2024 still listening. pls never archive this song

I always put this song on when shit hits the fan. Calms my mind. Thank you for making this

vic.. se um dia ver essa musica de novo me manda msg

softee

Hi Peter it’s me

art by sarlisart

everything is recorded by myself 

love <3

let's go

buy ♡

sorry for not answering the phone, i'm too busy trying to fly away

Note From Dib

Me and Cae have have gone through so many mentally painful emotions to get this song to where it is now. it is one of the most dearest things i have ever made in my life and will probably always be. This song personally started as an outcry during my darkest times a couple of months ago due to my dwindling mental and physical health.

We both approached each other recently and we had shown each others unfinished works. Both of us had found out that we had hard times in the past which had shaped us into having the same mental health problems now.

This was also by far the most unfinished track i had but we both had fell in love of the idea of an active collaboration where we both emotionally and musically shaped the outcome.

As our friendship grew, the track had soon evolved from a dark undertone to a more cheerful one over the span of a week. Im glad we both stuck through to the very end and i adore her for having the courage to display her emotions during the hardest of her times.

Thanks Cae
Well meet someday <3

LYRICS
_________________

Why did it sound so familiar when you said my name?
From the crystal lattice that makes up the nerves of your brain,
And the hurricanes that you pulse through your veins, 
I know every current, every wave -- please stay..
Please stay..

Why is it that from worlds away, I feel your hands against my face?
Why is it that when morning comes, it makes this feeling fade away..?

How did I have no idea, that I needed you?
My world ended once but began again, born from just us two.
Though it’s suffocating me everyday, though I know you’re so far,
you told me, “Dear, be brave. 
Always.”


♡ADIB
♡https://soundcloud.com/adibsin
♡https://twitter.com/adibsin
♡https://www.facebook.com/notdib

♡CAE
♡ https://soundcloud.com/meowcaroni
♡ https://twitter.com/meowcaroni
♡ https://www.facebook.com/ohcae
♡ https://www.instagram.com/meowcaroni

STREAM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQPUF4Wh3_w&feature=youtu.be

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From Here (Ft Cae)

artwork by sarlisart

i don't know where i'm going, but dynamic, piano and soft-pitched voices, that sounds cool to me eheh

funfact: i discovered that a melody of this track is almost the same as a melody of pokemon diamond and pearl, and pokemon was a inspiration when i created that track


previous artwork by https://twitter.com/l33l3b

we've never met but, can we have a coffee or something

flowers feat. nori

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

(now on spotify)
baby i’ll be
waiting here for 
you to change your mind
i’ll be here as
long as it takes you

so this is it
i never thought that you would
take your things and leave
i must admit
i’ve been a mess since then
i need you here with [[me]]

day by day
it’s all the same
baby won’t you call my name

[spotify]

as long as it takes you

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

Video - https://youtu.be/UzKzr_uSyWY

cuts on ur thigh
where my eyes been lately
i've been feeling down
but i shouldn't be
i've been working hard
hope ur proud of me
lately,
i just wanna distance
whats been killing me

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

substance on substance
till i'm dead asleep
please silence the demon
that's inside of me

using book cover's as a headpiece
i miss being young having dirty feet
years go slow repeating history
lies grow mold and drift in the breeze

so lately
i've been careful when i need to breathe

and lately
i'm just not sure about anything

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

(lately i've been drinking too much x4)

6SPEED

if my dad saw he'd be mad at me..

My real life.

prod by taylor king 💘

LYRICS:
you my best friend 
and my enemy
i pop one then i pop five 
you my remedy
and i don't know what 
what comes over me
i get fucked up 
my soul ebony

only dream off a bean ya
tryna be up in the scene ya 
(aye) clips limousine ya
why she callin me a feen ya ya
sad faces 
i aint got no heart
cold cases 
i ain't never gettin caught
ya she too basic 
i could never love a thot yuh
too shameless
i aint never give a fuck no

the pillies is silly
but i cannot quit it
woke up in the pital
my demons is winnin
why i'm always sinnin
downin this liquor
drownding myself in this venom 
ya ya ya

(the sample i used is from skins :)

My Best Friend

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

pulled up so late that i missed the whole party

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

Follow me <3

leaving

Sleep Paralysis

prod/mix/ft @anxietyattackss

lyrics:

93:
Never feel the same
Never feel okay
Hit me up to take 
Always fade away
I’ve been hittin dabs
Til the panic takes
You can’t have my heart
But we can share the pain 

You can’t have my word
But we can still exchange 
Left her in the past
With my bad jacket
Hex across my neck
Like she’s black magic 
I fell out of love
With bags of plastic 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways 

AA:
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me leave there’s nothing left for me to hold down
Spend another night alone up in my hometown 
just let me get away there’s nothing left to hold down 
On the back roads smoking on a backwood
Playin sad songs, sitting in a parking lot 
We live in shadows, don't matter if it’s dark or not
But it gets dark a lot, ya ya 
It’s bad enough, i know the pressures adding up 
And if you feel like giving up
Just know the story never ends, it’s all a dream

So what’s it take 
Yeah I’m begging you
To leave me alone
Im better alone anyways 

Where will it break
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m bending to grow 
The stress is my home anyways

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

93FEETOFSMOKE

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