Produced by me,
vocals done by me and @blackwinterwells


Lyric video!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOo7oc2fzmk

On spotify now!!
https://open.spotify.com/track/0KmgxBtKm4TAVTTZmd5jfc?si=ea502b8a05c44b62

puppygirlsoulja//alive//ft. blackwinterwells//

song i made back in april
@inno1k

it was all how i imagined
i just can't believe it happened
im sitting by myself im casted
lie to my face like an actress

so i
sleep with one eye open
i just wish i told her
now it's all way over

i just never see the signs
i'm blinded by the lights
i keep u in disguise
maybe we can fly

im holding my breath while i'm holding ur hand
i stare at mirrors i don't know who i am
maybe u can tell me something to plan
we can plan

wish that i felt
i cannot tell
everything fell
and now it's all hell

over

spotify

over (inno)

out of sight, out of mind



@TeeDreamz

@i9bonsai

@y4ndere

Meadow

Meadow w/ i9bonsai (yandere)

The maidcafe cypher >:3

Lyrics:

BVRDEN.CR

baby you wanna die 
but i cant let you go yet
the way things are going
we're gonna be up next
everytime you text me I fucking love it
we were meant baby please don't go yet
imma party til i die of a fucking heart attack
and i know that you don't like me 
but atleast call me back
and I know this shit ain't goin nowhere
but I keep releasing tracks
you say I gotta go
but i don't know about that
all my homies really sad
and it makes feel bad
I wish i could change that
all my homies really sad
makes feel bad
I wish i could change that
have alot shit in my past I can't get past
and i wanna relapse
Don't want you to see that
at the top i wanna be there
do you love me do you mean it
say it to me now
do you mean it
----
@saysumn

Looking in your eyes wonder what you’re thinking,
Anxiety inside of me have trouble breathin,
It ain’t for fun, I get high for a reason,
It’s to numb all the pain that I’m feeling,
Blacked out woke up on your floor, you’re mad at me don’t know what for, 
AHHHH everything is a blur 
AHHHH everything it hurts 
Hate I how I feel in this moment but I can’t control it,
Sometimes everything thing feels pointless,
She can see right through me clairvoyance,
Think she know me better than I know myself,
Please don’t leave this a cry for help,
I don’t wanna cry all by myself,
Pockets full heart broke as hell,
I’m all alone and I’m overwhelmed
----
@squidy

sometimes i wanna lose it all
forget you and just move on
will you miss me when im gone?
well you know its really not my problem ;3

i got everything i need right here
fun songs good friends to wipe my tears
you took a lot from me but im not about to let you take more!

then i get sad and i want it like it was before
have you replaced me yet?
something that i cant ignore...

hide my face behind a @veil2k
so i don't have to watch it fail
i dont want to know.
----
@breakupbreakdown

I dont have a clue
Its just me and you
I dont rlly ride w the coup

Ohh
Im so excited
Riding with my bros
Now we all on this cypher

Ohh
Staying up in the nighttime
When im up late 
yeah
Thats when my light shine bright

Raving
Now im up shaking
Ohhh
Its not weird I stay in

Straight to my head
Like im letting u down
Feet on the floor
And my head in the clouds
----
@veil2k
okay lets go!
baby i think abt u everyday it kills me
makin music wit my bros das my boy squidy
if we got a problem we can mix it up like a smoothie
no i really dont think u ready

yeah ok!
ok!
yeah!
yeah!
lets go!
OKAY LETS GO!

i can have all da money in da world but ill never change
all ma bros kno dat ill stay da same
im not even sure if i even really want da fame
if he talkin down on ma bros ima point n take aim
i remember back in da day my name was disclaim
yeah i jus hit rogue you kno its ma game
nowadays everyone b clones yeah yall so lame
me n my boys should go in da hyperpop hall of fame

Hyperpop Hall of Fame (feat. saysumn, squidy, breakupbreakdown, & veil)(prod. yusha)

prod. kidu (@awwy2k) 
featuring coldspades (@coldspades)

lyrics:
i get exhausted
need a day off this
shits not quite as fun as it used to be
but im not tryna be who i used to be

i say its nothing ever really going on
but if thats up to me, well ive really been gone...
u say u trusted me
well look what ive become

on some other shit im keeping secrets
if we make a promise can you keep it?
i used to think that everybody was stabbin on my back
but now i trust
and im not goin back to that ^^^^^

shit just keeps happening back to back
but i just take a walk and write a rap
havent even made that much cash
i spend way too much time just tryna relax

pain in my thorax
went to the hospital for that
that bill was too many racks!
told em i couldnt afford that

i been on my ass for good reasons
but i been in this chair for four seasons

(coldspades)
wish i could go back to what it used to be
but now its just a memory
tell me what am i meant to be
my visions blurry and i feel so weak

i can’t hold on any longer
i know i promised i’d be stronger
i’m sorry if i’m just a bother
for all the problems i cant conquer

i’ll watch it crumble away from me
i’m almost drowning and its up to my knees
look in the mirror and i dont see me
i’m always thinking bout my problems i can’t sleep

i know someday i’ll feel okay i wish that was today
i want to run away from every thing that causes pain

i wish i had more to give
but i’m still looking for a reason to live
i would take back every thing that i did
if i could truly feel a moment of bliss

am i even gonna make it to spring?
feel like i’m only holding on by a string
sometimes it feels like i don’t have anything
so maybe thats the only reason i sing


this track stole coldspade's voice.... forever....

back2that ft. coldspades  <<kidu>>

samples by white silas (ethel cain) & pardyalone

cold home

1twothree (redpriest)

voc by https://soundcloud.com/minhyukwakeup

flyaway // sync nc

prod @nwiek

lyrics

talking all your silly nonsense 
hear him whisper sultry nothing's 
what's up with these stupid questions 
it's all right I'll lie I'm okay 

get you out of my head 
u make me wish I was dead 
more and more I fall for you 
u hate me but I adore you 
u pretend that you care 
u still can't help but stare 
what do you want from me 
just one night is all you need 

break down walls 
u break down barriers
said I'm okay 
but you shot my nerves 
said u wanna talk 
but we both get hurt 
I'm sorry I lie 
I know I'm the worst 
it hurts so bad
you feel so guilty 
mixed signals so bipolar 
but I am too so I lied to you anyway

I think he really wants me
(I think he does I think he does)
I think really wanted me 
why does he always hurt me 
it's just a simple question 
it's just a simple question 

it's alright I'll lie im okay x4

get you out of my head 
u make me wish I was dead 
more and more I fall for you 
u hate me but I adore you 
u pretend that you care 
u still can't help but stare 
what do you want from me 
just one night is all you need

I'm okay

im okay (prod. n!k)

prod @mkne 
vocals @omgeric2k @lov3lotus

Stream us on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/artist/5EyYculuuhEIKCu9IClSV7

stick to myself ft. eric2k, lotus (prod.maknae)

cool video
https://youtu.be/2eD8q28Kmrg

i did not write thsi song

https://limeboiler.bandcamp.com/album/covered-up

im okay (prod. n!k)

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