lyrics:
you probably ‘ready know this
but my soul is pretty ugly
that's why i never feel myself now
'less i'm leaning on a substance

everybody way too normal
i'm informal and i'm fucked up
and i hate to disappoint you
when i still cant get my bucks up

skin crawling out my flesh now
everything i learned to hate
i used to burn it in a blunt
and send it up to outer space

but i'm unstable and psychotic
way i'm feeling as of late
its like i'm stuck in Silent Hill
in here forever shall i wait

suicide when i think about my fate
i know its do or die if i still cant pull my weight
another stupid lie if i say ill be okay
i know its stupid i'm way too old to feel this way

you probably ‘ready know this
but my soul is pretty ugly
that's why i never feel myself now
less i'm leaning on a substance

everybody way too normal
i'm informal and i'm fucked up
and i hate to disappoint you
when i still cant get my bucks up

you probably ‘ready know this
but my soul is pretty ugly
and i ain't even mean to do it
i know its borderline it must be

everybody way too normal
when i'm dying on the inside
feel my skin is still on fire
end this quick dont need an invite

you probably already know this
but my soul is pretty ugly
i hope that God will still forgive me
i cant even ask him humbly
there’s a pit inside my chest
and i feel bad now if you love me
cause i'm sinking in myself
i need a substance, i need something

Ugly

written prod mix master by 93feetofsmoke + fats'e

dust turns glory

parasite: "feed me"

Prod. Michael Harrison 
Sorry I’m so experimental
Lyrics~

I’m so unspoken 
It’s all so hopeless 
This pen and pad the only way I’m copin 
Is it the tree that I drag  or the asthma that got me chokin 
No don’t come in please I’m ok  I’m just smokin 
But I haven’t seen you in weeks 
Talk back to my door as it speaks
Just checking in, can you breathe 
Answer me now and I’ll leave 

I been tryina write these tracks 
About what I feel but they trash 
Then do it again and again till I crash 
knew the caffeine wouldn’t last 
What a drag 
As I waste all the traits that I got from my mom and my dad 
I know this time it’s my bad 
I’m Haunted by all the ghosts from my past 

It’s crazy cause you’re like a poltergeist stuck in the shell of a man that you used to be 
Fuck you I hate you get out of that room shits getting old just give up on your dreams 
The puppeteers back at my door I can feel all his malice intent as he tries to tell what to think 
Like shit let me breath, quit pulling my strings

feed me to the noise

stream

outsiders w/ kennedyxoxo [fiftyzeros]

prod. @ffiftyzeros

lyrics
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and all my vices, they so lovely
they keep me inside this house
to where i make excuses subtly yeah
we’re inching towards my self destruction
i don’t have a lot of friends
so socially i do not function yeah

and all my days are spent recovering
i put spells upon myself and read my cards just like a coven
i don’t know what’s come of me
but it’s apparent that this chapter isn’t what it’s supposed to be
drown myself inside a bottle
but i never learned to swim so these controls are hard to toggle
and the outcome dances on the edge of death
so the world i’ve built around myself surrounds my final breath

and these breaths fall sacred given time
i’ve got chains around my ankles and these clocks inside my eyes
i don’t think i’m doing fine
all these tracers in my vision but they never show the signs
ripping moss off of my skin
and i eat the heads of the worms that slither silently within
my blood is poisoned full of sin
guess the mud in my abode is throwing punches towards my chin
crawling out of my own flesh
imma torch off all my ignorance and eat upon the rest
serotonin in his vest
whatchu buying whatchu selling said the merchant on my quest

and we hate the way we feel inside
so we hide away until we die
and think of it as time well spent
the fear of burdening a friend

IF YOU CAN HEAR ME, GET ME OUTTA HERE! (PROD. FIFTYZEROS)

guitar sample: https://soundcloud.com/rosevile-sucks/if-we-never-met
vocals: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/nerve
monologue: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ao6UQ-Ur8TI
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do or die
if i don’t do this who am i
face one more get stupid high
save my breath for another life
save that girl for another guy
my soul precious, so alive
we go fast up 45
you drive home off 4 or 5
and truth be told that don’t sit right
and my concerns go through the night
but what you do’s just what you like
so if i talk it’s out of spite

guardin - nerve (whyke remix)

melting into aether

prod mix master by 93

i need 10 milligrams to feel better 
because i’m feeling rather ill 
don’t back away it’s not contagious 
some even say that it’s not real 
some people say 
“there’s nothing wrong with me”
some people think i should be killed 
there’s contagions in that office 
making monsters out of fear 

i need 10 milligrams to feel better 
because i’m feeling kind of sick 
i’ve heard it all before;
pervert, misled, leg up for sports 
i’m begging for the comfort of my skin
some people say 
“there’s something wrong with me”
some people love me how i am
but if finding the cure
means losing friends, family, and more 
then honestly it just is what it is

i need 10 milligrams to feel better 
can you help me find my fix 
i’ve thought it out so long 
moved out, grew up, had kids and all  
the symptoms.. they just seem to persist..
so will you say 
“there’s something wrong with me” ?
so will you take me how i am ? 
maybe this little glass 
ester vial and blister pack 
can make this home feel like home again

10mg

prolly a one off but been listening to ericdoa recently n wanted to try somethin similar
couple weeks off for a halloween based drop but better late than never

o and i got the pass from multiple bi/gay homies <3

Lyrics:

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

spark it up
pass the blunt
i can never do enough
she tryna get her hand down my pants but imma pry it off
her guy is kinda upset
he's a little quick to punch
lay him out
calm him down
it's not me who's fucking up

yuh

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that
draw a line yea i bet you'll fuckin toe that
repeat a bar like the shit you said was all that
he can't hit what i do like it's kovaak's
tistic like i'm chris chan 
where my girl at

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that

ghostface (prod. nightiger)

lyrics ⬇️  

 I made this song on October 14th

its 2 am and you wont talk back
so how should i feel if you off of the map
tell me its real but see that its cap
i wanna walk with you 
for life you wanna take a nap
i got a solid scoop
you wanna lie and you wanna love
so i can’t rock wit you
even if its all that i got left
i tried to hike and it was a trek so it wasn’t worth the move
if its an emergency dial the number an ima put on my shoes
im gonna be there real soon
when i get there i hope ur not upset
i wanna share it with you no bunkbed
said youll be there but you want me to function
dont give a heads up act like its nothin
you couldn’t expect me to sit here breath girl cuz ima choke
you gon see you got ropes around my throat

no no dont remind me what you said
id rather take one to the chest
not a word of it made sense
maybe wed be better- better off as frie-

i couldnt even finish what i was gonna say
cuz it hurt my head too much i wish i could explain
ima keep on trying as long as i see a flame
i jus hate the option you wanna wash it down the drain
what could i say
i know its late
lemme explain
i dont wanna leave you but if u wanna go
lemme tell you everything you wanna know 
but you bolted on a heart of steel

when you touch me ill be colder than November feels
and i know that its been harder than you wanted
when we started i knew you were never honest
now were off it every night and every time i tty i feel like ima fold and die
maybe this all i wanted - its not
you said you were so exhausted 
i should drop
i would rather be alone than ever wanna hear you talk
if u jus gon give me all of that trash i would rather stop
i cannot rock wit no litter bug id rather date a rock. 🪨

melting into aether

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