brknnn(artemys)

0:00 @aaarche_r
0:54 @essscudolovesu
2:27 solo
3:38 @fum1ko
4:47 @glaciies
5:30 @zuuloh
6:40 @mycorpsebridee
7:40 @fum1ko
8:51 @sunrisess
10:13 @bleachcraft
11:19 @burningtears
12:54 solo
14:07 @1tcyxo
15:48 @auguryy
16:57 @glaciies
https://linktr.ee/PermaFrostBeats

August Clips 22

August '22 Clips

Shoutout all the GOATS that helped this month <3
Dm if you wanna purchase
0:00 - @012207
0:55 - @mycorpsebridee
2:16 - @burningtears
3:09 - @mycorpsebridee
4:26 - @deathrayyyyyy
5:37 - @glaciies
6:47 - @nihil2free
7:55 - @kyoakyo
9:35 - @sunrisess
10:58 - @kyoakyo

September '22 Clips

With ++ :D
@MoriCastle
@onepttwo
@aaron-e-5
Cover by: @densityisconstant on insta

Lyrics:
Idk bro just listen XD

Die Quick

keep on hittin my phone, pls dont leave me alone
@ghostsinlove
@mafubahq
prod
@benjithemachine
@heyyitsbenji

Future Diary feat ghostsinlove & Mafuba (prod. Benjithemachine x heyyitsbenji x ghostsinlove)

prod. kidu (@awwy2k) 
featuring coldspades (@coldspades)

lyrics:
i get exhausted
need a day off this
shits not quite as fun as it used to be
but im not tryna be who i used to be

i say its nothing ever really going on
but if thats up to me, well ive really been gone...
u say u trusted me
well look what ive become

on some other shit im keeping secrets
if we make a promise can you keep it?
i used to think that everybody was stabbin on my back
but now i trust
and im not goin back to that ^^^^^

shit just keeps happening back to back
but i just take a walk and write a rap
havent even made that much cash
i spend way too much time just tryna relax

pain in my thorax
went to the hospital for that
that bill was too many racks!
told em i couldnt afford that

i been on my ass for good reasons
but i been in this chair for four seasons

(coldspades)
wish i could go back to what it used to be
but now its just a memory
tell me what am i meant to be
my visions blurry and i feel so weak

i can’t hold on any longer
i know i promised i’d be stronger
i’m sorry if i’m just a bother
for all the problems i cant conquer

i’ll watch it crumble away from me
i’m almost drowning and its up to my knees
look in the mirror and i dont see me
i’m always thinking bout my problems i can’t sleep

i know someday i’ll feel okay i wish that was today
i want to run away from every thing that causes pain

i wish i had more to give
but i’m still looking for a reason to live
i would take back every thing that i did
if i could truly feel a moment of bliss

am i even gonna make it to spring?
feel like i’m only holding on by a string
sometimes it feels like i don’t have anything
so maybe thats the only reason i sing


this track stole coldspade's voice.... forever....

back2that ft. coldspades  <<kidu>>

@domerrz
@prod_death
@hartfxlt2k
@angelino1k
@1akura
@rewind214
@sumther

we might post lyrics ^~^

not enough +dom! x death x hartfxlt x angelino x akura x rewind x sumther (brknglss)

i dont wanna try anymore i dont
bloody nose when i wake up
reach for the pills on the shelf i know
i cant do it alone
wish for a castle on the hills
where i am unknown
visions of death when i sleep
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
again again
im on my own
again again 
cant do it alone
no one there for me when i wake
is this all a waste
when will i be saved
im out of time
im out of life
when will i be saved
in the end i hate
what ive become

back2that ft. coldspades <<kidu>>

experiencer