lyrics:
holdin in tears 
i cant keep doin that
done it for years
its no new stranger
nothing compares to how it was
i miss ur hair and i miss ur love

missin ur hair and missin ur love
u cant deny that it was true love
u broke my heart and tore it apart
what did i do and what did u want
u left me confused
u knew how i was
all i wanted was u and ur love 
no last goodbye and over it was
wish i could go back to the start

holdin in tears 
i cant keep doin that
done it for years
its no new stranger
nothing compares to how it was
i miss ur hair and i miss ur love

missing your love
miss that love
please babe come back
u dont know how much i miss ya
cuddlin then but
now were strangers
please girl come home
idk if i can do this
when u would smile
it felt like our souls were kissin
i just want u to be mine again
wish i could see u smile again

u say that i never loved ya
my heart feel like its got a puncture
i feel like im at a juncture 
can only go left or right or backwards
u were lost
i brought u out of that hole
no longer feel myself
it was u that made me whole
u made me whole
please just come home
we used to be one
but now were all alone

scars within (tmelks)

lyrics:
where can i go now
i got nobody
nobody to save me
ur always in my daydreams
just leave me here baby
they said that they hate me
please go get help i just want some love from above
somebody to love
leave me here
theres no one near

theres nobody else around here
was left surrounded in my tears
then i decided to disappear
left all i knew got away from here
i had to let go 
get some fresh air from everything
i didnt miss u tho
no i didnt miss u
did you even care, did u
i remember when i kissed u
leave me here
theres no one near

dont save me now
i cant be found and i dont want ur help
heaven or hell
left me in hell
i couldnt tell
if it was fake
or it was real
u left aswell
can no longer feel
no longer feel ur head in my arms
im fallin apart

u broke my heart
and i did not chase u
i cant replace u
my memories left in pieces
im stuck in these places
and i cant erase it
i think i can name it
theres so many places
i saw u over there moonlit
through all of the faces
through all the faces
just leave me here, will u
u cant let me leave, can u
i dont want ur help

wish i could fly
just fly away
no longer cry
or feel the pain
been gettin high
been gettin high but i guess it dont help
i tried to yell
but no one heard me 
cause im in hell
yeah im in hell
feels like im trapped
but no ones near me
and im on my own
ive got nobody
and thats whats wrong

stuck in our past (goodvice + mamoru)

prod: @prodtrashboat

lyrics:
missin her calls on the phone
i dont even check it no more
i dont check it anymore
u left a hole in my sole
cant patch it up with dior
lights off im alone 
see ur name at the door
every night i replay what we had before

cold nights
im scrollin through our photos again
double cup
but it dont numb the pain
u my sun
now im stuck in the rain
tryna get u out my heart 
but u already carved ur name

yeah im lost in the loops
yeah all these bitches feel da same
they say just move on
i say its too late
they say that shes gone
i shoulda said wait
no no i dont fall for that
heart to cold for that
lost my soul its trapped

i hate bein sober
love gone nights got colder
would text u back but its over
i miss u
dream of u
still need u
still miss u

yeah yeah i fell for u
dont got u no more
lyin on the floor
i missed u and u closed that door
nowadays im drownin in these whores
drinkin till the pain is there no more
im done i cant take this anymore
left surrounded by my thoughts

my thoughts surrounding me
u coulda set me free
they all make fun of me
why dont u let me be
i coulda helped u
why didnt u stay with me
i cannot let u
please dont forget me
i look the stars
like the moonlight will set me free
i shoot to the sky
and the light is surroundin me

yeah i cant believe u left
ur all i had left
empty rooms when u left
ur all i had left
yeah now i got nothing

your ghost is mine (trashboat)

lyrics

@y7x
yuh aye
i can feel no pain 
cryin in tha rain
stickin to one lane
taken my heart n soul
thru a crane
yeah 
im sittin all alone now
on a train
bitin on her neck
gettin blood in my vein
vein my vein
yea
arkham asylum feel like wayne
yea
i be goin solo campaign

@jayhasdied
and i feel pain
runnin on a fact
i jus feel the same
keep the pain 
i jus wanna stay
runnin all around 
i just keep my space
keep my space
i just keep my space
oah
i just keep my space

@y7x
yuh aye
i can feel no pain 
cryin in tha rain
stickin to one lane
taken my heart n soul
thru a crane
yeah 
im sittin all alone now
on a train
bitin on her neck
gettin blood in my vein
vein my vein
yea
arkham asylum feel like wayne
yea
i be goin solo campaign

@jayhasdied
run it up i just gotta go
i cant even spend 
no time wit a ho
oh
i cant really do nun
woah
i just cant go
run it up
and i see ur face
baby i jus wnna have sum time
woah
i jus got sum time
yuh
i just got my time

fe_eliin paiiiin in tiiiimeee w/ jayhasdied #halloweentime

lyrics:
u done been sayin that u dont know
i done been feelin like im prime lone
hate when u talk to me with that tone
all of u be playin but im in my zone
cruisin the streets in my rolls royce
i cant believe u have no choice
u always had a beautiful voice
i guess u could say i had no choice

i never knew u went that low
u called me a whore, u called me a hoe
u always actin like u dont know
stacks in my bag, feel like a cargo
i shoulda left u but u didnt know
u cheated on me yeah cut me some slack
dont fw me but yeah i got six plaques
u say do dinner, i say u my snack
u leavin my bro and u left him for that
u got nun to flex
i got so many checks
switched her now whos next
and i own a whole complex

i miss u and cant wait
u fucked me over now we straight
i dont understand all the hate
wish i could go back to our first date
first date on ur birthday
yeah i bought u that bouquet
i cant believe that u were late
all that she wanted was that i would pay
cant have u back i just want one more day
ill make u laugh just as long as u stay
i pray u stay just for one more day

u said its over, i said that theres more
i saw u cryin all over the floor
i couldnt help cause thats what i swore
u actin drunk yeah i seen that before
theres no foolin me
u only had two or three
its not that i cant believe
its just that i cant agree

yeah i cant agree
i put it all this work
and then i pop that perc
i left that hoe and i flipped that switch
she said its cool
but we aint cool
she said she hate me
but fuck it we ball
we chill in the pool
she think im a fool
u cant be talkin i got u those jewels

i caught u cheatin u act like u lose
u couldnt handle a day in my shoes
i saw u cheatin, u didnt refuse
ur always sayin u were abused
u cant lie
we both know the truth
yeah u had a good youth
recorded that in the booth
i left her for u
u cant lie it was true
i caught u stealin my shoes
i left her for u

lines about u (swavy)

attention

Yume

Motion (neonmaid + yungsouljah)

prod. by me

threw my <3 away, i don't fuckin need it
i don't feel needed ,  all i feel is weakness
constant nightmares, even when not sleeping
heavily breathing, i don't wanna be here

im a mess, always stressed
can't find a place where i fit in
scared of everythin, always shy && taciturn
starless sky, i only see the moon
everytime i think abt u... it always hurts

i can't rly get ovr the weakness
i don't want2be left alone
everyone turned me into a-
everyone turned me into a ghost
all i rly want is 2 be loved
is it rly tht much 2 ask 4?
i rly never ever wanted more

i'm sorry i'll nvr be good enough
i'm sorry tht it's rly hard 2 trust
i'm sorry if i said somethin wrong
i'm sorry i easily get lost...

weakness

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