Sometimes we think too much when all we need to do is love. 

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OVERTHOUGHT lyrics: 

it’s been a while in fact months since the last song
But it’ll take you years to understand the shit I’m on
the shit I’ve been through that is felt in every track           
the same delusional thoughts that keep me killing all my raps 	
As a matter of fact, i don’t know what I’ve been saying 
I’ve been spitting random words and I know that they will never decay
it’s all the same, when music calls your name 
you don’t sell your soul to satan cause satan is not the game 
i don’t do it for the fame i heard that’ll make me go insane 
implode my brain, just as it caves in almost every day 
fake enemies, I’m accepting no apologies 
I’m out gunning every single fucker that’s in front of me 
but funnily, i don’t like to get violent 
cause when i get violent i break my vows of silence 
i live on 7 thousand and a hundred plus islands, 
or at least i feel that way whenever i go/ and close my eyelids 

yeah it’s flowing down yeah the flow is slowing now
why we feeling so down? why you feeling so down? 
i just wanna help you, never know how to 
if i kiss and hug you will you stop feeling so blue? 
cause if anything all i know is that I’m here 
imma always listen and destroy the reason for your tears 
they flowing now but look behind and you’ll see that I’m there 
don’t be mad that i resist your pushing away to show that i care  
and I really do care, none of that will ever change
yeah you know ill love you almost every single fucking day
we all overthink every now and again
i just so happen to do it with a paper and a pen
and i dedicate every word to every person who didn’t make it through
i think about them when i see my future that i want spent with you
and when i say the stuff i say i hope you know that every syllable is undoubtedly undeniably true

brothers and sisters we all fighting the same vicious
cycle that we see in the world and in turn i know that war is our idol 
why we acting so idle? why we feel so entitled?
should be focusing on real news not how pablo was on tidal 
music and peace shouldn’t they bring each other into light? 
drake vs kendrick do we really have to fight? 
this is my offering of peace man it aint a fucking mic 
what happened to the industry of rap making homies tight 
yeah i cursed a lot cause i just started  to wonder 
when will we wake up from our pathetic apathetic slumber 
call the medic cause you know I’m so sick/ when I deliver meaning 
this topic tends to get all these other fake rappers reeling 
yeah I’m rapping for real now, y’all better be goddamn scared
why you feeling royalty when you aint even there?
don’t claim the crown when your head don’t even fit in it 
you can have all the fans, so what? life’s shit aint it?  

OVERTHOUGHT (Prod. Chuki Beats)

a song about finding a reason to remain in horrible places

track made with Logic, 
lyrics made with pURE EMOTION 


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Lyrics:

i despise every single song that I’ve ever made
and i guess in a sense this doesn’t make any difference to the thoughts i have gave
to my paper and my pen, to any citizen
that has decided to use their voice for the right reasons 

i — i— 

i don’t know what makes a good saint
cause a good deed doesn’t mean a good thing 
i don’t plead for any kind of cleansing
every man should never cause another man’s ending 
I’m pretending, to care 
save my world, it’s still there 
what makes a spark turn into a flare
cause i lit it and i hit it; will the whole room stare? 

in another way, maybe ill be okay 
in another sense, i’d save the day
i don’t know how we’re gonna make it out
and i don’t know how we’re gonna make it out
make it outta here 

we hear voices that tell us to kill the voiceless
let that sink in 	
cause i don’t know what runs in your skin
justice so paper thin 
we lack meaning, 
or maybe we’re just scared to 
we aint prepared to 
have a voice
you say we don’t have a choice
that every single person on the street is just another fucking toy 

Haven’t slept in days, I’ve spent nights wide awake
in a dungeon with visions of me as a great 
, i deny any claim that says I’m giving up slowly 
all cause I’m just not holy 

in another way, maybe ill be okay 
in another sense, i’d save the day
i don’t know how we’re gonna make it out
and i don’t know how we’re gonna make it out
with you so near  

why stay (prod. Joey)

I know how to try every once and a while
is this my new style? is this a new smile?
instead of waiting my turn at the turnstiles
BUT when am I gonna get there, man I really wanna get there  

I’m catching a train and I don’t know where it’s going 
I don’t know where it’s going cause I know you know I’m slowing 
down, I’m gonna claim my crown

Hold on. I’m sorry for taking so long 
I kinda had some trouble with the inspiration for this song
Cause I wanted to make a hit, to put myself right on the map
In the midst of all the frustration, the songs I made kinda felt like crap
But now the songs I make make me feel like I’m ten out of ten 
Flying in the heavens, cause I gotta feel happy to let myself win 
Now I’m doing what I wanna do, just to sing and rap 
God up above called me and told me the crown was just on my lap 

I WANNA BE THE KING  
I WANNA SEE THE WHOLE WORLD

This has been a dream for me since I was seventeen
stuck on earth thinking of stars, plans, and better things 
Serenity, struck me at a later age 
Say Philosophy is truth but music takes me the whole other way 

Sorry mom, confused on what’s gonna happen soon
I’m not the best son when I just wanna sing to the moon 
and feel myself, I really wanna feel myself
a healthy heart is better than all of this filthy wealth.

I WANNA FEEL FREE
FEEL FREE TO SEE THE WHOLE WORLD

SEE (prod. Young Taylor)

back to my first love 


virtue rap

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excess and defect, gotta hit the middle 
citizen of the state, gotta keep it civil 
leaders making statements straight up coming from the devil
ain’t the saints they pretend to be, they keep the country sterile 
lies, a complex alibi  
mix that all together with the people that had to die 

to get away from it all, i had to sing a few songs  
i had to right all the wrongs, i had take to take my own fall 
if the weak learned to stand up for themselves and stood tall 
then maybe none of this would be much of a problem at all

I’d love to rap about drugs, sex, and my clique 
but i just don’t understand how we have time for it 
this is it, this is my testimony 
yeah it gets kinda lonely
when everyone is too focused on consuming like phonies 
they’ve stolen the throne 


I see fakers in the building 
through the crumbling ceiling 
can’t stay at the top 
all they do is pretend
their ego gets in the way 
and just to make amends 
say they wanna make a change but look down on their brethren  

It’s an edifice of ignorance, 
say it’s a sin to speak against my neighbor 
when they let their doggies in 
and crap over my goddamn house 

and know that this is my private property 
and the music will never be enough for you to understand me 
I’m an anomaly, i said it once or twice 
in a past song of mine where my mindset was cold as ice 
but i’ve gone soft,

yeah i’m headed down 
i think I’m gonna brave the waters until i submerge and drown 
i think i’m gonna swim until we’ve taken back the crown 
this is my town, and nothing else can stop that 
sure, don’t hear my message but the message is why i love rap

nicomachean ethits (prod. P.SOUL)

made this really quickly, just trying new things out & having fun w it


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Don’t know where im going don’t where to stay
don’t know why i feel like flying, everyday 
see, see the Lord try to talk to me 
says why are you so scared to breathe


I see the lights in my head, they point me right to the truth 
I sing a song at night and these songs say what i need to do 
a different voice on the left, a different angel on the right 
say the same message but in two different lights 
and i know you are the one
closest to the truth, the keeper of my youth 
and my heart gets bigger 
as i reach the line 
yeah we cross it all the time

yeah there are just a few limits 
to where i want to go 
it’s in my head, i cant be dead
cant say this is all for show 

i know i know i know, you are my holy ghost
you are my thanatos, you are my eros 
hit me with arrows right in the chest 	
 they don’t know where we’re going if they know us at our best 

and every commotion, stirs in my blood
and every fight just strengthens my bones, solidifies your definition as my home

Breakfast At 8? (prod. Mykal Riley)

we must go deeper


Can’t finish this drink, I’m getting sleepy 
getting tipsy, getting teary-eyed 
my eyes are open-wide, I’m paranoid
I’m looking out the street, looking out and hiding in the sheets
hoping no one gets me hoping no one kills my family
I may have done something wrong you see
but I swear I did the drugs out of poverty 	 
aw shit fuck me

they’re at the gate, and they look kinda scary 
i run to the cemetery where i see the little boy that sells me candies
he says, mister, what the hell you running from? 
don’t you know they only kill the people out here selling some
to make a living?
but it won’t stop the killings,
i have nowhere else to run, so i grab the boy hoping he would listen
boy, we’re being run by corrupt systems 
this is all a cover-up so our king can refuse to listen
he makes us the villains, just because we can’t afford a proper life 
a proper way to give meaning to everyday while avoiding strife 
so we resort to drugs,

and we become loose ends and we’re shown no love
the noose gets tighter and tighter til’ we reach the stars above 

and they don’t give a shit about us,
that’s why we’re easier to kill
that’s why we’re being left for dead 
we’re being killed for the thrill 

of the people that like to say
that society doesn’t need us
but they don’t get that its fucking society that fucking breeds us
you think we have a choice when we smoke that shit?
when we take in needles, when we take those pills, when we take those hits?
when our minds go numb, when our eyes go red, and our sight goes black
you kill us before listening to us, you’re the ones on crack
you’re the real killers here, you killed our hopes and dreams first 
every typhoon every rain storm, the morning after make us die of thirst 

I took a breathe and realize that I got carried away
I looked at the boy and told him to hope for a better day 
and I told him I had to go, or else they’d catch me soon 
good thing the place was dark, they wouldn’t know what to do


then I heard the boots, so I started running away
I left the boy without a word, I had nothing else to freakin say
as I turned the corner of one of the graves, I heard some shouting from behind
*bang bang*

we got the wrong guy

Tokhang (prod. Dran Fresh)

o look another original song 

I don't really do this acoustic stuff so im sorry hahahah
My voice sucks and what i felt at the time i made this sucked so that made me less conscious about how my voice sucked

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i spend my time
 walking on the craters of the moon
 fighting waves trying to get to you
 live my life without the daylight blues
 it’s already noon

you see, the black and white, how they distance me
 from the light of who i thought i’d never be 
 can i listen to your head

can you say? can you tell me how it feels?
 the teal limelight, in your eye
 did any of it feel real?

say you’ll mean it, say you want me gone 
 I’ve been pushing back, I’ve been saying sorry all wrong
saying sorry all wrong

Island (srry)

!!!PLEASE WEAR EARPHONES!!! 

Just felt really depressed the past school year and I never really felt comfortable sharing the specifications of why I felt depressed.

It's been a while since I've made music but this turned out to be therapeutic. It's not the best song and it's kind of rushed but yeah, here it is 

there's a chance ive been listening to too much nothing,nowhere. too 


LYRICS:
ive been feeling outta sync
youve been looking away knowing that you cant save me
cause man i overthink, i think about everything
about all the times the good times weren't daydreams

but man my problems take the cake
cause It aint the things that you said that went on and stained me
it’s the tiMes that i Say, that im better and Okay
when deep inside the guilt can eRRase me 
Y


it’s not the same anymore, i don’t think the doors will unlock
til i stop with the invading
i cant sing anymore, im stuck on the floor
i cant get along cause im fading
im floating through the halls, im the phantom in your walls, 
i think im obsessed with the past, im so jaded
wish someone else would call, all my friends feel appalled
all my attempts at life are failing

i dont know how to feel,
ive lost all that was real
i dont know how to feel,
ive lost all that was real

I’VE BEEN READING TOO MUCH OF THE THINGS I SHOULDN’T READ
NOT THE SAME ANYMORE CAUSE IVE OPENED ALL THE DOORS CAUSE THEY SAID IT WOULDN’T LEAD
TO WHERE THEY ARE, TO WHERE I SCARRED
EVERYONE I LOVED, EVERYONE I LOVED


IT’S NOT THE SAME ANYMORE, I DONT THINK THE DOORS WILL UNLOCK
TIL’ I STOP WITH THE INVADING
I CANT SING ANYMORE, IM STUCK ON THE FLOOR 
I CANT GET ALONG CAUSE IM FADING
iM FLOATING THROUGH THE HALLS, iM THE PHANTOM IN YOUR WALLS 
I THINK iM OBSESSED WITH THE PAST, iM SO JADED
WISH SOMEONE ELSE WOULD CALL, ALL MY FRIENDS FEEL APPALLED 
ALL MY ATTEMPTS AT LIFE ARE FAILING



I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL
IVE LOST ALL THAT WAS REAL
I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL
IVE LOST ALL THAT WAS REAL

pereo pinnochio (prod. the outset)

PLS LISTEN W EARPHONES
being sad brings out my confidence in singing even if i cant sing

so yes here it is, my first cover ever hahahah it sucks but try to reach 3:10 at the very least cuz im proud of it hAHA

Heartbreak Warfare (Acoustic Cover)

this song is for carla and martin 

pls listen with earphones!!!!!!!!!! 

im more comfortable singing songs like these tbh cause ive been doing it since highschool

chicago is so 2 years ago (acoustic cover)

i make weird music 

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