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No Smile Mixtape, Vol. 1

U Should Run

prod. by me
Lyrics:

[Intro]
Pulling the dagger on my back
Guess you never really loved me back

[Pre-Chorus]
Cutting all my ties
Not answering any calls
Stop hitting me up
I don't wanna fucking talk
I feel the burden of my life
In every step I walk
Yeah you wouldn't understand
What it's like to wanna die
Every day

[Chorus]
Pulling the dagger on my back
Guess you never really loved me back
I know the truth can sometimes be ugly
But the scars under your chest were so pretty
No, I am not insane I swear
It's just you, I wanna be near
Now it's the threads of death, I merely wear

[Pre-Chorus]
Cutting all my ties
Not answering any calls
Stop hitting me up
I don't wanna fucking talk
I feel the burden of my life
In every step I walk
Yeah you wouldn't understand
What it's like to wanna die
Every day

[Chorus]
Pulling the dagger on my back
Guess you never really loved me back
I know the truth can sometimes be ugly
But the scars under your chest were so pretty
No, I am not insane I swear
It's just you, I wanna be near
Now it's the threads of death, I merely wear
(Yeah, it's the threads of death, I merely wear now)

[Outro]
Pulling the dagger on my back
Guess you never really loved me back

dagger

gym class (prod. brobak)

luna has risen

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take me away from this path that i follow
its left me hopeless and empty and hollow

will i stay asleep forever
nothings the same as i remember

i still bite my nails like i learned when i was seven
and i still remember that car that you left in

so i close my eyes and hope that tomorrow
brings brighter lights and respite from my sorrow

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way [x2]

my eyes are still sleepy just like when you kissed me
just let me be alone i dont care if you miss me

numb and cold and scared to be away
from those i love im heartless anyway

im scared of the day i wake up and im 18
the walls of my room are collapsing please save me

dream a dream and hope for that one day
you come to life and feel like youre something

the sky is dull i fade away
why do i feel so far 
from myself and the way that i used to be

forever all alone
no one seems to see
the colors in the rain
i guess nobodies feel this way 

nobody
nobody

luna

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nobody 😔

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

lyrics//

Take ride on my jeep
She wanna die like me
She don’t wanna lie like I do
Every night, I swear its the same thing everytime.x2

Ur lipstick marks on my neck, 
They won’t go away,
She’s so fine, when she walking down the hallway.
She’s not mine, but she will be someday.
Now I’m sprawled out on the couch on a Sunday.

Take ride on my jeep
She wanna die like me
She don’t wanna lie like I do
Every night, I swear its the same thing everytime.x2

Everytime I’m with u, I miss u.
u were the girl of my dreams
It seems
Everyone changes.
Plz don’t fake this.
Why u gotta make this
All about me, 
Im not sorry for ur mistakes
(sorry for ur mistakes)
I was the one for keeps
(I was the one for keeps)
U were just one of the snakes.
ohh

Take ride on my jeep
She wanna die like me
She don’t wanna lie like I do
Every night, I swear its the same thing everytime.

my jeep

music video

my jeep (prod.irby)

was i close to being what you wanted?
this whole time, i felt like a fuckin option
was i close to being your dream?
or were there some pieces not perfect in me?

i said,

was i close to being what you wanted?
or was the me inside your head distorted
was i close to being your dream?
hope losing my love, MAKES YOU FUCKIN SCREAM

id rather give myself to the devil 
than sell myself to a bitch
id rather suck on lips of venom
than give you another kiss

lighter to my tongue, burn ur taste away
got my heart stung, let that shit decay

was i close to being what you wanted?
this whole time, i felt like a fuckin option
was i close to being your dream?
or were there some pieces not perfect in me?

i said,

was i close to being what you wanted?
or was the me inside your head distorted
was i close to being your dream?
hope losing my love, MAKES YOU FUCKIN SCREAM

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lighter to my tongue (prod. nothingtodo)

prod. vaegud x sketchmyname

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x4)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

momentary pleasure
temporary relief
ur company lasts an hour
but loneliness never leaves
the moans disguise the words i wanna say
while ur touch wears off like nova-cane
the warm embrace of a blades
been keepin me company for days
is it too much to ask
if you could stay w me

stay w me
stay w me
for the night
for tonight
actin like we care 
(x2)

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x2)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

kisses

when i was young id fall asleep on the stairs
plying too hard but my daddy was there
picking me up and tucking me in
life was so safe
life wasnt this

when i was young id find my dad passed out on the stairs
life was too hard but his bottle was there
too small to pick him up id shake him with care
his life wasnt safe
his life wasnt fair

he gave us his all and he never complained
all of our responsibilities and all of our pain
all of our stress and all of our blame
to clean the messes we made
through the loss 
he would say

put my finger in the dam 
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
im all ill ever need
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
bottled from the world
so they dont think i need saving

put my finger on the hammer
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
my pain will never speak
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
death will never shake me
bottle or a gun
which one will take me?

the bottle took him when i was just 16
barely cried, n been poppin bottles lately
today i took and addi
hoping my heart would give out
n stop fighting
the tears that i needed to spill out
im not used to water on my face
or this feeling of not knowing my place
i dont wanna b another stat on a page
i dont wanna b another silent victim of this age
so ill never say

put my finger in the dam 
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
im all ill ever need
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
bottled from the world
so they dont think i need saving

put my finger on the hammer
nothing ever leaks
i was raised a man
my pain will never speak
filled with courage
thanks to 6 drinks
death will never shake me
bottle or a gun
which one will take me?

dagger

lil abdush

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