sad wet cat lesbian girl dies goodnight

https://open.spotify.com/track/2uEHvLrgrgPB9COgCyAS6Y?si=7552c61a55094cd9

it's the same
everytime
they all die and i'm alive
feel ashamed
break and cry
she's a goddess in disguise
what am i?
but despair
can i run right through your hair?
one last time
while ur here
right before this timeline tears

girl despaired 未修理

girl despaired 未修理 (ft. hatsune miku)

https://open.spotify.com/track/45J0xu0eoccOpxwc7rNXGT?si=55c325944cb44434

madoka song w/ @pupsies yayyy !!!!

lyrics:
can't wrap my head
around this shit
u promised me
u'd grant my wish
it's been a week
and i'm so pissed
i'm standing here
with broken limbs

i'm standing here
with broken limbs
these girls i met
their skulls caved in
and yeah i'm laughing
it's not funny
that's what hysteria has
done to me
to me  
to me
i'm fucking losing it
i'm losing it, i'm losing it

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

i’d do it over and over and over and over
i made a real big promise and its weighing on my shoulders
to be “honest” i think that my empathy has disappeared
i could watch all my friends die
it’s like looking in a mirror
and they’re on e-ver-y side
i still dont really get why…
how did i even arrive here?
can i manage to survive?

losing my magical mind

i don’t care about the big wide world 
i just want to be happy
rather live inside a fantasy
than be a magic girl

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse
it just gets worse
it just gets worse

losing my magical mind (ft. pupsies)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Yod5zUEZ5SyNe0LTqbhVu?si=f91fced6fb2c4d31

w the boat @yukisasayaki prod me

i can't get out 
I've been feeling so fucking down
no one hears me 
when i'm clearly screaming loud
every chance i get
i mess it up without a doubt
put me in a crown
when im the worst like all around
benefit from the misery that i feel
cuz i know no one wants me around anymore
there's no mistake, i'm a waste
i'm not real
cuz that's the sense i get
i'm played with like i'm fake

im drowning in my sorrow
about tomorrow but also yesterday
i don't think i remember
it's been like this forever
I've never gotten better
at least that's on my record..
my hearts buried down
cuz no one sticks around
I've wrote my vows
to never open up
to anyone
i dont need new friends
im better off alone and dead

i cant do it
wont make it thru the day
yea ill prove it
slit my throat n decay
u want what i want
n i rlly want me dead
it mightve been from
all of the things u said
n i cant take it
the words infecting my head
i guess no one would care if i bled out in my bed
im such a loser n im always such a fucking burden
i try n socialize but i can never get a word in
n u look in my eyes n tell me that im fucking worthless
u leave me paralysed oh pls just finish me for certain

and worst of all, it's me

and worst of all, it's me (ft. yuki)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7u4psmFl3V6MWwU1pYvJIR?si=df98a76621f849d3

[DIGITAL JOINTS
DON'T WANT TO SEE THE LIGHT
I WANT IT DESTROYED
TRIPLE ZERO IS THE HOME IT BRINGS ME-]

joy in destroying myself
cuz i love hurting
toy with my guts
spill my blood inside your cup
dance with my corpse
i'm rotten to my core
gave blood so give me urs
i'm a vampire
yeah we get tired oh

fell in love
with the way u hurt me
walking on dead bodies
idc cuz its urgent
i need to get out
and find my master
don't leave me alone
that's a cause for disaster

destroying myself

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

prod. zakuro
dont waste ur time to look for me
theres so much that we'll never see
and i just hope u know im sorry
im sorry
ive never known who i can trust
this world wasn't made for those like us
just jump and try not to fuck it up
i wanna be strangers again
redo our lives we'll change the end
let's hope for the best to come
when we're reborn but now let's jump
(what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i)
we're on the tv, the screen says two dead bodies
that fell too far down
what i want's a better life with you and i, you and i

cyanide ft bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

oh no i'm sorry micah
i know u wanna fuck chocola
pls go i don't wanna roleplay
i'm not a catgirl ok?

sorry micah

discord: @cnaw
contact me only if you need my feet pics

sorry micah

craw

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