Name: my favorite knife🔪♡[milkyway] by 9aradox in cant get enuff
Duration: 2 min 21 s
Description: my favortie knife by 9aradox produced by milkyway

[Intro (Vocal Samples)]
Another pass?
You need to start answering.
Are you hoping someone will start paying attention to you if you act troubled enough?
Don’t you realize you’re alone?

[Chorus]
I’m seein’ visions, baby, I can ne’er sleep at night.
I rip my heart outta my chest, girl, can ya hold it tight?
I got sharp teeth an’ you look good, I wanna take a bite.
I wanna take ya everywhere just like my favorite knife.

[Vocal Sample]
But no one actually cares about your suffering.
I pass.
Makes five passes.
You’re a horrible person, the worst!

[Verse 1]
I hold ya tight, I hold ya like my favorite knife.
The way I feel for ya, it’s hard to describe.
I had a nightmare, girl, that night I thought I died.
Look me in the eyes, girl, I swear I’m goin’ psycho.

songs i cant stop listening to rn
always updating…

cant get enuff

fun (irlshitbih)

clublight (genshi)

Lyrics.
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I'm lost in this world and I can't find my way
Darkness surrounds me, day after day
Pain and sorrow, my only friends
im broken inside, my heart never mends


I'm living on the edge, where the darkness meets the light
Can't escape this pain, no matter how hard I fight
I'm a prisoner of my mind, with nowhere left to hide
Living on the edge, until the day I die

Until The Day I Die *prod. OrtoxOne*

prod meeeebitchessss
im so depressed lol i like to dance tho



i’m not needing any luck 
always having lots of fun 
chillin in the back of the club i’m boutta shoot it up 
idc bout anyone
all these pills they leave me dumbb
she really think i’m the one 
so addicted worse than drugs 
they all laughing at my grave 
laughing with them everyday 
when i’m bored i change my face 
i don’t ever run away 
i just wanna see them die 
i just wanna end their lives 
i don’t think it’s crazy i just do what makes me feel alive 

i wish life was better i’m a mess i’d do anything 
i need a new girl i wish she sent me a melody 
it’s a war in my head but idk what’s wrong 
this is not where i belong you’ll all miss me when i’m gone 
i wish life was better i’m on a race to get to the end
i’m still in the past i remember kissing wit my friends 
i’ll still hold ur hand idc if u smell like cigarettes 
i just wanna dance all night forget everything

hate my life 5 stars on me 
getting high everyday feeling like i’m in a dream 
it doesn’t matter everybody acting like they free
it doesn’t matter that’s why no one wanna talk to me
yea i see her all the time in my dreams every night  
yea it makes me feel alright till i wake up then i cry
all i wanna do is sleep i don’t wanna be alive 
everything too bright that’s why i don’t go outside 

always losing touch leave me on the floor 
told me that she hate me but ik she want more 
got my thoughts on repeat ik i said it before
take a pill to go to sleep then i’m taking 2 more 
now she cutting on me i’ve never seen that before 
it’s like she proving she a freak i don’t need anymore 
made me promise i won’t leave but ik she got bored 
had to lie to myself idc anymore

bruh im just tryna live

my favortie knife by 9aradox produced by milkyway

my favorite knife🔪♡[milkyway]

*ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS*

@disoc8 @w6lker @misalivee
SOMEONE MAKE AN AMV TO THIS

LYRICSSSS ^_^
@disoc8
i've been so fucked up and i cant get fucking clean
can u be my little slut baby can u be queen
i like to self medicate, n i'll do it till im seen
make me self mutilate, ik u like it when i bleed

i'll hit it from the front and then i'll hit it from the back
sorry baby i was fucked up n i dont remember that ! :/
all these fake ass fucking bitches talking this n this n that >:(
sorry baby i really dont care cuz im an alcoholic

hello kitty hello kitty hello kitty everything
buy a bitch a porche but i wont buy a bitch a wedding ring
laughing while u od on the toilet off some heroin
thigh highs on🤤🤤 i wanna be yours ill do anything

@w6lker
cant stop watchin hentai think i need a mommy dom
too young to be inside the club but im with misalive and joms
if u love me then youll cut upload on nhentai.com
hello kitty slut loves me cus i hit the fuckin floss
oh my god oh my god yeah i love thick thighs
and i got too drunk and i damn near fucked a guy
got a body pillow know i keep it on my side
try to touch my waifu guarantee ur gonna die

@misalivee
omg im god dum as fuck alcohol up in my cup
bitch meet me in the club i can get you fucking drunk
oxy in my cup omg dont give a fuck
like bitch i wna die so i sit here and i cry
me and joms up in the club claire is pouring up
i should kill myself but i keep on getting crunk
do you want my drugs want a wedding ring
BFC thats us hello kitty everything

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, I'M SURVIVING IT.
if you cannot process that, just simply skip the song
take care<3

i'll do anything w/ hauntingclaire + misalive

piece of me by 9aradox featuring luvwillow 

produced by jpxf

piece of me

piece of me + luvwillow [jpxf]

@disoc8 @misalivee @luvhexx @kiryoo @gutzxx @1stress

@disoc8
shawty hmu on my hello kitty flip phone
anorexic slut and her wrist is full of bar codes
she gon fuck me up cuz she's just like every other hoe
i got designer drugs we can split them all between us both

i used 2 be a reject i turned into a popstarr
hittin up my plug im like tell me what the costs r
i js blacked out and i woke up in a cop car
hated on by everyone but blowing up it's so bizzare

@misalive
like fuck bitch shut the fuck up
you tryna hit my blunt yeah i rly think u dum
like catch me in the club fucking with some sluts
i been off the drugs baby i dont want it nuhhhhhhhh
oxycotin paramol yeah i mix the lot dont really give a fuck
hope it kill me soon cuz baby i just really want the drugs
BFC like the olympics you cant see or talk to us
i dont give a fuck i dont give a fuck

@luvhexx
baby hmu if u wanna go and smoke
i’m pretty much a ghost feel my body turning cold
all these drux r like my shadow they go everywhere i go
everybody ask me where im at ig they’ll never know
i hate everything damn what a surprise
buried alive guess its time to say goodbye
i said i cared but that shit was just a lie
just like halloween im scared i think ima die tn

@kiryoo
crashing in my sports car
idrgaf
i just wanna cry slit my wrist like suicide
bitch im taking pills idrgaf
lets go all night fuck it up all night
skinny jeans everything bitch i want everything
leave me fuckin dead drop dead leave me in my head
go go go
imma fuckin throw up
keep talkin shit pussy we dont even know ya

@gutzxx
shawdy fucking hate us
cuz she know we on the come up
and my baggie full of drugs
cuz you know we cant stay sober
I be of the fucking pills
cuz It gives me fucking thrills
everyday is like a party
cuz im trying something new
I keep razors in my pocket
slide on me I'll show you something
and I see cuts all down your arm
fuck me up I don't feel nothing
talking on my name
like bro your a no one
took to many bars like damn
I cant see anyone

@1stress
anorexic girl txt me on ur kitty flip phone
she said tht she scared of me i said bby i know
im stunnin lik a popstar everyday i go hard
its #bfc in the club take anothr bar
i dont wanna get better now i jus wanna hurt
i told tht girl stop stalking me ima have to stab her
xoxo kisses hugs 123 u've had enough
now we're at ur door ask u where'd u get ur sound from

popstarz (prod. disoc8)

Mixed by @romziie + @disoc8 + @misalivee
Produced by Geam
Mastered by @romziie
B1TXH ITS HALLOWEEN

LYRICSSSSSS
[@romziie]
like b1tch its Halloween..
taking all this molly yeah we smokin all this w33d!!
they takin all these drxgs, yh it turned me to a fein
I cant get enough of you, stop tryna be like me >.<
fxck1n up my mental gonna snort sum k3t4m1neee

[@disoc8]
yeah, b1tch its Halloween so we sm0ke dopeee
yeah b1tch its #BFC we are known h0ee ///
yeah post a mlg and a quick scope!!!!
can you let me fck1n sleep, let me d1e slow..
suicide fck1n party lets all k1ll ourselves
these drxgs r makin me sick, I need something else
spooky b1tch tryna fxck in a haunted house
I like to party until I'm on the fck1n ground

[@misalivee]
flashing lights cut my body up
bitch its Halloween
fuck me up in the haunted house
ur the one I need
chew me up like a zombie slut
watch me fucking bleed
watch me cut watch me kill myself
cuz its Halloween

addicted w/ disoc8 + misalive

SNOWST☆RS EXCLUSIVE

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artist - @p7e

lyrics

wintr

i like your face
it would look prettier in my jar
i got fangs
but i swear i dont bite very hard

"youre so disgusting"
"please dont trust him"
little did she know
you fucked him!

ill kill you where you stand baby i dont gaf
your death is smartly planned coz youre a little slut
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
little did he know the drugs i slipped will make his blood thin

"what have you done?"
dont b stupid
it isnt my fault he didnt run
"what have you become?"
you wouldnt judge
if you tried puncturing a lung

"youre so disgusting"
"please dont trust him"
its not my fault you thought i was bluffing
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
youre so upset
you must've really loved him

ill kill you where you stand baby i dont gaf
your death is smartly planned coz youre a little slut
"youre so disgusting"
"pls dont touch him"
little did he know the drugs i slipped will make his blood thin

blood thin
blood thin
blood-blood-blood blood thin
thin
thin
thin
thi-thi-thi-thi





wintr - rotten hearted creature (wintr)

produced by me
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I see that bitter look
across your face 
There’s nothing wrong with
Coming in second place
Besides, there’s little to say from the ones who won 
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The prettiness stolen 
Without leaving a trace 
I doubt their eating berries and strawberry cakes
It’s hard to see perspective when your eyes are gone
-
Onlookers staring
Compliments on the hair
I think there’s an offer 
From the man over there 
The feeling of nausea from a call going more than once 
-
Eyes piercing and stabbing 
A most cherished mare 
A must needed picture 
So Move over there 
A misstep from the platform 
Now a bone disrepair 
-
In tandem the tendons 
Nailed to the floor 
A murders onlooking 
Their eager for more 
The pieces bright crimson 
Like shells on the shore 
The soul reincarnate
In flowers and spores 
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The sweet smile rotting 
Sweet tears of a whore 
The crows cheer in triumph 
For their final course
The butcher start crying 
While eating his horse 
The sounds of its gallop 
He’s forced to ignore 
-
The easiest way to wake from a dream
Is to pick a good spot and then jump
You can take in the view
For a minute or two
But then you should probably run

TO WAKE FROM A DREAM

Produced by @p6inkillr

Lyrics:

I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me,
I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me,

Take me back,
Take me back to when it was just ok,
Take me back,
Take me back to when I was ok,

I'm holding, all on,
Don't know if I can "Just go on",
Been trying way too long,
Don't care what all you want,

Why don't you fucking care,
I show the signs but there's,
No one else for me out there,
Its not fucking fair,

For me,
When only,
I need,
My peace,
Dying,
Real slowly,
Thank you,
For nothing,

I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me,
I'm talking but you run from me,
I'm trying to show you what to be,
You understand what I need,
But you wont give it to me,
You wont give it to me.

you wont | (prod. p6inkillr)

self produced with love as usual<3
w/ @p7e wintr

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
i wish i'd never met you in the first place
and when you die i hope it's in the fucking worst way
every single fucking night i dream of razor blades
xanax bars to sleep at night, guess i've had better days

and sometimes i wake up with tears in my eyes
there's no chemical make-up to fix my design
and i pray i don't wake up and vanish tonight
as i lay in my bed left to rot paralysed

hurt me in the worst way, hurt me while i'm downn
hella marijuana bitch i'm smokin by the pounddd
dead before my birthday, nineteen in the groundd
i'm so sick of drama hope i die inside this house

you're only thriving when i weep
you're only shining when i greive
like i'm your only ecstasy
but i'm just your 4-mmc

if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me
if hate and fear are just the same 
i know you're fucking scared of me

@p7e
my beloved 
this will be my last mistake 
coz i know that 
you love me like the drugs you take
you choose to live in fear
just take my hand my dear
unless you bite down
i think feel it now

i, oh i,
don’t care for your lipstick 
won’t say i don’t miss it

i, oh i
won’t forgive or forget
ever

I’M UR ONLY XTC ⛧⛧W/ WINTR⛧⛧ (disoc8)

prod me fuck u

i asked her if she wants it
she told me tht she wanttsittt
klonopin junkie, i'm always fuckin off it
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet,
i wanna keep u close like the xanz in my wallet.

like bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic
bitch i'm smokin chronic, bitch i'm smokin chronic
i'm doin hella drugz bcuz i'm so fuckin iconic

they think ima joke, they think ima no one
i could tie the rope or i could fuckin show them
molly, bit of ket, amphetamine now that's a potion
bby come wit me let's drop an E n show emotion

i'm ecstatic, i luv it when i'm manic
i lost my IRLs bcuz i'm way 2 problematic
i got so many habits, i'm js another addict
16mg of xanax if i even start to panic

so #iconic (disoc8)

[Hook]
She move fast like a cheetah,
I’m lit up, can’t see ya,
Cold eyes, hot mind no feelin’ (yeah).

She move fast like a cheetah,
Run this game, no breather,
Can’t slow down, it’s the season (yuh).
[Bridge]
Feelin’ that rush, no patience,
Ride this wave, no fadin’.
Heartbeats sync, vibrations,
She my drug  temptation.

[Verse 1]
City lights flash, she glow in motion,
Wrist on ice, that drip’s an ocean.
Bass too loud, can’t kill the focus,
We don’t talk love  we live ferocious.

Backseat tinted, world keep spinnin’,
She in control, but I’m still winnin’.
Eyes locked in  whole club spinnin’,
Gas on max, we don’t do limit.

[Bridge]
Feelin’ that rush, no patience,
Ride this wave, no fadin’.
Heartbeats sync, vibrations,
She my drug  temptation.

[Hook Repeat]
She move fast like a cheetah,
I’m lit up, can’t see ya,
Cold eyes, hot mind  no feelin’ (yeah).

CHEETAH

HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH??
💄💋 cpu virus
#purge #disgusted
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number 1 trickster

what’s the matter? scared of beans, spaceboyyy??
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my favorite knife🔪♡[milkyway]

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