I'M SO FUCKING SHIT (probably won't drop this btw)

lyrics:
it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

yeah, yeah,
i feel like i'm flowing, don't know i'm going
i hope that the river will take me off leash
ain't know what i'm knowing, i have no control
and i'm talking 'bout shit i can't mentally read
what do you know about losing it all
to some people that fucking make fun of your screams?
i was grade six, in the back of the class
i couldn't handle the world on my feet

it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING (prod. neverforever)

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