prod. kidu (@awwy2k) 
featuring coldspades (@coldspades)

lyrics:
i get exhausted
need a day off this
shits not quite as fun as it used to be
but im not tryna be who i used to be

i say its nothing ever really going on
but if thats up to me, well ive really been gone...
u say u trusted me
well look what ive become

on some other shit im keeping secrets
if we make a promise can you keep it?
i used to think that everybody was stabbin on my back
but now i trust
and im not goin back to that ^^^^^

shit just keeps happening back to back
but i just take a walk and write a rap
havent even made that much cash
i spend way too much time just tryna relax

pain in my thorax
went to the hospital for that
that bill was too many racks!
told em i couldnt afford that

i been on my ass for good reasons
but i been in this chair for four seasons

(coldspades)
wish i could go back to what it used to be
but now its just a memory
tell me what am i meant to be
my visions blurry and i feel so weak

i can’t hold on any longer
i know i promised i’d be stronger
i’m sorry if i’m just a bother
for all the problems i cant conquer

i’ll watch it crumble away from me
i’m almost drowning and its up to my knees
look in the mirror and i dont see me
i’m always thinking bout my problems i can’t sleep

i know someday i’ll feel okay i wish that was today
i want to run away from every thing that causes pain

i wish i had more to give
but i’m still looking for a reason to live
i would take back every thing that i did
if i could truly feel a moment of bliss

am i even gonna make it to spring?
feel like i’m only holding on by a string
sometimes it feels like i don’t have anything
so maybe thats the only reason i sing


this track stole coldspade's voice.... forever....

back2that ft. coldspades  <<kidu>>

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