Cuteness overload number 3

Blonded

fallnvault essentials

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

SPOTIFY

spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

From "The Colour and the Shape" - http://smarturl.it/tcats

Everlong

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS https://idm.fm/rotten
produced by tansea
mastered by pdktp
-
Nothing has started
My self departed
Took two steps forward
But I'll take three back then

My hope disheartened
No records charted
I can't take your word
With my eardrums blackened

I don't want to be rotten (rotten)
Knowing I'll be forgotten (forgotten)
No no
I don't want to be unknown
(unknown)

And I know it's real common
But everybody's now watching
Oh no
All the people I've consoled

Like damn,
I don't want to hate myself
I don't want to fear my health
Things I always keep withheld

You don't want to live like this
Should I really call it quits?
Maybe they were right about this
Everything will fade to mist

I work when, it's late and
I miss out, on days when
I should be, outside and
Instead I'm, revising

I'll never, be perfect
I want to, be worth it
I threw my, vacation
In hope that, I'd make it

(ugh)

I don't want to be rotten (rotten)
Knowing I'll be forgotten (forgotten)
No no
I don't want to be unknown
(unknown)

And I know it's real common
But everybody's now watching
Oh no
All the people I've consoled

Like damn,
I don't want to hate myself
I don't want to fear my health
Things I always keep withheld

You don't want to live like this
Should I really call it quits?
Maybe they were right about this
Everything will fade to mist

Like damn (like damn)
I don't want to hate myself (I don't want to hate myself)
I don't want to fear my health
Things I always keep withheld (withheld)

You don't want to live like this
Should I really call it quits?
Maybe they were right about this (maybe they were right about this)
Everything will fade to mist

ALL PLATFORMS

rotten (p. me)

MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/Rw9ovxo6_Dw?si=_h68zFQH9xjTn1r-
this song is released in partnership with @universalchill
{OUT ON ALL PLATS} - https://songwhip.com/vaun/the-night

produced by: @tansea
mix, master, vocals, and writing: me ( @holyvaun )

LYRICS:

the night you left, it got harder,
you want me dead, oh-oh-oh slaughtered,
the night we met, you wanted solemn,
I was in love but that's my problem,

the night you left, it got harder,
cause you want me dead, 
oh you want me slaughtered,
the night we met, you wanted solemn,
I was in love but that's my problem,
so just let go of the past,
you don't know what we had,
I'm so done being mad,
cause you're no longer my problem,
so don't you call me back,
you used to call me trash,
my pen stuck to my pad,
cause you're no longer,

you're no longer my problem,
sweet like summer,
you used to do me no wrong,
what a bummer,
you lost my trust, and now it's gone,
so much drama,
why can't you ever handle shit on your own?

it's like you wanna make me suffer,
but you lost the spell that I was under,
throw me off the deep end,
as my wounds deepen,
you said I'm weeping,
but I won't let you pull me down,

the night you left it got so hard,
you want me dead, you want me starved,
the night we met, you wanted solemn,
I was in love but that's my problem,
you were the problem,
the night you left I realized,
you were the problem,
you were.

the night [MV in desc.]

prod by tansea, cade powers

you came in my life, now im terrified of blessings
devil in disguise, she told me she had a question
what are you doing looking to me as your savior
i told her cus if god were to die, shes all i'd have to hold onto
shes all id have to hold onto
shes all id have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you

so please dont leave
from head to toe i bleed
but the shade of red is so pretty
you came in my life, now im scared of my own choices
cus i put you over everything, and now im poisoned
what was i doing looking to you as a god
but everyones gone
and shes all that i have to hold onto
shes all i have to hold onto 
shes all i have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have left

shes all i have

shes all i have
shes all i have shes-
shes all i have shes- 
shes all i-

shes all i have left

If God Were To Die

im back
https://open.spotify.com/album/6hMB7Mo3AsqwgPaJozovU7?si=hNypTNGFQP24naBK_hk7EA

I Think About It All The Time

blare