hate this place (ft.xaxanity & rylorie)

why u flexin?? ft oryx & hoshie star (prod. hydra!)

luv is the prize

prod nermal6

do u remember watching the end of the world 
u were laying with me 
that night i couldnt sleep 
its the last time i could remember 
feeling so innocent 
you were everything that i needed 
u ruined everything 
all this time and im still bleeding
i remember i would see u in the halls 
withdrawing i was throwing up in the stalls
i was so scared talk to u and everything paused 
in the end we broke so many laws
and now im here im so fucking high 
ur the only person on my mind 
i cant move on i swear i tried 
ur with him it makes me wanna fucking die
in the process i just did the same shit 
i think its beautiful watching the way life goes
i dont feel good i wish i felt amazing 
im hurting everyone life is just a cycle 
my fucking heart hurts 
i dont understand why i cant stop thinking of her
u really tore me apart 
but i would do anything just to go back to the start 
fill my life with imposters im feeling so alone 
i couldnt replace u but ur not on ur own 
im sure u remember all the times that we were told 
we shouldnt be together we would spam eachothers phones
i just wanna know was i important 
was i just somebody else could u erase me with time 
u used to say im the love of ur life 
im so sorry for all the times i made u cry

the real me

rockin tokidoki by 9aradox 
produced by DWB beats

rockin tokidoki [dwb]

@disoc8
@qyurisuu

Lyrics: 

Scoob thank you so much 

I got suicide notes on my iPhone
All the styros im cutting cause of you 

762s kissing on my lips and they’re cold 
I bet you froze like the snow in my nose 
Metal taste in my mouth won’t go away
I can’t seem to fix the pain face it on the day to day 

Face it on the- face it on the day to day 
Face it on the- face it on the day to day
Face it, face it, day to day 
I got suicide notes on my iPhone 

Face it, face it, day to day 
I got suicide notes on my iPhone 

ugh fuck an iphone, text me on my flip phone
i don’t want no social ion wanna be known
u can text my fucking number 2 get fucked up
she’s acting wasted but she’s only on the come up

taking pics of my cuts in like 360p
i got like 10 shots down but i’m walking steady 
i might kill my ex bitch, put that shit on liveleak
bby ask me for my number not my fucking ig

I got suicide notes on my iPhone
All the styros im cutting cause of you 

762s kissing on my lips and they’re cold 
I bet you froze like the snow in my nose 
Metal taste in my mouth won’t go away
I can’t seem to fix the pain face it on the day to day 

Face it on the- face it on the day to day 
Face it on the- face it on the day to day
Face it, face it, day to day 
I got suicide notes on my iPhone 

Face it, face it, day to day 
I got suicide notes on my iPhone

Cuz of U w/disoc8 📲 (qyurisuu)

https://soundcloud.com/lil_wikileakz/im-not-irreplaceable-feat-lil-lotus-prod-93feetofsmoke?si=72a0a90a9cdb4efaacbbc83c73dad6dc&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 
@cuterichgirl <-- they made the og song i just remade it because it means alot
i just hope you're happy

will be deleted later (i changed my mind)
i ruined my voice and its mixed like shit idrc

lyrics:
It's not alright
It's not alright
But you'll be alright
But you'll be alright
But you'll be alright

Holding onto something that we knew wouldn't last
And now we're both so damn invested in the things of the past
I hope you forget me, I hope your walls cave in
I hope you found someone who's gonna treat you better than I did
It's not hard
I'm not irreplaceable
I know you think I am
What the fuck is wrong with you?
It's not hard
I'm not irreplaceable
I know you think I am
What the fuck is wrong with you?
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with you?
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with you?

And I just hope you're happy with the words you said
Leave me toss and turning, stuck in your bed
Oh my god, it's getting harder on my breath
Told myself this is something I'll never miss
And I'm sorry I can’t close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side
And I'm sorry I can’t close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side

It's not hard I'm not irreplaceable
Sorry I can’t close my eyes

I know you think I am, what the fuck is wrong with you?
I’m too scared that I’ll wake up again with you right by my side

It's not hard, I'm not irreplaceable
And I’m sorry I can’t close my eyes

I know you think I am what the fuck is wrong with you?
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side

And I'm sorry I can't close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again
What the fuck is wrong with you?
With you right by my side

It’s not hard, I’m not irreplaceable
And I'm sorry I can't close my eyes
I'm too scared that I'll wake up again with you right by my side

I’m not irreplaceable

You right by my side
I can’t close my eyes

im not irreplaceable

cant sit wit us

cant sit wit us w/ hauntingclaire

prod me </3

LYRICS:
baby can you stay here with me 
omg i been so depressed
to the point i wanna say goodbye now 
yeah i drown in this constant dread
i know i got a lotta problems on me
i just want to end it all 
i thought i found my happiness 
but nothing good ever stays that long

i'd understand if you didn't want me
but you didn't have to break me like that
i know that it was a choice of yours 
i never want to be seen again
i had this christmas all planned out
but i guess i wasn't good enough 
i know i can't go back in time 
depression has got me so fucked up

uhh huhh huhh 
yeah i said i'm gon' be fine
now i'm here all on my own 
wish i could go back in time
i'm a nuisance yeah i know
i told myself i'll be alright
i just wish it didn't break off like that
i'm so done with this life

yeah i'll be okay 
i know this life ain't for me
i miss you and your touch 
everytime i think about it
can't get my head around it 
guess i ran out of luck
now i can't make shit up 
everytime i fuck it up

baby can you stay here with me 
omg i been so depressed
to the point i wanna say goodbye now 
yeah i drown in this constant dread
i know i got a lotta problems on me
i just want to end it all 
i thought i found my happiness 
but nothing good ever stays that long

i'd understand if you didn't want me
but you didn't have to break me like that
i know that it was a choice of yours 
i never want to be seen again
i had this christmas all planned out
but i guess i wasn't good enough 
i know i can't go back in time 
depression has got me so fucked up

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PICTURES 2 [lavendr]

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

stuck on you (sped up)

HAVEN’T HAD ENOUGH??
💄💋 cpu virus
#purge #disgusted
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