Sad Vybes pt. 13

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w/ Susboygenio - Real Money

GALIPAVV & Loco OG Rocka - 8AM.wav

all dis hustle finna pay off if it wasn't for y'all I wouldn't be here.

tarot cards

The Biggest Lion (@ajgotice x @maxxairbeats)

Fruition w/ hamilton (jolst)

Millionaire

Millionaire (feat. kennedyxoxo)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway

there's much more to life than going out
spend saturday night dead on the ground
𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵
I HIGHLY DOUBT YOUR FATHER'S EVEN PROUD
JUST ANOTHER WHORE FOLLOWING THE CROWD
broken glass, the bottles enticing
she told me her sign is a pisces
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?
do i look like someone who even cares
𝘯𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘥
you and i would never pair
already off on the wrong path
ur such an idiot, hope you know that
i used to find you cute but now ur trash
you can change but na you can't change ur past
text me, on your end it's open
but you don't know it
you don't know i ghosted
for once, take accountability
always excuses, please
you are disgust to me
there’s much more to life than blacking out
spend almost every weekend on the ground
i smell the alcohol stench in ur mouth
there ain’t a single to be proud of

can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway
𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

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trash

til the end ft. ghøst (scottysplash)

You should kill me, kill me, kill me
Not the real me, real me, real me
I don’t see him
Breathing, breathing
You don’t need him, need him, need him oh
And I always think about you when im sitting in the dark
Swear I feel your breath putting pressure on my arm
But what the fuck do I know
Im sat here waiting for some truth to be told

Better, know you could be wetter
Pussy so bad he pulled a weapon
My love I don’t know what you’re selling
Too bad im bought in descension

Oh god I don’t know what to get
Two minds im not losing again
What the fuck you think you’re doing in bed
I look away and now you’re fucking again

bought in descension 

This must be the end of everything that I know
Her nails are cutting marks into the back of my throat
No matter how much I clean it won’t go
Fuck you never call me your bro

You don’t give a fuck, you don’t give a fuck
I thought you had a question
Am I not good enough?
Given up now, given up
I let my guard down
Ive had enough

youre moving backwards 
give me some time, 
gimme me some space to relax love
You don’t want that
Feeling pressure around my neck love
im going fast
Imma turn my car right 
just to call it a crash
I can see you going down 
but you didnt ask
You don’t wanna try 
bitch you never have
Ruining a life that you never had
let him knock you up just to get me back
Fucking tapped

Descension

Prod. Kado

I thought you knew me 
I thought that you knew I was fucked up 
I told you over and over 
All you would give me was tough love 
When I was going through my worst 
When I thought the only way out was a hearse 
Everyone thinks that I’m so down to earth 
But I know the power I hold in my words 
They’re always so negative 
I don’t want to be negative 
I  want you to know that you’re relevant 
That you matter and you’ll get ahead of it
That you can get past the impediment 
That you’re made of more than just sediment 
I know it’s rough with your parents 
But You got a chance of repairing it
I thought you knew me 
You acted like you could see through me 
I couldn’t believe you would actually choose me 
I didn’t feel right for a month 
You asked me to put up a front 
Like why are you keeping this secret 
Who are you hiding me from 
I’ll do whatever you want 
I know it’s never enough 
I was up wishing for death again
Mom gets upset when I bring that shit up
This isn’t fair to me 
It’s fucking embarrassing
Ask where you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

I thought you knew Me 
You honestly felt so familiar 
Like we’d met each other before 
In a dream that I couldn’t remember 
What am I fighting this for 
What am I really afraid of 
I’ll never give up on myself 
Some of us didn’t forget where we came from 
I thought you knew me 
I’m not a fan of Commitment 
You say it’s you or the music 
Gotta take care of my business  
And my feelings are valid 
Even if you’re not about it 
I finally know what I’m worth 
Try to talk down on me I won’t allow it 
I don’t want to be negative 
I want to tell you that you’re not defined by your past 
People will notice you giving your max
Soon you’ll feel better the pressure will pass
You’re up to the task I promise 
I know that you’re giving the effort 
You’re going above and beyond
Stressing about it till it makes you Chest hurt 
Everyone’s searching for peace 
We cope with unhealthy release 
I hope I’m helping you see that
All that you need is yourself and belief 
But My life is imperative 
And I have to to take care of it 
asked who you were and you lied 
I couldn’t do this to you if I tried 

I don’t want to be negative

Negative

pillow pit

as close as heaven gets (jolst)

lyrics:

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

This function could not hit the same when I know u aint going
Its funny since I show out for u by foot when nights are snowing
I guess I dont deserve the same at least that’s what u showing
U leave when it hit the fan but show up only when I make motion
I will not just be your superman because u  need a shoulder
But I fold like origami as soon u say ur coming over
The rocks u kick at me when bored gon hit me like they boulders
I know u never mean it to but actions mute the vocals

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

vegas *u dont sound crazy* (nico north)

lyrics:
bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

said i could give a fuck what you gonna do
i still spit my rhymes while im in the booth
say i gotta do what i gotta do
if i cut you off then you fuckin loose
aint got time for snakes so im finna move
bitch stay away while im in my groove
everything i am shoutout to Juice, shoutout to Peep
shoutout to you

homie just do me a solid
count up my racks while im ballin
i still reach for the rope when im fallin
i still stay on the move cause im all in
i still freestyle this shit im cerebral
stuntin out here call me Evil Kenevil
i got my girl, man so fuck all these people
you could just call me Bruce Willis, im lethal

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

what you want me to stay?
what you want me to say?
i guess im gettin older, im gettin folded
but shit just goes this way
i aint aligned with all the fuck shit id rather sip champagne
dont kill my vibe, cause deep inside, im rotting in my brain

yall be like look like some clowns, uh
i just dont wanna be found, uh
stayin away when im down
hittin me up when im up off the ground

like "homie please send me some cash, swear im good for it"
like i give a fuck so i ignore it
i dignify that im dead inside, but i swear im fine and im here for it

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

bitch get out my way, im busy gettin all this paper
stack it up till next week, i guess ill see you later
Ruger tucked my draws so when i roam its in my favor
jack and coke is my go to when i go hard, its no brainer

See U Later

see u later

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
feat. casperrr & shizukesa.
art. my friends cat LOL

lyrics:

(please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound, of my voice calling out, so that i can be found)

and i can feel my heart sink in the rain now
so cold thinkin that i might breakdown
feelin lost, feelin lonley, and nobody’s around
and in this storm the waters rising and i think i might drown
please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found

please just tell me now, that you would hear the sound
of my voice calling out, so that i can be found
but no matter how many times i might scream
it doesn’t mean ur any closer to finding me
so now ur looking for a ghost
just give up you’ll never be close

(please just tell me now, u r looking for a ghost)

(caspy)

nana~
can you help me now
pick me up from the ground
i hate loving in doubt
cuz that's when shit goes south

used to look for some1 like u
now i don't have a clue 
of what the fuck i should
to try and forget u

(shizu)

thoughts fadin like the blood on my palm
she saying shit the same well bitch im already gone
guess all the friends change
cuz they dk what im on
suicidal lil prick im jus a dick of a cunt
just a pussy n**** i quit talkin
steady smoking until hittin coughin
ion need help 2 know im the problem
bullet to the dome woulda solved em
only fuck around inside of FL but by next album im offing me
and honestly, been so sick of the calling me
like fuck out of my head

my heart sinks in the rain w/ casperrr & shizukesa. (secre swallowtail x hey rick)

shoutout to @kennyorlando for helping me finish this <3


[safeatlast:]
so cold
waiting for sum1 to hold
me as i try to get warm
get me away from the snow
at least thats how i used to feel

take me back to winters in toronto
take me back to drowning every minute in the bottle
take me to when i could be proud of myself oh
take me back to feeling sumthin other than the sorrow

AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

[Kenny Orlando:]
i wish it was easier than following my heart
cause its given me nothing but nightmares and problems
one minute im drowning 
the next second im all in
im sinking 
im falling 
right down to
the bottom
take me back to the time 
where we were doing fine 
both of us 
where the love was 
can you take me back to the city
where everything felt so pretty 
AND I HATE THAT EVERYTHING’S BROKEN
WISH I COULD TAKE BACK 
AND MAKE IT ALL PERFECT 
THE DAYS PASS
ITS KILLING ME 
FILLING ME 
WITH THIS COLD AND DARK HOLLOWNESS

[safeatlast:]
AND I MIGHT FALL APART BENEATH THE TREES
THAT OVERLOOK THE SPOT WE USED TO MEET
I PROMISE THAT UR EVERYTHING I NEED
SHOULDA NEVER WORE MY HEART UPON MY SLEEVE

fall apart

fall apart w/ Kenny Orlando (king theta)

"you're the hardest thing I've ever had to quit"
Prod by. @hkfiftyone2
Cover art by. @walkerdunnvisuals on Instagram

lyrics-
I hate it that you haunt me
You don’t have to try, I don’t wanna hear you’re sorry 
I hate when you’re high, cause you always try to call me
I know I should block you but I love it when you want me

I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit
I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit

I thought you were the girl of my dreams
Loving you, ruined me
you showed me that my heart could bleed
you hurt me more than I let you see
I hate it that you haunt me
You don’t have to try, I don’t wanna hear you’re sorry 
hate it when you’re high, cause you always try to call me
I know I should block you but I love it when you want me

I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit
I don’t need you now, and girl I never did
you made me hate myself, I won’t let you forget 
Told me you loved me but never showed you meant it 
You’re the hardest thing I’ve ever had to quit

til the end ft. ghøst (scottysplash)

ilyzach