im so tired ive felt like this for as long as i can remember. it never changes.

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scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

miss u haven't met u tho

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

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fuck another hoe
i still feel alone
u think that i’m fine but i just don’t let it show
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me 

I was always there
no one really care
don’t act like u did baby don’t u fucking dare
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me, ya

i feel like i’m dead when i wake up in the morning
take it as a joke but should see it as a warning
i’m a pretty boy but so fucked u aint don't see
i don’t give a fuck if i did nobody’d know me 

She just make me feel like these girls did in highschool
throbbing on my heart like a bad bitch I hate you
she gon tell me lies after all that we been thru
I thought it was lust then i started to fall too

DEEP
IN LOVE
u got my heart like beating like on and on and on

GET OUT
MY WAY
i can’t let pain take back the truth
(and) it’s so far gone
can't replace u

Why u gotta mean so much? (VIDEO OUT NOW!)

Produced by @jakkyboi 
Mixed by @IOFMUSIC
Cover art @emotionalbuu
Yea
girl ya bad but ya basic (yea you are)
I can see you runnin fast in your asics (very far)
Around the track and i hope you never make it (and i can't discard)
Cause the whole time i was picturing you naked (woah)

Woah 
didnt expect you to be that rude (yea you are)
Well i think your pretty cool i like your tattoos (bad thus far)
Not to mention that i really wanna fuck you (still want more)
The only problem is that i could never trust you (no)

Hey
How you been? & Where ya friends at? (how ya been)
I know they always use to shit on me i get that (where ya friends)
And everytime i think about it i kinda miss that (cause im cool with it)
And i just pulled up put my heart inside a giftbag (gross)

How
Do you think that you deserve me (how do you)
I know your oh-so-perfect body hella curvy (im proud of you)
Im Kinda crazy super weird and really quirky (but he's mad at me)
If i was your dad i would prolly wanna hurt me (oh)

He saw me!
He said hey i got you a lil present
I didnt wanna hesitate and try guessin
What was inside
the next thing i heard was a shot outside
In my direction!
I hope this teaches you a lesson
That whats i heard him screaming
As i was busy seeking
Looking for some protection

I know that your up 
too no good at times
I feel invincible
i cant lie

I told her
Time is running out were only getting 
older
Stupid words never really console her (and they don't work)
Thats when i realized i cant control her (and it does hurt)
Then i remembered

Bangss Vs. Dad! (+ jakkyboí)

spotify/apple music

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

lyrics
--------
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

93FEETOFSMOKE

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