prod me

lyrics 

mmm u
say i haven’t been the man

don’t act 
like i’ve never had a  
a reason to 
you hoe

porque dentro mi viven dos..

talking shit like u don’t even know 

i’m close 

i’m not a jesus fan
but still better than most ya

hm molested kid 
hm ok just take the ostia 

my heart sinks 

feel my stomach start to sour 

picking at scabs 
off of my hands
for the hour 

fox news baby yes
say my country is a mess  
nah…

fetishize 
before u ever gave me rights 
would have offed myself 
if it wasn’t for the prayers 
gonna stab my fucking parents 
in the back 
with the fact
then i’ll stab myself too
cause what’s good is only fair 
once i take a look into the mirror 
im a rip my fucking hair out
till the skin on my scalp 
fall revealing red bone 
fuck it 
why not shove into
my stomach 
let the blood pour out 
This fucking puppet

tracy (hi - fidelity)

everyone should be off of work and relaxing! 😊

7:00 pm

free Palestine

wii freestyle (dexter)

i miss u… what are you wearing?

lilypad-backwood

u know i could never 
acuse u
of doing wrong 
and i won’t ask for pity 
cause you’re never wrong
one fuck up was all it took

i wont ask for pity

"Orphanage EP" is more than just a musical offering, it’s a sonic diary chronicling Probel's journey through self-doubt and acceptance as a conduit for art. Each track meticulously crafted within the EP reflects the universal experiences of creators grappling with their artistic identity and the intangible connection to their audience

Drawing inspiration from the concept of "the death of the author," Probel extends this theory to the very essence of music itself. The EP posits that once a piece is completed and released into the world, it becomes an "orphan"—a creation detached from its maker. In this compelling narrative, music platforms are reimagined as digital orphanages, temporary homes for these sonic entities awaiting adoption

"Orphanage EP is my attempt to trace the path of music, from a faceless file on a desktop to the listener's heart," states Probel. "These four tracks became a diary of my doubts and self-acceptance as a conduit, reflecting the experiences of everyone connected to art. I believe it is the listener who can truly shelter our ideas, offering their heart as a true home."

The intricate soundscapes of Future Garage, characterized by its atmospheric textures, syncopated rhythms, and emotive melodies, provide the perfect backdrop for Probel's profound musings. "Orphanage" promises to be an immersive experience, inviting listeners not just to consume music, but to engage with its very existence and purpose

Orphanage EP

STREAM / DOWNLOAD

Entrance

Lovely is more than just an album — it’s an emotional time capsule, rescued from obscurity. Once lost in forgotten folders, this body of work by Slowsly now receives the second life it truly deserves, inviting new ears to discover its depth and vulnerability.

Composed during a deeply reflective chapter in the producer’s life, when personal turmoil and controversial moments collided, Lovely stands as a raw and unfiltered portrait of emotion. We chose to preserve the album exactly as Slowsly originally created it — in its rudimentary and organic form — to honor the affection and sincerity that shaped it.

There’s a heartfelt presence in every beat, warmth in every imperfection, and truth in every atmospheric layer. The music flows through contrasting emotional shades — joy, resentment, sadness, and attachment — creating a sonic journey that feels intimate and alive.

Lovely doesn’t chase trends or polish itself for mass appeal. Instead, it reveals itself as an honest, vulnerable statement — a quietly powerful milestone in electronic music. Giving this lost album a second life means offering others the chance to feel, connect, and reflect. Slowsly’s story deserves to be heard — again, and anew.

tracy (hi - fidelity)

abescii