(2023)
fuck it, early Halloween treat
I love this szn

STARGOD

[lyrics]
oh i didn't know
i could break like other dolls
if the parts could hit the ground
whatever it takes to forget all my mistakes
it's just something to put me out

you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around

please never let me wake back up from this dream
i can't fall back in the fountain of youth again
please never let the gears switch on me
i can't let myself feel that pain again

you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)

it's so easy to keep my composure
you would've loved her last night you didn't know her
you can call me but won't give me your number
when you see me next time i'll be so much better
you scare me bad boy
you're not a bad guy i keep coming back boy
if it's the last time i see you, that's too bad
i won't remember you, i'll feel you on my back

i was too fucked up to notice
how foreign your voice sounded on the phone
(you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around)
i was too fucked up to notice
how foreign your voice sounded on the phone
(you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around)

at the end of the night
if i fell into your arms
could i trust you to make no sound?
love me or love me not
it's a different kind of high
when i wait for you back in town
oh i didn't know
i could break like other dolls
if the parts could hit the ground
whatever it takes to forget all my mistakes
it's just something to put me out

you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around (so take me)
you can close my eyes, take me back home
you can move my body around

at the end of the night
if i fell into your arms
could i trust you to make no sound?
love me or love me not
it's a different kind of high
when i wait for you back in town
oh i didn't know
i could break like other dolls
if the parts could hit the ground
whatever it takes to forget all my mistakes
it's just something to put me out

How to Teleport

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Not coming back on streaming

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Audiostalker ft lucy bedroque

Original fadeoutz-full song 2024

Lyrics
The songs in my head are the ones that he likes
I think of his voice
And I changed the way I write
Called me a pioneer
But I don't think I've ever been that real to him
I just wanna get by
I been taking some shit now
Been a dirt road kinda life
I been nobody's bitch but some people's kryptonite
I'm just tryna write my life before they take mine
Just tryna right my life before they take mine
He bought me drinks
I wanna fly him out
I tell him where I'm from but I'm not so sure now
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a song
I pray what he's saying is just lyrics from a  song
Sleeper agent girls sweet nothing on his telephone 
I BEEN ON THIS DIRT ROAD ALL MY LIFE
The world is tryna take your pretty ass away from me
Take off your clothes take off your clothes take off your clothes
Take me on the ATV
Wanna wrestle in the dirt before I have to leave
I wanna feel our chains touch when I'm on top of you 
I wanna see your chain swing when you're on top of me
I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing I wanna see your chain swing
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I watched the blood get drawn
Testing for a cure
I earned it
They wanna make a hit song
Get off on killing me
I just wanna feel some love while I still can
He's the biggest hater still don't judge me
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
Feel some love while I still can
Biggest hater tell me he got god in his hand
And he scared to say he love me
Sister tell me never put your trust in a man
They all gon find it disgusting
I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can I just fall in love while I still can
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill
Touch me now before somebody else will
Hunt me down
Tell me how the sex feel I spent some digits on some dirty pills
Coming down the ceiling bitch I shoot to kill

Dirt road anthem

[Lyrics]
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start

I don't want you to go
I could dance to you all night
I can't ever go
I wanna dance with you all night
Are you gonna let your feelings show
When they turn back on the lights?
Is you gonna take me home
Boy don't lie

(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby
(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby
(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby

B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y

I don't want you to go
I could dance to you all night
I can't ever go
I wanna dance with you all night
Are you gonna let your feelings show
When they turn back on the lights?
Is you gonna take me home
Boy don't lie

I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
(I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us)
We just make music baby

B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y
B-A-B-Y-B-O-Y

I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby
I don't give a fuck what they think 'bout us
We just make music baby

Please God save me I just wanna party
Please God forgive me I just wanna
Please God save me I just wanna party
Please God forgive me I just wanna

Who can I tell the truth?
You make me feel myself
I gotta tell you boy I think that you're the one
And if I tell you the way you make me feel
Do you get the feeling that you might be the one?
Who can I tell the truth?
You make me feel myself
I gotta tell you boy I think that you're the one
And if I tell you the way you make me feel
Do you get the feeling that you might be the one?

You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start

I don't want you to go
I could dance to you all night
I can't ever go
I wanna dance with you all night
Are you gonna let your feelings show
When they turn back on the lights?
Is you gonna take me home
Boy don't lie

You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start
You make the city so hot, you can't break my heart
I think about what could've been
I might've loved you from the start

Music Baby

tell me//love me

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