Im so tired of falling in love
I cant even trust you but i cant get enough
Do you really like me or what
When im with you yeah baby my time stops
I hate myself but i dont wanna stop
Ill cut my body up and stare at the sun
Im always fucking up imma disgrace 
Why do you even like me in the first place 
Im always fucking up imma disgrace 
Why do you even like me in the first place 
Im always fucking up imma disgrace 
Why do you even like me in the first place

Im So Tired Of Love <Han!can>

prod. by @sick152
feat. @820
mixed and mastered
by @sick152

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art by - eto_zhe_sovest


LYRICS:

[Intro] Nosgov
(Baby, don't ever leave....Baby, just stay with me....)

[Chorus] Nosgov
I loved you, now you've gone and left me here. 
And it hurts when I breathe, why did you have to go?
You were the one I wanted, 
you were the one that I deserved. 
Now you're gone and I'm scared, 
and we won't ever be the same.

[Verse 1] Neversaur!
I see you, and you make me weak, yeah my word. 
You're so cute and so small, for you i've always yearned. 
I wanna wrap you up and be with you forever. 
Baby don't ever leave, baby, just stay with me.

[Chorus]
I loved you, now you've gone and left me here. 
And it hurts when I breathe, why did you have to go?
You were the one I wanted, 
you were the one that I deserved. 
Now you're gone and I'm scared, 
and we won't ever be the same.

[Verse 2] Neversaur!
Why did you have to go? 
My heart is bleeding on the floor. 
I'm on my knees begging, and I don't want to beg for more. 
I'm so cliché, it's hard for me to find the words. 
I'll write this note for you, 
and maybe you can listen and learn.

[Chorus]
I loved you, now you've gone and left me here. 
And it hurts when I breathe, why did you have to go?
You were the one I wanted, 
you were the one that I deserved. 
Now you're gone and I'm scared, 
and we won't ever be the same.

(Now you're gone and I'm scared and we won't ever be the same.)

I loved you, now you've gone and left me here. 
And it hurts when I breathe, why did you have to go?
You were the one I wanted, 
you were the one that I deserved. 
Now you're gone and I'm scared, 
and we won't ever be the same.

( And we won't ever be the same.....)

[Outro] Neversaur!
Why did you have to go? 
Oh oh, Oh oh.

This is my note for you, 
why did you have to go?

This is my note for you, 
why did you have to go?

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Rocket To The Heart w/ Nosgov (Scene Kidz Cover)

i'm a shut in 
i don't have luck
i don't make friends
my whole life's been busy playing pretend
i can't even bother i'll be paitient 

i don't even believe i will make it
but i'll take it 
i won't ever fake it
and all those motions feeling ancient
i won't make it
took the letter and i burned it 

i don't deserve shit
everybody else 
they all earned it
all i ever did was steal and hurt shit
i'm a pretty bitch with a dumb wrist 

like some coca
lines on my pretty wrist
it's hilarious
no one takes me serious
hikikomori
watching toradori
i'm so lonely
nobody talks to me 

i'm so lonely
nobody talks to me
hikikomori
watching toradori

hikikomori (koren)

can't take it out already put it in my system....
can't puke it out it's already inside of my system

needles (sscout + cayos + ricine)

do u think that im cool? by 9aradox and killpariah 
prod. geam

do u think that im cool? + killpariah [geam]

lyrics:

@loveushiyoko

Life's really short
I don’t wanna fight 
The days just be passing by
Everyday is just a lullaby 
I keep my emotions all inside 
Could i maybe spend the night?
I miss her pretty brown eyes 
I try not to cry when I think of her tonight  
I’m popping pills tonight and I’m sorry 
And I’m sorry do you want me 
It’s feeling like it’s the last time I ever talk to you 
I think about you
When it’s not you 
When it’s not you

@xoulsss

U wrote me love letters 
Arms sticking to my shirt
Im glad ur doing better 
Bury my heart with dirt
Imma end up right there
I want u right here
Now im stuck in this nightmare
I can’t even make sense of it all im wasted
My mind won’t stop racing 
I get so lost in ur eyes
Picture ur smile
And I wanna die 
I just wanna hold u one more time 
I hope u know I never meant to make u cry

pleasedontleaveme ft xoulsss (prod. deadat18)

produced by me and @znth01
cover art and master by zenith

I don't wanna know ur face
It's ingrained into my brain

If i see u
If i hear u
I don't want to
and i need to get away, get away

(need to get away)
(i don't want to stay)

nights x2

Can't get it out of my head
Want u to repent instead
Afraid of the thoughts in my head
To me u appear undead

You'll never know what u took from me
and I'll never know what it was like to have it on my own time

It's not like I had a choice..
Or maybe I just didn't have a voice
Anyway the moment's past gone
So why's it in my head?
(all these nights i lie awake)

nights (zenith + evira)

stay with me
tell you everything that i want from you
and its not hard
stay with me
tell me youre mine
we're runnin out of time
please just stay with me
if you cant hear me come closer
come closer, come closer
but maybe
it takes one to know one
i love you and now you know
life gets so hard when im not with you
when im not with you
oh, i miss you
oh, i missed you
tell you everything that i want from you
and its not hard
please dont say bye
please dont say bye
need you in my life
i need you
now you know
oh...
oh...
and i dont know how i feel
tell me youre mine
we're runnin out of time
we're runnin out of time
please just be mine
please just be mine

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iphone 3g

light novels ft Bvrden.CR (PROD.OLIFYE)

iwouldwannafightme (prod. curtains + 5head)

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