am i evn makin sense now?? :/
prod w/ @dancinginrainfall nd @kutliss

lesions @searingthrume

posted up in hell, im fallin down em rings
devil may cry, devil may sing
i been losin top my head, im goin hellsing
screamin til my whole head ring
feel like dante, half yall i cant fckn claim
barin fangs up out ya face, naw we'll never be the same
aint shit gon work out.. i know what yu on, get out.
all i ever do is sit arnd nd bleed out, lesions all over my skin
all i ever knew is rage, all i know now..
am i even makin sense now??
fuck allat shi, rather sleep on my floor
green bills, blue pills
want it all, need it more
my chems so fucked, what i adore

miseryprism @dancinginrainfall

???

down em rings「+miseryprism nd kutliss」

@searingthrume
@dancinginrainfall

og version of https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/somnolence

dont know shi bout nun, i dont know my place
i cant keep my sane, bouta start breakin shi
brain chem shift, feel the scales tip
now all i do is bitch, feel my tendons rip
all i wanna do is bleed out on the floor now
all i ever hear is noise nd sound, im bouta put holes innat ground
all i wanna do is scream without control now
its over now, yea its over now
gonna rip myself to shreds
im my own loose end
got me bleedin out, got me bleedin out
screamin "rip me out, frm here jus rip me out"
its all bloody now, its all tainted now
errything in bits nd pieces, shattered down
whole world spinnin round, for eternity
goin round in silly circles til the end of me

lesions - bits nd pieces「+miseryprism」

wound reception +miseryprism [demo]

nevrr gon fold.
prod me, @inveja nd @dancinginrainfall

wake up, hurt like hell
rlly struggln 2tryna feel well
it dont feel possible at all
falln down em rings, i cant see a thing
head hurts so bad, but we nevr gon fold
hurts so bad, tryn get up out this place
the world is so decrepit nd im pale in the face
woes been burnin, "what a wasteee"
this fall is gon be the death4 usss
feel like im in hell, theres no savin usss
nevr feel well, can i salvage usss???
fucked up frame of headspace, i cant kill meeee
dont even say yu do cuz yu could nevr feel meeeee

turnt²dust [hurt like hell]「+inveja nd miseryprism」

result of tha damage
prod @yuracual

been tryn crawl out since day1, said fukit all
tryn feel sumn but i cant, yea im fucked up
only thing i seem to be good at is damage
named myself lesions after all tha damage
king of self sabotage :/
nd they always gon move weird nd get gone
trust me when i say it, i dont wantchu gone
dont evn know if i care if this sounds off

worried bout typa distance, tha dopamine
cant tell who been real or fake, do yu evn feel me?
bout a dozen mssgs nd they left on seen
isolation neuropathy yea theres blood on my sink
blood leakin on my sink. .
"wht tha fuck is wrong wit yu?" what do yu think?
millis upon millis in my system, i been breakin on things
i hate that i notice errything, i hate i see tha distance

erry1 arnd me so distant, so distant(2x)

[need]all tha damage [prod yuracual]

merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

@dancinginrainfall

i love how i feel no feeling
terror to that boys he bleeding
too high i cant feel no meaning
no nerves on me cant feel at all
burberry on me lil bitch i know
secure my bones up when i fall
u took all my love thats all
she screaming like a thrall
tell me how its funny
advance into turmoil
allieved of your presence
all black evanescence
writhe n agony confession
like a swan i swim in endless anguish
i cant feel a thing im painless
girl your my fucking medicine
stretch her skin out like a fucking painting
too high i cant feel my presence
hate this life i learned my lesson
kick down dat bitch with aggression
press that bitch up against her dresser
feel my envy its not better
deschloroketamine my body lesser
teething on that coke she bitter 
hollow like a base im tethered
sow my skin into this leather
leopard wit dem vkeii feathers
looking forward to bad weather
she screaming like a thrall
piercing through my brain with letters
i cant feel 1 thing thats better
lay me down my body weathers
catalyst of my endeavor

wound reception +miseryprism [demo]

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