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wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

move on

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

mixed, mastered, and produced by me

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
im 15 at the end of the day
oh my god im so bored im just tryna get paid
stressed out since 13 cause i can't find my place
i don't know what i am i just can't give a name
and i run

and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it
and i run run run so disorientated
i try try try but i'll never make it
have fun fun fun before they try to snake shit
oh my god i hate it

stream

run run run

Surplus+ (February 5th 2021)

ft. @bodygaard prod @dltzk

Checks, ft bodyGaard (jane)

co-op - player two ft. ericdoa lei zee ch2rms blackwinterwells exodus1900

a compilation of thoughts
prod me

yea i got it
fuckin round with synths till i drop dead
unkempt ;; unsaid 
i dont even talk 2 her
i dont even fuck wit her
she dont even follow me on twitter 
(x2)
 
they say dont cry dont stop
they say keep tryin till ur at the fuckin top

n theyre trying 2 bring me down
talk down on my name wait whats that sound? its a bithc (xd)

but ima keep it 10 toes down
i dont mind u around :D

yea i got it
fuckin round with synths till i drop dead
unkempt ;; unsaid 
i dont even talk 2 her
i dont even fuck wit her
she dont even follow me on twitter 
(x2)

dropdead

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dummy hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard
yea yea
baby you just drive me crazy
dont know how to tell you, i love you like mayb
sorry
i get butterflies around u i get shakey
its something about her, yea it just makes me makes me makes me

gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can
gimme one chance all i need is one chance
only one dance can u give me one dance
can i be ur man can i be ur man
cause i know i can oh i can

and ive been over my head
im losing footing feeling like im stepping over the edge
she's just so pretty but im just another bug in the shed
a curly-headed dumby hoping i stand out from the rest

withdrawals wanna rip my face off
rip rip rip my heart, rip it like a chainsaw
i just hate when we apart
posted in my backyard
if i go fast go fast im gonna crash hard

over my head

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

@notlieu
produced by @threedimensionsapart

feeling w/ lieu

[@lei + @ria_chuelo + @pandimoosic]

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

im posted up
im in the cut

there's so much pressure on my shoulders
ive been outta luck
and screw u's what i told her
i gotta keep it a buck
and i just been thru the mud
and she been asking how i feel
being this cool sucks if i gotta keep it real
we shooting clips like its film
cause my life's like a movie
and that's just how i feel
like everyday is a new scene

if u get me
dont test me im totin real heavy
i listened to my heart and this is where it led me
and i said ima be forever dont forget me

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

*3, 2, 1*

im posted up im in the cut wit all my goons
you keep talking like u bout but i know u aint gon shoot
u aint a threat here, now tell me whatchu finna do
and shawty gon hit my phone cause she said that im cute

im posted up
im in the cut

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieveand all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

whatiswrongwithme?

whatiswrongwithme? [+ria : pandi]

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co-op - player two ft. ericdoa lei zee ch2rms blackwinterwells exodus1900

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