im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

@bloodsekai

first song i've liked in a while

no one will understand what i go thru everyday 
one day i'll wake up in a whole new body
physically i hate myself and my personality
i wish it'd end pull the gun so i can leave

holes in my eyes and heart so i cant feel or see
i know i failed in this life god please let me retry

-

give me wings 
let my soul sing
take me to the brink 
where i'll have to worry about nothing

saw my fate inside my dream
i'll come home to nobody 
i'll still be screaming why why me
i look foward to dying

i dont feel like trying 
i dont feel like trying 
i dont feel like trying 
thats why i'll die like me

isekai me already Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

yea im the problem... me
i wish our talks had deeper means
but my mind goes black and i cant see
then our connection crumbles and u look down at me
im pitiful and unloveworthy 
in a couple days you'll be someone new to me 
dont beg if u wanna leave
just say goodbye and do as u please

hate realization
im just a leach
i hate reality no one loves me
i pray and hope something will work
the eyes watching me know that im dirt

im not good enough
8x

im not good enough Prod bloodsekai

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/7mqbAhXUufSH7hlw0O2tr7?si=8ac1bdc7afc3412a

time & time again
i keep on trying
but i see no end to this

rip my hair and flesh
replace my bones n skin

agonizing heartache
im worthless im so sorry
if im gone dont worry
i might be better off alone

just throw
me in
a coffin

i broke
ur trust
n promise

if only i
i was honest
i wouldn't push myself away

agonizing heartache

https://open.spotify.com/track/3lkhCDJWTppoesEyWSulO4?si=f62eb3cb5b1c418a

production: @bloodsekai 
featuring: @yukisasayaki

--- lyrics: ---
don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

do you like my new poem?
i'll punch you if you say no
i doubt you could do better
i'm laughing till you try
tears form inside both my eyes
overload it's tmi
she can't tell the cake's a lie
everyone, she'll just rewrite

just me
just me
jus me n u here for eternity
corrupt
my files
i think ur in denial

i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

we're gonna be here a while so grab ur paper and a pen
u can write me a poem
that jus never has an end
u shoulda got a cupcake 
to fill in ur heartache
u'll never get them back
u shoulda picked me in the first place
i cant watch this any longer yea its tearing me apart
gonna push her to the edge, make her stab her in the heart 
all of that for u to delete me
and press restart

don't leave the room just yet
i need to tell you something
i wrote it down with pen
cuz they'll act weird if they know
there's someone in control
they wanna make things bloody
we're not supposed to know
so please just act like i said nothing

secrets written with ink

secrets written with ink (ft. yuki)

im getting famous
see me on the tv 
they L O V E 
they all wanna meet me 
but i dont really care 
life still isnt fair
4 shots down i dont have to be aware 
(x2)

pretty scene 
you can see 
will that make you wanna hang with me 
uh ohh
i really like her style i wanna cut my throat 
(x2)

famous prod zakuro

instrumental: @bloodsekai
featuring: @deathwish38

--- lyrics: ---
i've seen some people like me
but i know they won't like me
i'm scared of what will i be
if i keep up this act
ur so deranged
and i'm so behaved
but that's only okay
if i knew how to help you
i'm going insane
i'm running out of space

i'm scared of things i used to love
and i cant stop throwing up
this world wasn't made for us
we're just empty matter
ur so insane and
im not okay but
someday we'll change
just stay in ur place for now
i wish i had the nerve
i'll forever be unheard

we can't keep acting

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

retention

Plomb Céruléen est le chant d’une mémoire fissurée, d’un souvenir trop vif pour s’effacer. Inspirée d’un moment d’enfance où la violence surgit sans prévenir, cette chanson explore l’ambiguïté du mal, l’héritage du silence, et la douleur de ceux qui chutent de l’intérieur.
Ce n’est pas un règlement de comptes, mais une élégie.
Une main levée, un cri, une gifle... et l’enfant devenu adulte cherche encore la vérité dans les creux.
Car parfois, ce n’est pas le coupable qu’on hait, c’est le poids de ce qu’on n’a pas su voir.

we can't keep acting (ft. deathwish38)

bloodsekai

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