can not tell you why but from that point forward i couldn't get into any of your new stuff.why is that?

🤧

things will never be the same.

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lyrics:
if you could just

understand whats in my head
im lost forever ive been mislead
ive lived ive died and i have bled
for all the words ive left unsaid

memories they cloud my mind
all of the people i left behind
at least i can say that i tried
its not my fault now let it die

if i left this place without a trace
no one could even recognize my face
why do i feel like a fucking disgrace
lay me to rest and cover my grave
 
i cannot feel
im only good at hiding and im
glad that you remind me of the
things i left behind me

this bed
that i lay in
only holds me back
and these walls just cant protect me
youre not the only one who left me 
[all alone]

why do i push away the 
people who stood by me
things are different now im better
at least thats what i like to tell myself

take my word
i know it hurts
forgive yourself
let it go



fade to black

You can't die in my arms
Fuck my luck
I'm too squeamish
Always could've done more
Displace myself from grieving

You can't die in my arms
Sorry I'm so fucking selfish
I could never say more
X2

Wonder when i got so selfish
The mirror looks back and bites in
Black tinge on our eyelids
Im a loser I'm a lesson

Where my good thoughts, I can't see them
I had something, But I can't place it
Guess I'm lost here, Guess I'm patient
Point a led tip or just face it

You can't die in my arms
Fuck my luck
I'm too squeamish
Always could've done more
Displace myself from grieving

You can't die in my arms
Sorry I'm so fucking selfish
I could never say more

u can't die in my arms

spotify

scraped my knee on the drywall w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

Video - https://youtu.be/UzKzr_uSyWY

cuts on ur thigh
where my eyes been lately
i've been feeling down
but i shouldn't be
i've been working hard
hope ur proud of me
lately,
i just wanna distance
whats been killing me

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

substance on substance
till i'm dead asleep
please silence the demon
that's inside of me

using book cover's as a headpiece
i miss being young having dirty feet
years go slow repeating history
lies grow mold and drift in the breeze

so lately
i've been careful when i need to breathe

and lately
i'm just not sure about anything

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

(lately i've been drinking too much x4)

6SPEED

if my dad saw he'd be mad at me..

prod. @WRCKTNGL

I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Any minute
U might slip up
Lie and say u didn’t
U might switch up
Yea I’m nervous cuz I’ve lived it

Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Do these words hurt to hear
I selfishly keep u near
I drown my thoughts in a fifth
80mph off a bridge now
I spent two weeks sick owwww
Withdrawals break my head down
Fighting my own way out

I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Any minute
U might slip up
Lie and say u didn’t
U might switch up
Yea I’m nervous cuz I’ve lived it

Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

aye yeah think i took too much
aye yeah think i took too much
aye damn think i took too much
aye god damn think i took too much
x2

I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Any minute
U might slip up
Lie and say u didn’t
U might switch up
Yea I’m nervous cuz I’ve lived it

Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

aye god damn
i might throw up
think i took too much
aye god damn
i might throw up 
think i took too much

ANYDAY I MIGHT NOT WAKE UP (prod. WRCKTNGL)

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

i want drugs i need sleep ya
i want drinks i need weed ya
imma fiend find me beans ya
why she acting sweet to me now?

whats been lying thru ur teeth now?
its alright
if you think im talking bout you
maybe guess why
racks and carbon paper in the magazine
ship it back land more packs
tax it to the scene

i wont let you in im cold and empty
dont take it personal its burdened on me
she keeps sending me pics calling me daddy
but i dont fuck with damn near anybody

you aint slick 
im too clean
why she act sweet
2mg in the limegreen
sleep on window seats
tryina see all this green grass
but its gray to me
life just ends it seems
everytime i breathe

you aint slick 
im too clean
why she act sweet
2mg in the limegreen
sleep on window seats
tryina see all this green grass
but its gray to me
life just ends it seems
everytime i breathe

i wont let you in im cold and empty
dont take it personal its burdened on me
she keeps sending me pics calling me daddy
but i dont fuck with damn near anybody

2mg in the limegreen

i dont wanna talk you not day ones
i been all alone for a month long
i turn off my phone you cant hit me up
i do my drugs alone cuz im cashed as fuck
i dont got no friends
i dont got no friends
staring at my screen 
till my 20s end
i got lots of ends
tryina meet all them 
i got lots of sin 
i got lots of gin
blood on my teeth
fighting with grief 
just like everyone
they fucking with me
but im not at ease
around anyone
i hide away, hide away 
until my fucking soul takes
okay, sorry if i OD in the foyer
i been wasting all of this time just thinking
complacent about my life routes im taking
im facing all my demons with the same name
at least they all look at me the same
i dont got no friends
i dont got no friends
staring at my screen 
till my 20s end
i got lots of ends
tryina meet all them 
i got lots of sin 
i got lots of gin
blood on my teeth
fighting with grief 
just like everyone
they fucking with me
but im not at ease
around anyone
i hide away, hide away 
until my fucking soul takes
okay, sorry if i od in the foyer

mistrust is healthy in this town (prod. epsyle)

prod/mix/guitars by @93feetofsmoke

https://open.spotify.com/album/6hoDuvKk6Fe9PtbJfX4ak5?si=vaCaWRBdQBaBF7mG93Eylw

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit 

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it
stop talking you hurt my head
yeah I'm never folding
you were never bout it
and you always show it

Serotonin stopped flowing 
When age 20 did 
All my vices
Act entitled
Like I need that shit
Nah I’ve never had a reason
For the blood I give 
Put my soul inside a lantern
Keep the fire lit

I’m still throwing tre's
Just landing sketchy now
Out this way it never rains
And never had a drought 
Why you wearing all those faces
It’s not dark out
What the fuck 
I even brought you to my moms house

landing sketchy now

love you guys <3
prod Anxiety Attacks! x Bruce Leen
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
LYRICS:

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

AA!:
you've been feeling all the love I'm faking
but it's nothing like the drugs I'm taking
you're the promise that I keep on breaking
been seeing red like the blade I'm staining
a lot of times I be afraid to feel alone now,
somethings wrong with me I'm hittin on ur phone now
don't know why but I've been feeling like a ghost now,
don't got nobody I guess that's the way it goes now
now I'm driving all alone through a new town
never had too many friends here anyway
I'm gettin sick I'm gonna learn to tie a noose now
feels like it's coming to an end here anyway
every pill that I take is a crutch 
every word that I say I've been talking too much 
you've been calling my name I don't hear it at all
what else I'm supposed to do with my back against the wall

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

I been like this since a jit
Clenching fists
Finding god in the stars 
Around my head
Still having dreams 
Of getting filled with lead
Ya I’m anxious from the topic
Plus your full of shit

I jus woke up and 
Poured champagne
Pains getting harder 
To maintain 
Clouds looking heavy
With blood rain
I pray to the sky
That my soul takes 

My soul takes
I fucked up my brain 
you're insane idolizing me
soul takes, I fucked up my brain
you're insane
I'm insane

stream on Spotify <3

LITTLE EARNHARDT - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

art by @vvspurpp on twitter
kevin kazi:
my sins they comfort me
they talk to me
eventually
they'll swallow me
and desperately
i search for peace
i fight a war 
from wake to sleep
(x2)

kill me 
kill me
baby kill me
feel me
if you wanna feel the real me
she said im evil but she talkin bout the pill me
and it hurts everytime you fucking pill me
cut me 
fuck me
i know that you lust me
i can give you everything im triple 7 lucky
i wont talk about shit if it dont got nothing to do with money
i wont talk to you bitch cuz u so stupid its not funny

my sins they comfort me
they talk to me
eventually
they'll swallow me
and desperately
i search for peace
i fight a war 
from wake to sleep
(x2)

shattered:
the drugs they comfort me
i find my peace
they help me breathe 
they help me see
angel wings
upon your back
can you save me don't look back

my sins 
they comfort me
i try to sleep
but i can't dream
no i can't dream

you making me go crazy
baby why you hate me
i see it in your eyes yea you really wanna save me
cut me 
fuck me
i know that you lust me
i can give you everything baby girl just trust me
diamond rings
you can meet me in a private jet
where you going babe i know that you ain't tired yet
when i look around your heart i see a wire fence
now im faded on my own off a percocet
cut me
kiss me
make me feel lovely
baby your a cancer
your goal is just to infect me
i won't talk to all your friends like how you seem to do with mine
you were my diamond in the sky
now you just fuck with other guys

the drugs they comfort me
i find my peace
they help me breathe 
they help me see
angel wings
upon your back
can you save me don't look back

comfort w/ kevin kazi (spyder)

wish you would just call back
i dont know what happened
were moving so fast
and ive been feeling absent
all the time
when you're here im happy 
lately ive been having 
the worst days of my life
wishing you would call back
ive been saying too bad
maybe get a notepad read my mind
i wanna be happy
you know ive been having the worst days of my life

like misery and me when the wind shifts
put me in a grave with your lipstick
on my cheek when you drop me 6 feet
do you feel anything as you leave

and i guess this is how you wanted it
see the mess you could make with my heart against
the floor and your form takes shape of the rain when it pours
now i wish i never started
and ive reached the farthest point from you
why did i do all this when i know
you sit in your apartment crying on your phone

wish you would just call back
i dont know what happened
were moving so fast
and ive been feeling absent
all the time
when you're here im happy 
lately ive been having 
the worst days of my life
wishing you would call back
ive been saying too bad
maybe get a notepad read my mind
i wanna be happy
you know ive been having the worst days of my life

the worst days of my life (feat. blankts)[prod. cian p]

official video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eq2axASuJ4Q

prod, guitar - @youngburial

LYRICS:

guess u heard about it thru the grapevine
rumors spread but i dont pay attention to the drama
i never wanted any of this, i dont want bad karma
accidently lit myself on fire in the bathtub 

this year went by too fast
felt like a bad dream
say i give a fuck ?
that was the old me
big house, new friends, im still grinding
woahhhh
they sayin' "fats'e -
where's the album? where's that song from 2016 ?"
stay lowkey
stay lowkey i got things coming

i don't wanna talk about it no more
taking in the city from the outlook on the north side
i dont wanna think sometimes and meditation's hard
i just want to focus on nothing at all

NO FRIENDS NO FRIENDS

93FEETOFSMOKE

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