Myles Smart's Album

Penis Prod RiCh LoSeR

Two years
In a way, I still haven't left you
But I let you come and go as you please, and break my boundaries
Why do I have to show my tears
To convince you, just to pry out sincerity
I'm getting tired of breakdowns, and begging's getting rough on my knees
I still miss you dearly
Thrown away a thousand songs I wrote from my heart
'Cause I can never seem to say the words that I want

Write, rewrite in desperation, might convince you if I get it right
I know that I can't change your mind, but I'm deluded I might

yet another shitty little song for you

Lyrics:
Blessed; touch me with your love.
I don’t want to think about it.
I’m small, I’m all for you.

Warm in my soul; body.
Baby, it just runs in my blood.
I’ll give my life to you.

Cause I’ve tasted the fruit of your love.
And the grace as it’s filling me up.
But I’m scared that someday
The words we say won’t be enough.

Call me by name; don’t come.
Look, I just need the sound of your voice.
I’ll spend my time on you.

Cause I tasted the fruit of your love.
And the grace as it’s filling me up.
But I’m scared that someday
The words we say won’t be enough.

To save our souls from what they hold.
Cause they talk like the gates have appeared,
But as pure as they are, they can’t see us
And the grace that I’ve been holding near.

Cause I tasted the fruit of your love.
And the grace as it’s filling me up.
But I’m scared that someday
The words we say won’t be enough.

Blessed Demo (2023)

i wanna go to bed
i could stop the violence
blissful, perfect subconscious
ill dream of desert islands
where ill be all alone
and never fail myself again to be enough
my whole self atoned
as long as no one sees the entirety im ashamed of

let me sleep
i can die for a bit
in my sheets

INSANE challenge: james tries not to kill himself (difficulty: IMPOSSIBLE?)

KING	

Eight Months Later

I Want To Be Alone (In My Head)

Knife Fight Prod.ApolloYoung

Got My Bag Prod.MADXDAMN

everyone i know will soon be packed up and left
and you will too despite the time that we spent
its a matter of time babe
you will hate me

everything i wish i had all comes with a lie
meaning i can't wait to have more reasons to die
you should hate me
i destroy my life

i'm rolling in my bed
it's getting harder to sleep with
every broken part of me

i'm racking up my debts
waiting round for the moment
it'll all catch up to me

and i'll happily end my life
knowing that i've properly wasted it for
doing almost nothing of value at all

INSANE challenge: james tries not to kill himself (difficulty: IMPOSSIBLE?)

90 proof