lara

hearts (ft. gens)

-26/02/24

under the moon, i confessed my feelings to you
i long for your comfort, your warmth. your hands, your hug, your smile, your eyes, your hold.
when will i be by your company?
when? 😖😓😭😭
...
hopefully time will tell
sooner or later
when we're not together
or when we're gone
or when we're still closer than ever
whatever it is i just hope the best.
i hope we will last.
..

until we meet.. i'll always love you.
may distance not make us distant.

⭑.~ৎtearsજ⭒๋࣭ ⭑

produced, mixed, and mastered by November Day
additional synths by hvrtstation
guitars and bass by patrick oneill

lyrics:
You tie my stomach in knots, now I can't feel a thing 
Baking intricate plots to see you before spirng
I’m attracted to tell you the things that I'd feel
But I'm afraid of the backlash, I'm afraid it's not real 
I'm afraid of escaping. I'm afraid of the cage
I'm afraid if you know that I'm afraid then you'll change
I'm afraid that you'll see me and run just the same
And I don't really want you to go, I'm not ready for that yet
I haven't even learned every little aspect of your soul
And you don't know me, and the way that I could hold you too so please just don't leave
Cause I'm not quite ready to move on again
And I've been through so many, the time that I've spent
I can't even count it, I can't even mend the things that have happened
But I think you could fix it, and I think you could change it
And think that I that I need you, and I can't rearrange the things that I've been feeling in my head because it's too much to think about

its getting hard to breathe
(im never gonna find out, never worth the patience)
why am i even here
(stab you in the back now youre hanging from a clothespin)
every time i close my eyes
(i love you i just dont wanna see this go to waste)
(i like it but its not getting anywhere this way)

I’m avoiding the 8 Ball 
No appointment to see you 
I can’t find an escape rope 
Or no way to defeat you 
I’ve been caught in a web 
I keep clutching a lie 
Im stuck

ill stay here
i dont like it
i told you that
i needed this

8 Ball (feat. Quedronol)

-2/04/24
teganya kau menyiksa diri yang lemah

why did you torture yourself?
i don't want to be here anymore
i want to wander somewhere far..

sudah

i put on angelus cuz it s fuckigng time
we love Filler song

paradise(karambitten"kmstomorrowtypebeat")[DL]{𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸 𝓑𝓻𝓸 ❤️}

Midwestbotanica

Midwestbotanica w/ liamtakeover

@gskyo
@riensu

thank you so much for working with mee you guys did a WONDERFUL job <33

beauty (ft. gens + riensu)

@thesuo
inspired by : @novelchapters

twilight in autumn, our eyes glimmer. under the star i knew, i wasn't the only one. 
i love you my angel. haunt me for the rest.

hearts (ft. gens)

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