Prod & Mix by @drip-edits

I don't know why 
I feel alive
I, why, I, I, oh

I just can't take the bullshit 
I don't wanna lose it 
It's all just confusing
What is this illusion 
Feeling like I'm clueless
Tell me what the truth is
Baby I'm so ruthless

I can't get a clue 
Sorry for the things that I do
Know that I hurt you 
But I don't know what I was supposed to do
Meaningless thoughts in my head
I can't even go to bed
12 hours of sleep, still no rest
Just rip my heart out my chest

(I'm alive)
But you're not mine 
(all the wasted time)
I guess it wasn't time
I can't get you off my mind
You don't care so why should I

It's all so worthless
Tell me what the worst is
Bodies in the hearses
Sorry that I cursed it
Don't know if it's worth it 
But the world keeps on turning
Keep my memories burning 
I know my fucking worth bitch
Of this yes I'm certain 
I didn't lose you, you lost me 
Don't owe you an apology

Listen to the thoughts in my brain
I don't owe you anything

You can't break my heart, I do it to myself 
I'm not tryna sell my soul for the wealth
I live my life how I want 
And that's just how it should be
Don't give a fuck about the clout
Ima keep doing me
Yeah I'm smoking my green
Nobody do it like me
Making that new shit everyday
Yeah that's just the way I'm made
Fuck them all I'm getting paid 
Sorry that you're so delayed
You say you fuck with me 
You fake

Blue Eyes, White Dragon (juliuss)

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