I dont want to be desensitized to simple pleasures or… my senses. When swimming I remembered how I used to perceive myself as a water dragon. I used to think and feel as I live. The water in my scales.. That is to live. 
In 2019 music meant a lot to me, each song I didnt consume so rapidly as to fill a quota. Step one to thawing my epic brainfreeze is to celebrate myself and chicarrones and rainbows. To fear is to be human . But also loving. I will open my heart and finally tell people the truth… I am actually an epic water dragon… SOry I lied for this long….

This actually meant nothing to me when I wrote it and still means nothing to me and I'm mad I didn't journal anything more meaningful than an empty limerick about dragons & how I miss my youth. I actually should just be more mindful about living every day to the fullest and even though that's such an obvious and ironically meaningless platitude it just needs to be at the forefront of my mind at all times because everyone around me is precious and I must not take selfishness or shame or anxiety inhibit that periot. Shrug

Aug 23

Daily Drops

long neck dude at cover

pokemon are so cool

drums + bass done by @romedigi :) show him love


2001
theres nowhere 2 run
u finally won
yea u finally won



im just the second option
ill always be ill always be
wish i didnt have a face
so i couldnt breathe, so i couldnt see 


woke up in a pool of blood this morning
bouta fuckin leave  without warning
something about you my head keeps turning

2001

PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY https://www.gate.fm/ZmjGax
@0arid
the one they won't forget
inspired by dltzk

[hokoi]
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
but i think theres reason for that.
all of the shit it just feels like a mission,
but its based on fiction not fact

i've said it before,
no i wont say it again,
dont wanna hear ur voice,
dont wanna be ur friend.

you aint got any more chances,
i cant even pretend,
you've done fucked it all up
this is the way that it ends

[arid]
im too afraid to reach out
but i know i can
i find it hard to leave now
its all out of hand
and i try it all again
and ill die when fall at the end
and the message im struggling to send
yeah im doing what i can

[hokoi]
its like they only exist on the screen,
i just dont understand why,
i can not find,
my mind and,
understand that they are there.

its because

they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine

it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
i wasnt aware of what i have been missing,
i dont want no internet friends.

internet friends 💻 + arid (hokoi)

10 things i hate abt u

ill take you to the park

like a kiss (demo)

reprod by me
flp: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1i40NP6f1SaUQJgnihJ2BywRRV6u5Fdar/view?usp=sharing
original music coming soon sometime i think

seventeen cover (+flp)

if u wrote me a song

Pretty Bitches Love Ruff Breaks

Se Bueno

Starfields

credit to brase and shortcore for samples !!

(!) you can now join the discord where i post deleted songs, wips, demos, unreleased, etc. https://discord.gg/evv3Y8EmUY also we talk sometimes.

white girl manifestation type beat

WINX CLUB

OG: Avaion- Keep on dancing

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/50zdheYfBTWwRuOFfKQyUh?si=ed84eb1747584c33

Keep On Dancing (Out on Spotify)

https://soundcloud.com/xustrist
cant catch me

XUSTRIST- CANT CATCH  ME

las canciones son de 2 Best Enemies y Bass Modulators

(( BLOOD.PHASES ))

SONGS SONGS SONGS

govno mocha 1234 eva ya ebala tebya
Flume - Highest Building (feat. Oklou) (CUSTOME Remix)
FLUME - THE DIFFERENCE [TRINIST BOOTLEG] [FREE DOWNLOAD]
Fox Stevenson - Human In The Evening
FS - Saloon (VIP)
Fox Stevenson - Still Here
Solomon France - In The Darkness
Fox Stevenson - Miss You (SØL Remix)
Fox Stevenson - Dreamland
RL Grime & Baauer - Fallaway (Khaos Flip)
Oliver Tree - Miss You (Rebel Scum Bootleg) 
Go, Acid! (USED Remix)

DJ WHEEL IT UP VACATION OVER MIX 088

driftcat- rolling girl

maybe ill go for one last push

https://mega.nz/folder/G4cTgBTb#CgvK2EvA98n-tmXnroPAQg

bass. kick. gravity. (slowed)

good night

 ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── tracklist ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
deep impact & distortionz- rock the house 
phatworld ft. creature - captain hook riddim  (j69 remix)
namaste - (nunzbreakz remix)
jiro - influences (original mix)
hankook - bombo clap 
jsprv35 - roque da houz 
b-phreak & bradley drop - bounce (hankook remix)
phlegmatic dogs- bark me 
isenberg- tyson fury (ft. jc stormz) 
leniz - on cloudy days like this 
mph- ghost 
ac slater - come thru ft. frisco (qlank remix) 
michael sparks - like me 
badjokes - horn hub 
phibes - flying

i might have missed some tracks so yea lol sry (╥﹏╥)

₊ ⊹ roku city bangers⁭ ⁭>ᴗ< ⊹ ₊

eclipse - (gs franc x ringsnot)

Dua Lipa, BLACKPINK - Kiss and Make Up
Download Single (MP3 - 320kbps):
***If you see a warning. Please just click more options, next click continue onwards
Mediafire>>>http://j.gs/C6Wk
Release Date: 2018.10.19

Track List:
01. Kiss and Make Up

Dua Lipa, BLACKPINK - Kiss and Make Up

why hasn't anyone uploaded this
wanted to have all three in picture but oh well

DJ Boris Western Union Hyperspeed Remix

I DONT OWN ANYTHING I JUST WANT TO SHARE MUSIC

driftcat- rolling girl

joana2