tear myself all up inside by 9aradox 
produced by dera 

lyrics: 

look into my eyes like baby 
cut me w this knife im crazy 
tear out my insides 
i tear myself all up inside oh yea 
i cant take this life oh no 
im running out of time oh no no 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 

walking on a line 
its 9aradox im # 9 
i hear ghosts up in the hallway sending chills straight up my spine 
i hear ghosts up in the hallway 
girl ill follow u like always 
i swear u r such a doll face 
i got bodies in the crawlspace yea 

just look me in my eyes girl im through with telling lies 
yea my heart <3 is freezing over i can feel it crystalize 
yea the blood inside my veins is cold my tears freeze when i cry 
and i scream into the mirror at myself keep on asking why 

my tears freeze when i cry, i keep on asking why (like why) 
if luv was meant to kill then bby plz just let me die 
these ppl blow my phone up girl i leave it on reply 
and theres visions of death replaying over in my mind 

voices in my head replaying 
idc what they be saying 
red on the walls like its a murder scene the blood be spraying 
thoughts of my death keep replaying 
all this money i be making 
stacking all these racks up like i fucking sold my soul satan 

look into my eyes like baby 
cut me w this knife im crazy 
tear out my insides 
i tear myself all up inside oh yea 
i cant take this life oh no 
im running out of time oh no no 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 


look into my eyes like baby 
cut me w this knife im crazy 
tear out my insides 
i tear myself all up inside oh yea 
i cant take this life oh no 
im running out of time oh no no 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 
(maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine oh yea)





 








tear myself all up inside [dera]

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