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instrumental by @emorave
vocals/mix/chops by me 

[ Lyrics ]

SELECT MY HEART
AND TRY TO SEND IT THRU THE SCREEN

ITS LOST WHEN SENT
UR NEVER GETTING WHAT I MEAN

ITS EITHER YOU
OR THOUGHTS OF HARMING ME
THATS FILLING UP MY DREAMS

AND IT NEVER ENDS, I THINK
IM HERE 
JUST WAITING FOR 
THE BLEEDING TO STOP

( Stop )
( I Think )
( Bleeding Never Ends )
( Stop )
( You’re Harming Me )

U SAID U LIKED ME
BUT U DONT 
CUZ IM A PSYCHO

YOU CHANGED YOUR MIND
LIKE WHAT YOU SAID
WAS JUST A TYPO 

IT MAKES SENSE
CUZ I COULD NEVER BE UR TYPE

I TRY TO TELL MYSELF TO STOP
BUT THINK ABOUT U EVERY NIGHT 


IM NOTHING NEW 
U PROBABLY GOT A QUICK REPLACEMENT 

MY WORDS ARE WASTED
YOU FORGET MY FUCKING STATEMENTS

I KNOW THESE THINGS
BUT STILL YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

AND WHEN U ASK ME WHY I CARE
ITS SOMETHING 
I JUST CANT DESCRIBE

( Im nothing new)
( Im nothing new )
( My words are wasted )
( On you )

[ @spazzteamonline ]

select my heart

Full of fear w/ Stress (death)

prod. kidu (@awwy2k) 
featuring coldspades (@coldspades)

lyrics:
i get exhausted
need a day off this
shits not quite as fun as it used to be
but im not tryna be who i used to be

i say its nothing ever really going on
but if thats up to me, well ive really been gone...
u say u trusted me
well look what ive become

on some other shit im keeping secrets
if we make a promise can you keep it?
i used to think that everybody was stabbin on my back
but now i trust
and im not goin back to that ^^^^^

shit just keeps happening back to back
but i just take a walk and write a rap
havent even made that much cash
i spend way too much time just tryna relax

pain in my thorax
went to the hospital for that
that bill was too many racks!
told em i couldnt afford that

i been on my ass for good reasons
but i been in this chair for four seasons

(coldspades)
wish i could go back to what it used to be
but now its just a memory
tell me what am i meant to be
my visions blurry and i feel so weak

i can’t hold on any longer
i know i promised i’d be stronger
i’m sorry if i’m just a bother
for all the problems i cant conquer

i’ll watch it crumble away from me
i’m almost drowning and its up to my knees
look in the mirror and i dont see me
i’m always thinking bout my problems i can’t sleep

i know someday i’ll feel okay i wish that was today
i want to run away from every thing that causes pain

i wish i had more to give
but i’m still looking for a reason to live
i would take back every thing that i did
if i could truly feel a moment of bliss

am i even gonna make it to spring?
feel like i’m only holding on by a string
sometimes it feels like i don’t have anything
so maybe thats the only reason i sing


this track stole coldspade's voice.... forever....

back2that ft. coldspades  <<kidu>>

@medusa9

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

maybe im just to nice nice nice nice
maybe i should take your life life life life life
i wont let you make me cry cry cry cry
thats the last time you will tell me lies lies lies lies lies
oh my- oh my god! now everything i see is blood
i think i might have went too far but idc cuz now ur gone
what?? did i do something wrong?? i dont remember at all
you better leave me alone or you might b the next one

you dont ever take me serious
you make me think that im delirious
i know you feed on all my weaknesses
i dont wanna let you in, i dont wanna let you win
youre not my friend your my enemy
but i know that you envy me
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont
its to the point where im torn between my mind and my heart
you say you want the best for me
but i know that u dont

delirious「astralproject1on 」

prod me <3

lyrics:

everything’s too much for me
and my minds shut down now i cant think
this is not how it’s supposed to be 
lay awake all night i can never sleep

its hard to get up 
i cant fix a thing
i know i’m fed up
it gets the best of me
i know i’m set though
its still too hard to see
past it all now 
wish it would let me free
 
i wish you’d just let me catch my breath 
feeling like there’s nothing left
take me away or get of my head
either ways the same i guess

i’m still upset at how i never tried to fix this
i know i’m dumb for thinking things were looking up again
not sorry for myself i know it has a purpose
yet every day i feel so down i’m crawling out of my skin

nvr_sl33p.mp3 (prod. liltumblrxo)

ch.5 Gush! (w/ ashes + gl0wrm)

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

prod @erdo and @ogbrayam

art by @storytehllar

lyrics:

Yeah you're fucking up my high you're obnoxious

Diamonds on my wrist had 2 sauce it

yeah It's simple if you pull up on the gang get to moppin

Poppin all ur limbs out the sockets

you don't know who u fuckin w/ yeah u rly lost it

lost it, i think u rly lost it

u love to txt all the time but u rly need to talk it

put u in the dirt can't stop it

all this smoke in my lungs yeah it rly got me coughin

yeah full auto was an option

never gave a fuck bury me w/ diamonds in my coffin

middle fingers up yeah we off him

getting played all the time but u rly not poppin

put him in the grave, 2x cross him

I got dirty $$$ and u know i rly love to flaunt it

make ur friends disappear, yeh i know u haunted

->->->                                                     <-<-<-

yeah we leave a little ghosts in ur walls

crawlin up ur windows and we're creepin in ur halls

yeah ur just a loser n ur geekin in the stalls

swipin up my credit card, buying out the whole mall

yeah oh we're buying out the whole mall

yeah oh we're buying out the whole mall

yeah be careful where you step cause ur too close to the edge and i don't want u 2 

fall.

->->->                                                     <-<-<-

Yeah i don't want u 2 fall

Yeah not @ all...

Baby I just can't...

GHOSTSINTHEWALLS ( PROD BRAYAM X ERDO )

@prodpawl4k

electric city
im jus glad tht my gng
nd ma team
yea ma brthrz dey wm <3
its nt somthin dat i rgret
u failed 2 take 1 step

man i luvvdissshitt
its like an instant cash deposit
she wanna make sum fits 4 m3
lets go upstairs
open ma closet
i wrote a lettr
bt nevr sent it
felt da words inside
i truly meant it

i feel so lost nd u cant help me
look @ the cards u dealt me
u cant help me
theres no point
pray2god
like wheres da light

tramadol up in my bloodstream
blurry
dont kno wat2do
she said its raining in the morning
but it only rains on u
rains onu , rains onu :/

bb when we light up
den we splashin on the moon ^^
i make mistakes
dis is real life not cartoon
bb she luvvittt
but she lost inside her heart
dnt giv up
or_else ur wrld will fall apart

✧ᗴᒪᗴᑕ丅ᖇIᑕ ᑕI丅Ƴ✧(pr. pawl4k)

@1dgtl
prod. augury and forecast
synthetic <3 <3 <3
ily all so much

back2that ft. coldspades <<kidu>>

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