no fun tonight

i think somethings wrong
im not being kept around
am i so offputting
can someone tell me now
did i say something
a little out of touch
i rlly hate my mouth
should i keep it shut?

wait ~ don't answer
i want to do better
when i messs up i start to shatter
baby tell me i'll do better
text me, ur everything
i didnt hear from u yesterday
i wanna talk to u everyday
ur my everything

dont answer demo

prod. @bloodsekai
epic rockstar epic songstar these songs are always fun and cool i love it yay      
(btw old cover was requested to be removed by the original artist)
lyrics:
@hxnterbtw
when im with you baby i just feel so right
when im with you baby i dont even wanna die
when im with you i can grow some wings and start to fly x2

and without you ik i would go insane
and without you i would fucking blow out my brains x2
shoot the club up im so fucking sad n wanna die
shoot the drugs up feel so lonely and i hate my life

when im with you baby i just feel so right
when im with you baby i dont even wanna die
when im with you i can grow some wings and start to fly 
when im with you baby i just feel so right

@bloodsekai
pls don't leave
i can't do
anything
without u
i'm so helpless
don't have a clue
of why i'm like this
so fucking screwed
i cry too much
cuz i know i suck
i'm not enough
but i need ur love
i cry too much
cuz i know i suck
i'm not enough
but i need ur love

@hxnterbtw
when im with you baby i just feel so right
when im with you baby i dont even wanna die
when im with you i can grow some wings and start to fly 
when im with you baby i just feel so right

when im with you
when im with youuu x3

when im with you
it just feels so right

when im with u w/ bloodsekai

bloodsekai (@bloodsekai) reupload
Alternative version from Spotify of the song (https://on.soundcloud.com/lvEsoeEmjOxTaid7pE)

Lyrics:
i could do sm better
only if i wanted to!!!!!!
nothing's rly stopping me
besides my rly shitty mood
and lack of sleep i guess
and lack of friends too
there's so many things
that i dont rly care 2 do

more and more excuses
i'm running out of them
don't know what to do with
my fucking life again
i stopped trusting people
i have a messed up head
im sorry i ignored u
i dont mean 2 upset :((((( </3

i must be
in that 1 game
where u can't logout
or they'll fry ur brain

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but only if i wanted to!!!!!

feat @odihu

[sekai]
holes all in my walls from all the damage that you caused
adrenaline is rushing through my body
numb, can't feel at all
can't feel pain, going insane
why do you treat me like a doll?
don't say my name, i'll blow my brains
you know i do not wanna call

[sekai]
made me choke on my words
not just once, but yet again
i've been staying to myself
and off the edge, i've gone and went
no, i had my peace, and had my rest
i went achieved what was my best
now i'm pieces on my bed
nothing helps, you want me dead

[sekai]
want me dead, i know
want me dead, i know
don't hit up my phone
just lеave me alone

[odihu]
i don't want to spеak with you
i'm trying to forget all the running around in circles
and you still don't care a bit
feel like imogen, i'm counting sheep
to sleep this flesh wound off
when you see me, hold your breath
'cause i can't seem to kick this cough
kick this cough, i'm tryin'
spend a lot of time in my mind, i'm a lion
do you love me even when i'm cryin'?
tryin' way to hard, i can't keep it with the fightin'
and she tell me how it's pretty, 'cause i like it
then she tell me that she hate me, i'll just spite her
think i lost myself to you, i couldn't find it
too much time in my room, steady hiding
i don't hate you, but you hate me
i just wanna live this life with you, baby
i won't make you like you made me
but i think my heart is breaking, i can't take it

[sekai]
holes all in my walls from all the damage that you caused
adrenaline is rushing through my body
numb, can't feel at all
can't feel pain, going insane
why do you treat me like a doll?
don't say my name, i'll blow my brains
you know i do not wanna call

doll

close my eyes, go to sleep
i hope that i'll stay in my dreams
reality is not for me
i wanna be the best person that i can be
heart space starting to feel empty, empty
never really liked the things i think, i think
everyone says i'm so lucky, lucky
i don't really feel so lovely, lovely

always stay closed when someone's near me
hide everything, like a diary
my turn to die, it's coming to me
all of these drugs are consuming me
looking forward to talk again
i miss when i had my friends
i need help, come grab my hand
glad to say this is my end

close my eyes, go to sleep
i hope that i'll stay in my dreams
reality is not for me
i wanna be the best person that i can be
heart space starting to feel empty, empty
never really liked the things i think, i think
everyone says i'm so lucky, lucky
i don't really feel so lovely, lovely

escape mechanism </3

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

[sekai]
tryna call my phone but i don't respond
and it's not your fault, i just been stressed out
forgot to take my meds, almost broke my walls
had to work till nine at my shitty job
time sure flies, i can't do this
in my pj's, i can't act quick
think we're friends, took long to click
wanna help you, we're the same as is

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

[odihu]
you left and i never saw you again
it doesn't make any sense
cause we were more than just friends
i spent all of my time
just trying to make you mine
pretty girls make me blind
i guess my friends were right
maybe no one wants to be around after all
or i'm choosing evil people that want me to fall
after all i have nobody to call
cause when my life comes to a finish
the world will keep spinning

[sekai]
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice
i can tell with those eyes that you lie all the time
run away from home cause your parents make you cry
been across the block, you're always looking for a fight
though in your heart, you wanna be nice

wanna be nice (feat. odihu)

i'm sorry for intruding 'cause now i'm traumatized
the fuck are you doing? i wanna slit my eyes out
your knife is in her heart, life's bound to get hard
and this is just the start, oh
i didn't have to see that, you didn't have to do that
i'm a witness of murder at the age of twelve
you really didn't have to, you really didn't have to
you didn't have to do this

could've chose a monday 'cause i'd be at school
instead, you chose sunday 'cause you're fucking cruel
i mean, it doesn't matter 'cause now i don't care
i cope with laughter, as well as being a slaughterer
i'm walking by with a crowbar 'round tokyo
i met this white-haired boy, he might be romeo
just killed a man, now i'm like, "oh, there we go"
just killed a man, now i'm like, "oh, there we go"

i'm sorry for intruding 'cause now i'm traumatized
the fuck are you doing? i wanna slit my eyes out
your knife is in her heart, life's bound to get hard
and this is just the start, oh
i didn't have to see that, you didn't have to do that
i'm a witness of murder at the age of twelve
you really didn't have to, you really didn't have to
you didn't have to do this

hi my names misaki and my moms dead

feat @odihu, @1zakuro

[sekai]
text my phone, "emergency!"
i ask you where you are and what you need
you said you lost your cat, "please come to me"
and a picture of him stuck in a tree
drop all my things, i'm on my way now
since you can't reach, well, i'll help you out

[odihu]
you're okay, you can count on me
jump in my arms when i count to three
come here, kitty, kitty, i know you can't speak
but your little meows are everything to me
i'll give you lots of treats
and a special place where you can sleep
but whatever you do
don't jump out of that tree

[sekai]
text my phone, "emergency!"
i ask you where you are and what you need
you said you lost your cat, "please come to me"
and a picture of him stuck in a tree
drop all my things, i'm on my way now
since you can't reach, well, i'll help you out

[zakuro]
i'm so stuck up inside this tree
won't you come and please save me?
send out all those "lost cat" signs
they won't ever come in time
all they have to do is look
up and they'll see where i'm stuck

[sekai]
text my phone, "emergency!"
i ask you where you are and what you need
you said you lost your cat, "please come to me"
and a picture of him stuck in a tree
drop all my things, i'm on my way now
since you can't reach, well, i'll help you out

lost cat

another round

side effects include
a rapid changing mood
a lousy attitude
and recurring dreams of you

these side effects
are messing with my head
these side effects
are messing with my head

lack of sleep and eating
erratic heart beating
losing and retreating
and it seems to keep repeating

these side effects
are messing with my head
these side effects
are messing with my head

side fx

isn't this what u wanted?

oh no i'm sorry micah
i know u wanna fuck chocola
pls go i don't wanna roleplay
i'm not a catgirl ok?

sorry micah

funymadoka

can u hug me at night while we kiss so nice?
ur hair's so pretty, ur eyes so bright
let's go outside and see the stars
'cause when i'm with u, u melt my heart
i think I really love u, oh
i think I really need u, oh
i think I really like u, oh
so, baby, let me be with u

let me be with u

Your Eyes

私は大丈夫じゃない

私は本当に良い人になりたい

ごめんなさい

@vampireboys07

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