?
im so useless

standing around looking for clues
cause i dont know what to do
im so stupid im missing screws
i messed it up its nothing new

life feels like a mission
and i dont wanna finish it
i live inside loops
because i cant learn nothing new
why am i such a mistake
wish i wasnt this way
even when i try my hardest
nothing ever turns out great

life supposed to be amazing
but i feel like suffocating
im so stuck just like glue
i suck at everything i do

its every time ive failed so many times
i give up i dont wanna try

am i made to be a mistake?

produced by @bloodsekai

i just rewatched ReLIFE and omg i love it so much i had to make a song about it 

lyrics:

im a stupid loser neet
from my problems i fleet
why the fuck did she end it?
shes the one i wish id be

ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
ouuooughh
ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
x2

ill restart my life!!
never forget about my times
ill restart my life!!
those memories will never diee
ill restart my life!!
i cant wait to do it
because i am a nuisance

im so glad rio asked me to ReLIFE
but im so sad that you had to fucking die
x2

im a stupid loser neet
from my problems i fleet
why the fuck did she end it?
shes the one i wish id be
x2

ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
ouuooughh
ooouuooouuugghhhhhh
x2

ill restart my life!!
never forget about my times
ill restart my life!!
those memories will never diee
ill restart my life!!
i cant wait to do it
because i am a nuisance

I'll restart my life!! || ReLIFE (p. bloodsekai)

dotted line across your neck
you're bleeding out from the regret
we're suckers for the love of flesh
and god won't take back what dreamers wreck
the soul of cain will never die
and if you're scared, my darling, close your eyes
caged angel, bring him back to life
and paint your halo black with spite
hang ur jacket on the cross
next to the bodies in the mulch
we were young, but we knew better
every dog will have its day
and every sinner gets their way
we were young, we knew no better

yeiko // caged angel prod. forever novella ♱ (demo)

@bloodsekai

rlly short song sorry sorry 

would u b more attached if u met me in real life
or would u just run from my horrifying sight 
would u lust the same the way u do over the line
would u even blush if i said that u were mine?

a wish is all i have
that things wont be the same
i hope to be alive 
in a decade
i dont wanna die 
being just like lain 
n need to go offline
before i go insane 

(would you 8x)

i hope im alive a decade from now (prod bloodsekai)

lmk if u guys like the guitar stuff more or if u guys want more synth stuff


this halloween i wanna celebrate 
my own suicide its gonna be great
and everyone knows ive got nothing to lose 
i want no control
of my soul anymore

im cutting the light right out of my life
take my final breath 
i guess this is goodbye

life got too hard but at least i tried
now im gonna die
my skeleton is ur decoration
i know you’re scared but my body is waiting

you know that if you liked me back i wouldn’t have to die 
and now you’re staring at my corpse until you start to cry 
hang me up onto your wall
 reminding you that it’s your fault 

just take my body out the box 
and use it as ur little halloween prop

my corpse is your decoration

lyrics: 
1 - 2 - 3 lets go
next time i'll make it worth it
i don't wanna hear your screams again
baby tell me do you feel perfect
god you're delusional 

i'm sorry why would you hand me the gun
i'm sorry why would you hand me the bottle
i'm sorry babe just hand me the bottle 
(just hand me the bottle)
i don't wanna know what you been through
you don't even pay attention to me
oh look, you're on the news

oh well can you blame me now
you hate me cuz you're such a klutz
my time is running out of luck 
i guess it's time for me to hang it up
i guess it's all my fucking fault 
that's my - that's my fault 
can you blame me
can you blame me i feel theirs no connection out in the real world
they say that i have changed but i don't know

will you save me...
save me...
lol


no connection

bloodsekai x yuki .. i'm a monster now (demo vers.)

@bloodsekai 

(lyrics)
as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

i don’t know what youre talking about 
i got blood in my hair and it’s running down
you know that it gets to me i’m scared
talk about your trauma i had my share

i don’t know what youre talking about 
i got blood in my hair and it’s running down
you know that it gets to me i’m scared
talk about your trauma i had my share

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

as i look at you 
you cut me up
you throw me out
you say im not much
you know what you’re doing
youre driving me crazy 
ask if i love you
thats a maybe

romantic killer prod bloodsekai

this is rly rly random prod me 

lyrics:

precious and fragile things
need special handling
my god, what have we done to you?
we always try to share
the tenderest of care
now look what we have put you through

things get damaged
things get broken
i thought we'd manage but words left unspoken
left us so brittle
now there's so little left to give

angels with silver wings
shouldn't know suffering
i wish i'd take the pain for you
if god has a master plan
that only he understands
i hope it's your eyes he's seeing through

things get damaged
things get broken
i thought we'd manage but words left unspoken
left us so brittle
now there's so little left to give

precious and fragile things
need special handling
my god, what have we done to you?
angels with silver wings
shouldn't know suffering
look at the mess we've put you though ;(

precious (nightcore ^-^)

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

I love bloodsekai, odihu, yuki, moxii, zakuro

escape mechanism </3

craw

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