prod. junoes.. again.
yea im tired.. i wont be active for a bit. im going to a psych ward for my suicidal thoughts. plz wish me luck :C

lyrics:
im a loser and my mind is corrupt
all my friends lie to me but ill still show love
but im nervous for tomorrow. i might not wake up
(2x)

verse:
cut my ears off like im van gogh
bitch yeah huh shout out junoes,
im boutta talk my shit like im dlow
you think you know me huh? yeah fuck no?!

verse2:
bitch i cant be straight on a fuckin track for-real
cant go out in public cause the femboys all over my reels
i know bro. ay ay whats the fuckin deal?
“why’d you ghost all yo friends?” cause i need to heal

ay bitch yeah im not gonna lie. im broke as fuck and i wanna die
and you bitches still call me a fuckin guy
gettin it wrong. like why?

my mind is corrupt

leather

(prod. peril)
💜🕷️

a key to  aheart
you lied from the start
just play all your parts
in your sad story :<
I worry x3

key to a heart <3

prod sickboi

smoking out in the rain
so my cigarette is wet n im angry
what u said last night fucked me up
i still dont know what made me... umm..
i still fucking suck
this isn't, a safe place, so ill show u the surface
u make this, a great place, so ill see u in person
and treat u, a princess, the only one who deserves it
oh to know, my death date, ill pick one out on purpose


ull only see the surface

chowderlovespanini

original - https://soundcloud.com/yukisasayaki/demo

u ruined everything, and i mean everything

my life demo cover

#melancholyy’
lyrics
i dont know what to think anymore
your doin one thing then doin another
oh i cant even see you anymore
so maybe we werent supposed to be together
but i dont wanna think that way
i wish i could see that pretty face

smash my skull in, dont wanna think #😕

prod sickboi i think i stole this beat from someone haha that image is so silly audo from 2020 shes 9 this year apparently shih tzus live til like 15 or 16 if theyre ;lucky so id be like twenty something when shes gone 
im probably the least confident person alive so i think im fucked when im an adult

im gonna do the rest of my feats and dip because im behind in my schoolwork by alot

@thefirstofmay
awh., awh, awh, awh
i dont feel like a person at all
awh., awh, awh, awh
i dont feel like a person at all
when coko dies ill kill myself
sorry to my mom i wish her well
its lowk all her fault my life is hell
degrade me every day hope it serves u well

a really shallow song abou tmy dog i dont like msuic anymore

this is a cover sorry for being inactive i love everyone more soon

nothing that i do is half enough

i had a really bad day today

im not very stoic
i am not heroic
today is not my day
this feelings not a moment
ive felt like this forever
and i cannot get better
i wanna kill myself
i wont leave behind a letter
not allowed to kill myself apparently its selfish
i been living in my brain and everythings so hellish
thoughts are terrible all the time and i just relish
tonight i will perish
got nothing to cherish
fucking everything blows
i think i need my own
White up in my nose
and it got me in the fucking zone
i do it solo
i dont need nobody
except for you
but that makes me feel so not me
u just reject me
i dont need rejecting
i need accepting
it weighs on me so heavy
everything is overwhelming and im empty
dont have a future just anxiety its plenty

my life demo cover

in and out of psychiatric therapy; result of love