The Upload

pessimist ft. jaden (prod. dead spyro)

written by Lxst Boy
produced by 4lexf & Pizzle

featured on Promoting Sounds
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voU3Zy70Qts

-lyrics-
i can never look at you and say no
thats what you say so
now im holding back tears
while im trying to read your gravestone
vision getting blurry 
and the clouds looking fake though
you left your mark on me
like a bite from a mako
now im back to writing like i used to
everything left on these pages really are about you
remember all the times we sat on this couch watching pokemon
share our fries at dairy queen but now i cry cause its all gone

yeah
and I just really wanna talk to you
I pray to God and go to church just like we always used to
composing this poetry
I'm glad that you noticed me
in that class that fateful day
when our eyes met, now it's way too cold to see
all that you've given
girl, thank you for all the blessings
that you had sent my way
first time you called my name
and I know that I'm selfish cause I really really want you back
I hope you're flying safe in Heaven cause I really miss you bad

yeah I'm really mad
wrote you like fifty tracks
and now I'm sitting alone
my heart's broken through the thickest cast
I miss going to see you on the hospital
wished it'd last
now I'm asking God why He took an angel from my grasp
I'm laying on the porch wondering which one of these stars are you
really shining bright now I don't feel the solitude
I just wanna hear your voice I miss calling you
now these feelings I hold inside will one day return back to you

flowers by your grave... (4lexf x pizzle)

Simply the symphony in my mind goes on infinite
Sing for me I sing for you and I like when we intimate
Efficient & effortless, our bodies move like synchronous
You ain’t scared of taking risks, girl I like when you in the mix

Kisses on my neck
It’s a movie how we met, yes
And you know my stress
So you help me to relax, yes
Miss you every sec
Used to being nonchalant, yes
Needing you instead,
You see me through me, I’m impressed, yes

The baddest bitch I ever seen, so I made you my girl
And you been so many places, so I made you my world
And you appealing to my tastes, so it’s been no concern
So I say it everyday that to me you a pearl

Fine like diamonds
Say you’re gonna ride and
By my side
Til’ Day your dying
It’s insane
It’s perfect timing
To say I’m silent
I’m surely lying
Every single day
That you’re by my side
I’m
Flying
Flying
Flying
Flying
Every single day
That you’re by my side
I’m
Flying
Flying
Flying
Flying

1:13

Bad bitch, savage
It’s a perfect combination
And I got some cabbage
You just pick the destination
You surpassed my status
‘Cause you my infatuation
You became my habit
I became your last salvation

When I seen your magic
My heart came out hibernation
On display, can’t have it
You don’t let nobody take it
I was down, it’s tragic
You offered some explanation
Like you can surely have it
You just have to be patient

Yeah

Simply the symphony in my mind goes on infinite
Sing for me I sing for you and I like when we intimate
Efficient & effortless, our bodies move like synchronous
You ain’t scared of taking risks, girl I like when you in the mix

Kisses on my neck
It’s a movie how we met, yes
And you know my stress
So you help me to relax, yes
Miss you every sec
Used to being nonchalant, yes
Needing you instead,
You see me through me, I’m impressed, yes

The baddest bitch I ever seen, so I made you my girl
And you been so many places, so I made you my world
And you appealing to my tastes, so it’s been no concern
So I say it everyday that to me you a pearl

FLYING

Street Ball

never again

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Powfu - you missed your chance (feat. Yung Van)

Silverline

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Convolk - Cinderella (Reverb + Slowed)

Mahaji:
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https://music.apple.com/us/album/gray...

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Mahaji - Gray

Cxldface - Better Off Alone
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Lyrics:
Never on a break, never hesitate no
I can't stay late, I got things on my mind
All these people know me, I aint even right there
Now they sitting all scared 
Yea they dont know where to go like
Oh, Oh, Oh
Just tell me what's wrong, yea yea
I can't get out of my mind, I think I lost it
And everytime that we fight we hold each other like

Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me the truth yea, I'm tired of lies
I rock these bitches like my shoes, yea I keep em' tied
Who the fuck are you, why you switching sides?
I keep my bitch bad, chopper make em' dance for like six racks

Big mad now he's all big mad
You got a problem yeah I smoke you, where my cigs at?
Now where my lean at
Baby don't go feeling' bad, feeling bad yeah
I said I wouldn't forget you (I'm quite alright, I'm quite alright) Right yeah
I said I wouldn't forget you no,
Drop-top on my roof, I'm not coming back home.

Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Where did the time go, are you gon' remember me?
Better off alone, yea yea yea
I think I'm going psycho, Im looking ahead of me
Tell me, are we done? (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me the truth yea, I'm tired of lies
I rock these bitches like my shoes, yea I keep em' tied
Who the fuck are you, why you switching sides?
I keep my bitch bad, chopper make em' dance for like six racks

Produced by skgotthesauce and Seph

Better Off Alone

i cant sleep please leave me alone (prod. ocean)

Prod. Idly Bare

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1aikbMJMvzQtcAZpDeJSkb?si=cwvWIWKpQL-Uz3T8RBaARw

This is the end I guess
This is the last time I will see you right next to me, and I
never thought of this before
Ooh
With the picture of you in my hand
I'll never leave you
I'll die alone
Ooh
Ooh

This is the end I guess
This is the last time I will see you right next to me, and I
never thought of this before
That
You would leave me here again
With the picture of you in my hand
I'll never leave you
I'll die alone

I never thought that we would break 
Before the sun went down
And now It's total darkness
And you are far away
And I
Couldn't think of this, one month ago

ooh

so this is it?

im a idiot who likes games,music,art,anime,dancing and other..stuff lol

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