I used to count all the stars

Do you remember the days in school?
I still remember the taste of you
If I'm not wrong, it was in June
And now, and now
You don't know anything and you don't feel safe, but
You found a job, and now you hoping to cash out
Get a new house, two cats, and maybe your loved one
Life didn't go as you planned, you wanna scream loud
I dropped out of my college when I was 16
Now I get to live my life as an idiot
You don't know how that feels, to be ignored
You don't know how that feels, to be me, dawg
Now I'm 20 and I can feel the pressure
Craving for attention, attached to my depression
Governments don't really care about their nations
Governments don't really care 'bout generations
Now it's summer and I'm enjoying the moment
Here, locked up in my room, thinking it's over
Get in touch with the humans, that's what I'm hoping
That's what I'm hoping, 'fore I rot 
Before I rot, before I rot
Before I rot

Before I Rot (Summer)

I give up
I know it's hard for us, but
I give up
Just take all that is left from
My pick-up
I know it's not that much, but
What if I got one more chance?
They say mistakes make you a man
And I fucked up so many times
What if I stay here for longer?
What if I stay here for mom?
She already done so much for me and now
I'm not even saying goodbye
Fuck
I give up
I know it's hard for us, but
I give up.

I give up

Influence

There's a heatwave going around my feelings
It won't stop until you tell me your name
What'd you say? Oh, your face
Sounds familiar, are you sure
We never met? 
There's a heatwave going around my feelings
It won't stop until you tell me your name
What'd you say? Oh, your face
Sounds familiar, are you sure
We never met?
I wanna know you now
I wanna take you out
Where you wanna go?
You're engaged already?
Oh, nevermind
There's a feeling for all of these bitches
It won't stop until I fuck their face
What's your name? Say again?
That's the third time, now she stuck in my brain
Hail Mary
There's a feeling for all of these bitches
It won't stop until I fuck their face
What's your name? Say again?
That's the third time, now she stuck in my brain
Hail Mary

Heatwave

Bored

Afraid

I don't get why you avoid me
You must have your reasons
I hate when you avoid me
I ain't done shit
I don't get why you avoid me
You must have your reasons
I hate when you avoid me
I ain't done shit
When I smile at the sun
It just smiles back
Why can't you do the same?
I ain't done shit
How many miles I've run
For no fucking reason
If I could go back I'd enjoy the moment
I'd take a bunch of pills
For no fucking reason
Just to feel the thrill of it, enjoy the moment
For no fucking reason
For no fucking reason
For no fucking reason
I hate when you avoid me, I ain't done shit
I don't get why these bitches mad for no reason
I hate when you complain about your happy life
I don't get why you avoid me
You must have your reasons
I hate when you avoid me
I ain't done shit
When I smile at the sun
It just smiles back
Why can't you do the same?
I ain't done shit
How many miles I've run
For no fucking reason
If I could go back I'd enjoy the moment
I'd take a bunch of pills
For no fucking reason
Just to feel the thrill of it, enjoy the moment

Before I Rot (Summer)

Agony

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