the only time that i feel alive 
is when i’m driving with my eyes closed
hoping that i crash on the side of the road 
unconscious in my consciousness
lack of better thought to give 
this pain it feels so permanent 
i’m swept under the current again
looking for the hand from a friend 
but all i’m left to find is my self destructive habits 
and lack of will to live 
i’m drowning in the rapids 
so if i crash this car right now 
i hope that it’s my time to go
i have a deathwish

i don't think i should drive home tonight

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dBWK39yNNA
Picture taken from Fazerdaze instagram

Fazerdaze - Shoulders

im sorry you wont like this
prod. Tape$
lyrics: 
maybe i dont care 
and maybe i am just a stain 
upon the air u have to breath 
to keep the pain of me away 

i guess that i am just a thought
that slowly glances thru ur mind
when all the other guys u like cant use up all your precious time

baby
please dont stay
my minds been in a haze
and maybe youre okay
but i get worse each day

i guess its somethin in your eyes
that tells me somethin isnt right
like maybe dizzy fucking lights
squeezing pulling thru your blinds

i bet its all the blurry heights
you never told me that you liked
feeding floating through your head
when i was with u in the night 

maybe i dont care 
and maybe i am just a stain 
upon the air u have to breath 
to keep the pain of me away 

i guess that i am just a thought
that slowly glances thru ur mind
when all the other guys u like cant use up all your precious time

dont stay
tell me imma be okay
i cant
see straight
cause my mind is in a daze
and im feelin kinda faded

fade away 

i
cant
feel a thing at all 
cuz
you take so much from me 
please
let me stay so numb 
oh 
take the blood from me 
oh
let me stay so numb 
please
take the blood from me
oh
let me stay so numb 
please 
let me stay so numb

i dont feel anything

direction (original piano)

somber (prod. sollitude)

love is a confusing part of life. Went for some more indie/alternative. Hope y'all enjoy. :) <3
-Lyrics-
My phone seems empty
Like the other side of the bed
I still see all the petals that fell when you left me
I can't get you out of my head
And I swear that this party was over
But I still hear music shaking the floor
My heart is in dangerous exposure
Cuz you left without shutting the door
Oh no, I thought we were something, but in seconds that shit disappeared
Oh no, clearly it's nothing, so I'll wash it away with these tears
You were my love, my love
But I guess I just wasn't enough, enough
My hand seems empty
A space that would usually be filled
All I see is the fallen confetti
And the heart of the boy that you killed
And I swear that this party was over
But I still hear music shaking the floor
My heart feels like it's beating slower
Cuz your absence is hard to ignore
Oh no, I thought we were something, but in seconds that shit disappeared
Oh no, clearly it's nothing, so I'll wash it away with these tears
You were my love, my love
But I guess I just wasn't enough, enough

i thought this party was over (prod. blue jetta)

TOO BROKE☀️☀️☀️PLS BLAST THIS SONG W/ UR FRIENDS IN THE CAR WITH THE WINDOWS DOWN OK LOVE U ALL

-alec

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