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we did this in a day for fun lol

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@traxee <3

stay the night w/ traxee

prod by wxrst
w/ @quizofspitshak
mixed & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
Oh hey hi 
How you doing 
Oh don’t mind that!

The weather always cold 
Ya know I cannot change 
The climate 

I stay in combat but 
I’m never fighting 

I want to go but 
It’s not the right timing

They want me dead 
Cuz the public target rising

Aim for head 
Pussy blow the led
Or bite it

Forever 
Ain’t forever 
Make believe 
Is timeless 
I know that your loveless 
It’s okay I’m heartless 

So you can 
Steal my heart a million 
Times I don’t want it 
Take me 
to the bounty hunter 
I know that I’m wanted 
I’m never honest 
But most days
Stay cautious
Cant take a breath 
Or a break 
There’s no stopping

Pins and needles 
In my back 
I can't feel a thing
Why the fuck
You talking like 
you know me 
You don’t know 
My name

stay back pussy 
yeah I come alarmed 
Get your shit dragged boy 
You ain’t come prepared 
I’m with my monsters 
In here so it’s dead or dare (x2)

{@quizofspitshak}
Yeah
No matter 
where my head will lie
I'll try 
my hardest to live this time 
I'd thought 
you'd know better than criticize 
All I ever wanted was a simple life 
And I'm still trying my hardest, 
I turned heartless, 
dead regardless, 
too many things that 
I want to get started,
paint the picture on my back 
and I'll be the target 

Chasing hope, 
I'm chasing love, 
I'm chasing lust 
chasing us, 
breaking us, 
making up, 
pretend to be sad 
you not shaken up, 
damn yeah you fake as fuck! 

If this a nightmare 
when am I waking up 
Working 9 to 5 jobs 
don't get paid enough 
Smoking all day no god 
imma pray for bud
Selling blood for money, 
needle in the vein and suck

{@silentcxbin}
stay back pussy
yeah I come alarmed
Get your shit dragged boy
You ain’t come prepared
I’m with my monsters
In here so it’s dead or dare (x2)

Good Grief

STREAM! ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭

dead or dare. w/ Quiz (wxrst)

prod by me and trytoseeghosts.

This been a long time project with some of my favorite humans i met through music. Thanks to yall :))

spiritless: https://soundcloud.com/user-348728432
try: https://soundcloud.com/trytoseeghosts
al1en: https://soundcloud.com/diemfeif

Lyrics:
Keine Sorgen, bald bin ich frei
Hatte zu lang zu viel in mei'm Mind

Driving fast yeah i’m swerving and i’m crying
I’m alone and on drugs. I think i’m dying 
I just wanna find the love that you’ve been hiding
But for now i guess it’s just us in the silence
Let’s go! I’ll take you to a new kinda place 
Where we can both get away
And all our problems will fade
Yeah we’ll be floating away
Yeah we’ll be floating away

Alles hier ist unter Kontrolle
Ich musste lang schon nicht mehr wein'
Seitdem ich mich selber nicht für voll nehm'
Sind die Tage alle gleich
As i rise from the ground i don’t hear any sound 
But the wind in the trees and the cries from the clouds
I’m finally alone now

All die Deamons in mei'm Head
Ja, sie gehen da nicht raus
Fang' an langsam zu erkenn'
Irgendwann geht es bergauf
Man muss hustlen jeden Tag
Und tryen nach oben zu schauen
Irgendwann dann free zu sein
Und zu leben diesen Traum
Das ist zwar hart und das weiß ich auch
Trotzall'dem hab ich ne Mission und ich will nur hoch hinaus
Ich bin stuck in meiner Zone, doch ich gab es niemals auf
Ein Life ohne Sorgen und ein Life wie im Traum

Gerne geh ich mit dir diesen Weg
Ich nehm dich mit
Ich will reden
Wie es ist
Kommst du klar
Meld dich noch einmal
Als wär es wie es war

I don't wanna say goodbye
I just wanna stay
I don't wanna tell you lies 
I don't wanna play anymore, anymore
Look me in my eye
I can not tell the time
Getting blinded by the city lights
I don't really wanna die anymore
Your appearance makes me blind
Call me back
Tell me everything is over, when we look again
I don't really wanna know, what happened to you then
I just wanna know how we should continue now
I don't really know how to pass this time
How i should pass these lights
And i don't know just why
Just give me one more sign

City Lights w/ trytoseeghosts, spiritless and al1en

prod. @kingtheta


lyrics:

verse 1:

you told me you'd never leave
now im stuck here, waiting for you to show
now, youre gone
you told me you love me now
and I can't take it right now 
thoughts are trembling right now

pre chorus:

I can't keep going like this
you make me feel so selfish
you make me feel something i can't control

chorus: 

waiting, waiting for you
get out of my head, tell me what you said 
waiting, waiting for you
make a move
tell me what to do 

It doesn't make sense now 
how your with him right now 
and my heart is getting bruised 
but you know what you did 
im always getting used 

(mid ass) verse 2:

I tried to show you that I care
but I cant do it now
i told you, you were everything
but you didn't care
I'm lost in my thoughts I swear
maybe i should go 
where I can't see you anymore 
maybe I should just admit that you were right

pre chorus:

I can't keep going like this
you make me feel so selfish
you make me feel something i can't control

chorus: 

waiting, waiting for you
get out of my head, tell me what you said 
waiting, waiting for you
make a move
tell me what to do 

It doesn't make sense now 
how your with him right now 
and my heart is getting bruised 
but you know what you did 
im always getting used

waiting (king theta)

rics:
i dont think im pretty enough for you
i dont think you mean all the things that you say, dude.
i dont think im pretty enough for you
sitting on a pedestal, barbie doll i fake it.

what? so what?
can i not be pretty enough?
my shoulders dont fall back
my skin, it's not perfect.
i just try to be enough

im sorry
i cant be like
her her her
im sorry 
i cant be like
him him him

i apologize for being me
unapologetically
i saw the mirror and i broke it to pieces

follow everything that u say thats all i know
tell me im a good little slut thats all i want
if i picked up all the broken pieces i would cut my hands
and i would lick up the blood, mm yum.

pretty enough for you?
pretty for enough for who?
mom said you're not a little boy anymore you need to answer.
need to show them what you're worth, pretty dancer.
my wrists are wet and they hurt, i cant answer :(
dont know where im going, dark desert. 
oh my god can i get my fucking dessert.

black licorice in my eyes 
i cant see earth. 

i dont think im pretty enough for you
i dont think you mean all the things that you say, dude.
i dont think im pretty enough for you
sitting on a pedestal, barbie doll i fake it.

what?
tell me that im worth it to you.
tell me that im perfect
your little secret
hide all insecurity it's true.

am i pretty enough for you yet?

talkback + faidev + kurisu (tenoji)

Mix & Master: JoshIGuess
Produced by @wetgropes
Directed by @kurama_sd

And I'll be honest
I'm beyond stressed
When our bond ends 
I'm on production
Although I turned up 
At the function
I've been tired of
Dealing with this fuck shit

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

But I guess she broke the lock
And she shattered through my heart 
And I hate to rid of people
I don't wanna cut off
If it's getting this hectic 
Guess it's best we won't talk
Like I'm looking at a flower 
And the petals fell off


And I'm beyond stressed
After accomplished
People saying that I ain't ever done shit
Look at me now I'm starting moshpits
But I couldn't even handle an apartment

Oh man does it suck (does it suck does it suck)
Friends always switch up (switch up switch up)
I swear I had this all cuffed (had it cuffed had it cuffed)
But I never was enough (ohhh)

Would you be better off if I had vanished
I can't stand this place and I never planned it
If I don't got control you don't got demand then
If you don't got me you don't got a man then

Oh man does it suck (yeah it does yeah it does)
Friends always switch up (can you tell me who to trust?)
I swear I had this all cuffed (yeah i'm never in love)
But I never was enough (woah)

And friends are catching on they realize I'm not worth it
There's no reason to call when they don't got a purpose
They just sit and wait til I hit them up for service
Can you tell me if I'm just being a burden

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough 

I wish that I could give my full love and attention
Past trauma and everything wants to prevent it
And even if you like me you know that I'm always venting
It's always to myself cus my listeners left me

Oh man does it suck
Friends always switch up
I swear I had this all cuffed
But I never was enough
Yeah

lyric video

beyond stressed (wetgropes)

"might be" produced by @prodmycorpsebride & @breakupbreakdown

Performed/Written by @counterxo

might be

might be (mycorpsebride + breakupbreakdown)

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Prod. Wayza

Freestyled dis cause i was bored

THANKS FOR 500 followers!!!!
(gonna be embarrassing if i lose followers after this post)

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