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prod. grey skies

lyrics

i can tell you're drunk way before you speak
42 will have u down like that for some weeks
you say you'll call me in the morning but that aint how it seems

one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind

and then you walked into the room to my amazement
god damnit im so faded, god damnit im sedated
all this time im wasting
im getting to impatient
im in too deep, i feel so jaded
i only scream when im praying
but only god knows what im saying
so if i die he'll use my body as a source of entertainment
he'll use my soul as source of payment
and as my bodies on the pavement
he'll use my screams as source of praying
and i dont hear what he is saying
i guess i'll sit here stationary til my body starts decaying
i dont think i cant take it
hurry up and end it, im getting too impatient

one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind

abuse my system, shit ill take what i was given
bitch im haunted from the start, i feel the voice up with prescriptions
my decisions are vindictive, to myself and to religion
to my mom and to my soul, when i die i hope you're grinning (fuck)
chains around my neck, feel like i cant breathe
lay me down to rest, finally im free
bullet through the chest, knife through the spleen
you're the cigarette, and the smoke i breathe
ill follow your lead
ill give you a piece of me
ill give you everything 
the thought of you was heavenly
i knew youd get the best of me
ill still give you the rest of me

one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second 
out of time, can rewind love is blind
havent learned my lesson 
one more time, one more line, ill be fine
stop for a second
out of time, cant rewind, love is blind

one more time

lack of judgment

it always ends up like this

Dust

tell me how it feels to fade away

distortion

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Lyrics:
I wish you would stay with me
Where was all your faith in me?

It was hard to imagine
At the most confusing times
The rip off plastic
The tear right at my soul

(my soul, my soul oh)

(my soul, my soul oh)

(my soul, my soul oh)

(my soul, my soul oh)

Got me falling to pieces
I know you don't mean it
I'm trying so hard to get away
But I'm fiending

I'm falling to pieces
Your love got me sinking
I'm in the back while I'm already bleeding
While im already bleeding

(fuck)

Fuck me up (fuck me up)
Put me in my place (in my place)
Cut me up (cut me up)
Like a razorblade

Don't let me bleed (let me bleed)
Take control of me
Don't let me go
Let me go
Let me go

It gets so hard to look you in your face
Tryna get away from you's like burning embers

I don't want to talk now but I've never felt more down when I was by your side
And I'm always sick of myself when you never asked if I was alright

You gave me the courtesy of an apology
What can I do to make this right?
I feel like im just going here to die (to die)
Die (die)

I wish you would stay with me
Where was all your faith in me?

It was hard to imagine
At the most confusing times
The rip off plastic
The tear right at my soul

(my soul, my soul oh)

(my soul, my soul oh)

(my soul, my soul oh)

(my soul, my soul oh)

tear at my soul

prod by tansea, cade powers

you came in my life, now im terrified of blessings
devil in disguise, she told me she had a question
what are you doing looking to me as your savior
i told her cus if god were to die, shes all i'd have to hold onto
shes all id have to hold onto
shes all id have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you

so please dont leave
from head to toe i bleed
but the shade of red is so pretty
you came in my life, now im scared of my own choices
cus i put you over everything, and now im poisoned
what was i doing looking to you as a god
but everyones gone
and shes all that i have to hold onto
shes all i have to hold onto 
shes all i have left

if god were to die, 
shes all that id have left
id use my last breath, 
to tell her im obsessed with you
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have, shes all i have
shes all i have left

shes all i have

shes all i have
shes all i have shes-
shes all i have shes- 
shes all i-

shes all i have left

If God Were To Die

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4vxlW9HN63QH7WS01lXpHG?si=2f389f101cb24862
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I hate the way you say my name
The way you act drives me insane
I see the bluff right on your face
A broken heart’s the price I pay
I see it all, I see it so clear
It’s so cold having you this near
In your embrace I feel your tears
I see your face, I’m filled with fear

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I’ll say the things that you want me to
Won't speak my mind, I’m stuck in solitude
I don’t even know what I’d say to you
I don’t know what you wanna hear, but it’s not the truth
No, I can’t let my guard down
They all used to hate me, they steady sending hearts now
Said you would replace me but that’s a thing that I doubt
Red in the face as it all starts to go south

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

stranded

REPROD OUT ON ALL PLATS https://open.spotify.com/track/2n9unw571FbHCOQDFdfgel?si=bef9bbe178fc483c

p. die for you

lyrics:
hold, my, hand,
tell me i own your eyes
please warn me in advance 
if there’s another guy
i wanna call you mine
i wanna share a mind
i wanna say your name
i wanna chase your fame
pull me in oh so close
you’re the one i want most
write your name in love notes
even this song just gloats
how much i want your heart 
but it just tears mine apart
i know i’ll fuck it up
at least a hundred times
i wear your heart on my sleeve 
like a sailor tattoo
and i know what you mean
when you said “i love you”
but your actions they hurt 
like a bitch i can’t lie
i’ll be gone for a month
i can’t even say bye
i just said “nevermind”
and i left on “goodnight”
but i wish that you stayed
and just put up a fight
but its fine that you didn’t 
can’t put the blame on you
you said that i was "everything" 
babe whats everything without you?

Everything Without You.

I WISH I HAD TEETH

body to body

i cant look away

gone

i can't look away (feat. tansea)

seventh song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics:
fell on my face, that night
and i broke my leg, in spite
of what you had said to me
a cat stuck inside a tree

you said break a leg that night, so i fucking did
you said i cry like a bitch, okay i cry like a bitch, so what? 
theres tears on my face, and blood dripped right down my wrist
my lipstick left on your lips, your touch left right on my skin
so yeah, i'll cry like a bitch

im sorry, im sorry if i came off as too perfect
im not, im not too short of falling into worthless
hidden messages they're falling short and i
tell my friends that i've been getting homesick
they said "you're at home?" and i tell them why
that you're my home and im sick of it
got way too close guess im icarus
maybe im blinded by ignorance
maybe thats our biggest difference 
you said

you said break a leg that night, so i fucking did
you said i cry like a bitch, okay i cry like a bitch, so what? 
theres tears on my face, and blood dripped right down my wrist
my lipstick left on your lips, your touch left right on my skin
so yeah, i'll cry like a bitch
(crylikeabitch)

(prod. everestdidthis)

wrote this song kinda loosely based on eternal sunshine of a spotless mind hence the coverart. a bit messy but i think its a beautiful song in it own way. love you guys <3

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

I couldnt see you any clearer
than looking in the mirror
we're one in the same, 
one in the same
oh what a shame, oh what shame
it didnt have to end this way
I cant explain, whats going on 
but neither can you, neither can you
Lay me down, peel my skin back
and see whats really there for you
i think we're both praying to god that its true

I think the time we had was worth it
but was it all perfect
i cant say so
I wouldnt choose another person
but does that mean its working 
I cant say so, cant say so

If God Were To Die

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