video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Flmqk1S-SCY&ab_channel=fats%27e

lyrics: 

what the fuck?

i've got some bad news
i really miss u
after i turned & walked away

you've got a new fling
i'm in the waste bin
stuck in the past
the days go on and on and on

u don’t think about me
(that's okay i understand)
i couldn't seem to get free
(i can't get you out my head)

i've got some good news
i'm crying in my room
lying in bed where u used to lay

i stare at the ceiling
when will things get better
i've got a price on my head who's the bidder
i miss the days when we were still together
i stare at the ceiling
when will things get better

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Flmqk1S-SCY&ab_channel=fats%27e

bad news

Depression Cherry

Space Song

Two Hearts and No Brain

Not Quite

A song about unrequited love.

Lyrics:
After you leave,  I’ll be so alright, it’s true.
It’s not like I’ve got something grand to say to you, like

“You’ll be the only ever one like the only ever ones who came before”.
How could I ever be so dumb to believe I’d be the one you would adore.
 
I wanna be with you. I wanna be with you.
I wanna be just barely hangin’ on. 
I wanna be with you all of the time. I wanna be touched by you every night
I wanna be dancing, dreaming, falling, and weeping for you all of my life

Now your name makes all the life inside me shake. 
I guess God wants us apart for heaven’s sake. But

How could you ever really know? If you never look
You don’t know what you’ll find
I’ve got an effervescent glow
If you’d show me all the dark parts of your mind.
 
I wanna be with you. I wanna be with you.
I wanna be just barely hangin’ on. 
I wanna be with you all of the time. I wanna be touched by you every night.
I wanna be dancing, dreaming, falling, and weeping for you all of my life

I wanna be just barely hanging on when you make me lose control.

Concentrate

So Alright, Cool, Whatever

i wrote this song on my 22nd birthday, cuz i was feeling shitty about myself

SUMMER BUMMER

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lI0RJJUmkw
production and art by me
photo taken by @chris__lynch

doll [video in description]

Daddy Day Care (feat. dingo.lxrd, lil girth, YUNG T0E5K1N) Prod. Atom

OCTAVIO - This Is What Remembering Feels Like 

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Lyrics:
It’s late at night so I take off my socks
My eyes keep closing shut
While staring at the clock
We used to talk 'til we fell asleep
When we were both at peace
Loved you and you loved me

(Ahhh...)

Was seventeen when I heard it first
It changed my universe
Hearing three damn words
I never knew people drift away
That’s what I heard ‘em say
But we were never phased

(Ahhh...)

Where did the time go
Wish it could go slow
Please take me back to the moment I met you
Know I’d go back there
But life doesn’t play fair
So far away but I know that I still care

#OCTAVIO
#ThisisWhatRememberingFeelsLike

This Is What Remembering Feels Like

stream on spotify <3 https://open.spotify.com/track/7D4xV0aaK5fsn0Zh2o96ql?si=yu2GkccBQyOxqfgQrv0Y3A

lyrics
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I don’t wanna tell you
But if I did that would be useful
While you’re crying in your bedroom
I would do the same too
And I have

I’m calling 
You crazy
But maybe
I’m staying
In the right-wing 
Parts of crazy
I’m staying 
Cuz I think you need some help
I can tell
By the way that we both fell
We need some help
Cuz I sure do

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
I need some rest

Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed

It’s just another day
Inside the place that I fucking hate
Inside of my head
With all of my friends
Alone and so depressed
Well yeah I’m still in bed
I’m a 10 out of fucking 10
And ever since 2010
I haven’t had that much rest
I need someone to tuck me into bed
I need some rest

Are you lying to your therapist
About being sober again
Yes

Are You Lying To Your Therapist About Being Sober Again? Yes.

I like to make music, from memories and experiences i've had in the past. I am actively working on getting better at producing.