prod slain but he a bitch

ANA I HATE YOU
 ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

look to pain for the comfort my arms are designed to take it
im breakin, shattered the mirror can’t fucking face it
forsaken i left everyone behind now im forsaken
broken body bitch, every molecule is aching
every atom in my body under pressure
it ain’t self harm if it’s how i get pleasure
i know that you hate me forever but i never tried to be something but lesser
you my treasure my metal my precious, ain’t nothin better

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve
ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

i rot in the hole that i dug up,
the dirt on my face make a touch up
god just expect me to change, but i overcome it tell her shut the fuck up
i knew i would lose you my dear, emotions gon force us to buck up
the closer the hold me the more that you fear, 
don’t hold me close or watch everything fuck up

this bitch don’t know i’ll be gone when the sun up
like sumn that sit in my stomach
i puke when theres nothing remaining 
another two fingers i shove in my gullet
i wish i could never feel hunger, don’t know why i need to be punished
i never was able to cope too well, my scars tally up in the hundreds,

ugh
my armour chipped and broken 
i had worth in life you stole it
know beauty is pain when you beat me down
all i felt was pricks of the roses
you never kept friends too close 
i was enemy you held the closest 
our future in sight but there’s tear in our eyes
baby, we can’t see or focus

my gluttony gon end me i feel sick (i wanna puke)
only workin when you treatin me like shit (covered in bruise)
i’m built syringe and you the addict that i choose (you give me use)
feel that knot inside my stomach but i still can’t eat the food

just give it up
just give it up
just give it up
just give it up

ugh pukin, i feel it, my stomach it clenchinnup
i get that feeling, of nausea, i push it don’t give a fuck
ugh acid on tab in my stomach and it dissolve into acid the acid look to acid for resolve

that fear just tore through me i searched for shelter from the storm
i parasite inside you i had reason i had warmth
your speeches gave me purpose but my stomach made a war
so please give the lobotomy that ive been beggin for

i’ve listened to your voices want to be the one they choose
but when you’re my commander i feel both of us just lose
around you i felt beautiful, felt home inside my form
now you’re gone and i can’t stand to look at myself anymore

My kind of nausea

Produced mixed mastered frdm.wav
Cover art theo

Hate the way I walk and say 
Hate the way you talk and spray
Out all that shit you fucking lame 
I’m high and fly down interstate 
Can’t come down stuck up in this place
A perma state of meditate 
But Paranoia come in waves and anger breaking with the plates 
All On your ugly face
Call bull shit on your grace 
Venom in the words you lace 
And spread it like you own the place
I’ll tie your head and legs to different bumpers like a fucking lace
Then tell the cars to drive in separate ways like it’s a fucking race 
I’ll watch your body split release a grin like I deserve your praise 
For cleansing earth of one more piece of shit that brings hell to its state 
Of nothingness with haunted memories inside expanding waste 
Cus all can get so lonely and so boring knowing every taste 
Scared foggy road in haste 
where are we going wait 
decoding program at the base 
Reloading process from a trace 
Of love
Cus I’m full of hate 
And drugs 
Till I can’t relate I died in my brain 

Different level in the trees they resemble 
Hanging limbs God in risk hide and seek then we rebel 
Relapsed devil glass house hot as kettle 
Empty ports where I settle all the boats 
Made of metal then sink
Found thawed out now underneath rink
Parabellum jot down in their greed ink 
New normal for a south clown not the same pink 
proud formal laughing out loud at its game kink 
All gold betting stock now aiming dont blink 
can’t fold setting lock out praying don’t think 
My Negatives washed down in a plain sink 
Like Ending is not found in a rain drink 
Sacrifice to the chaos get a big link 
Spending life just to pay off head in a stink 
Sending mind to the ray socked right into brink 
Fending hide while I cage hop right in zoo shrink 
Feeling so great finally say your name
Hanging limbs ache from just how far I came 
While it all Over played under your rhythmic tune
Hums throughout its strange knowing ill become that soon x2

Split [Prod. Frdm.wav]

Produced kill ebola
Mixed mastered kill ebola + kamaara 
Cover art theo

Fell asleep to the play (took a snooze)
Through chameleon shades (took a look)
Of that broken down place (shot the crook)
Cus the thief took its space (got the loot)
It Stood guarded the gate 
Moon in heart what it gave 
I cant hide from its gaze 
As my time dissipates (lost the view)
World in rearview 
Nothing left here too
Pain i Imagined 
Needed to near you 
Losing my senses Its all making sense 
Unlimited questions Together we bend 
And It moves and it spouts in Within and without 
Theres no I here to shout or no why then or how 
Echoes fire, phantom eyes!
Mirrors mouths, open wide! 
Hallways bright, angled lights!
Split mind, gone along with life! 

sacrificing suffering 
How much no advice your kite is buffering 
In that storm enticed by all the cutlery
For spreading wings till out use and other things
Stuck in style judged obey consume and blame the other you
In a lower level metal fake to gain another scoop 
Skate a loop you animal 
The grass is always green and hate the other room
So I say again 
choose your suffering and sacrifice 
A blink in infinite could feel like bike that never riding right
Into aftermath of match on broken pipe
They pushing meds and trynna get my magic blind 
Oh you feeling good with infinite inside a little box
Whole life in an office buy your place amongst a little rock
Peel and feel like middle sock 
When all is said and riddles gone
Missile locked on sizzled pawns 
Feel another drizzled prawn 
Crawling up my spine slither lines
High prized flashlight dusty time 
Red fuzz hear the cries what you type inside

Bliss

girl let me know
tell me what that mean
im fucked up
thats why i cant see you
so star struck, im a starseeker
im not real, im living thru the speaker

i fucked up, i know
self destruct, is that so?
time to reconstruct, your soul
i know your reluctant, but lets go

lets go
where we going?
i dont know
i been slowing down
my flow
going thru the current
uh oh

starseeker [prod. squirl beats]

"EPIPHANY"

Official Music video : https://youtu.be/pR9_Qh22vxg?si=das05b7W5wxOjvuh

produced by @zyrom
Mixed and mastered by @zyrom
Cover art by @the0000

LYRICS :

At the bottom of the sea
I can’t feel a thing
No more, no more

Isolated for too long
I fell asleep inside the abyss
Im slowly rotting away

they have been gone for so long
My heart made me become selfish
I let my feelings astray

At the bottom of the sea
I can’t feel a thing
No more, no more

Isolated for too long
I fell asleep inside the abyss
Im slowly rotting away

When I wake up it feels so wrong
Maybe i was never that strong

Despite we’ve been done for so long
For us this will be my last song

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

EPIPHANY [prod. zyrom] (music video in desc.)

LYRICS:

I WANNA REMOVE MY BRAIN STEM
FROM MY SPINE
IT’S THE ONLY WAY THAT LIFE MAKE SENSE
IF I DIE
I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO FEEL WHAT YOU GAVE
AND IT’S A COUPLE OF YOU WHO OWE ME A MISTAKE
I FEEL GREAT
I DON’T NEED TO SELF INFLICT PAIN
CAUSE EVERYONE ELSE MAKE SURE IT’S ALL I TAKE
IT’S SO REAL, THAT I MUCH I CAN SAY
I WANNA FEEL SOMETHING ANYWAY

I WANNA TAKE YOU OUT, JUST DROP YOU DOWN
THE WHOLE WORLD WILL HEAR YOU HIT THE GROUND
YOU A JOKE, AND A SICK ONE I HAVE FOUND
WHAT’S A LIFE IF IT KICKS YOU WHILE YOU DOWN?
WHO NEEDS ENEMIES WHEN I’VE GOT FRIENDS LIKE YOU?
I CAN’T BELIEVE THE STUPID SHIT YOU CHOOSE
I’M INSIDE OF MY CELL, AS PER DESIGN
WANNA BREAK YO BRAIN STEM FROM YO SPINE

WHO NEEDS ENEMIES? (PROD. CXRPSE)

produced Kill Ebola
mastered Frdm.wav 

Who am I to lose my drive 
Move the love for life behind 
Burn the world until it shines
Suffocate it in its pride 
No more healing left to cry 
Pushed the feeling weight aside 
Just reside in wait to die 
Who am I to say goodbye 
Gear requires pierce of heart 
Fear in fire loss of spark 
Taste is fine then quickly tart
Crumbled pine and wood apart 
Humble light it stood ajar 
Eye for eye no moon or star
All Is fine and moved afar 
Feet soggy glare heat stalking pavement crooked lines 
(flies disguise in shambled parasites)
Breathe foggy air see halting traded looking eyes 
(Try to write it scrambles Paradise)
They Keep bottling 
all our energizing fuzzy stress 
They keep fondling 
all our agonizing bloody sweat
Their system fills and charge 
there’s no place where it is enough and fed 
Their shitting pills and parts 
And make you eat it up like fucking pets
Who am I to lose my drive 
Move the love for life behind 
Burn the world until it shines
Suffocate it in its pride 
No more healing left to cry 
Pushed the feeling weight aside 
Just reside in wait to die 
Who am I to say goodbye 

How i hate you 
Oh i hate you
Ate the low fruit 
Cant escape you
In the limb light 
Fog it came through 
Im so terrified 
It will take you

Low Light

AI (28).mp3

Happy 10th anniversary to UNDERTALE, the game that changed my life

Here's to 999 more years. 


Art by zappymakesart - https://x.com/zappymakesart?s=21&t=CB6-t7b-sjELXTOgSKBlQg

BLACK KNIFE ~ 'The Roaring Knight'

she bring out the worse in me
disperse from me now purpose bleak. anima now hurting.
god i crave her ill just break her i cant have her pass her save her
destructive dont mean to be
flee from the scene fix these things. relations never keep.
god i crave her ill just break her i cant have her pass her save her

i dont care about shit then i care too much
isolate from them then i give them love
i dont know what i am i dont know what i want
all i know is that you bad and no one beyond us
but dont invite me to your plans cus i aint showing up
imma relapse on your pussy girl you more than just lust
i dont know why i spam and disappear for a month 
all i know is i feel everything until i feel nothing
why am i still numb. i aint doing drugs. i aint giving much. down is where i shut. i cant do the cut. love you way too much. out is where we shut.

shut down

prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:
[citrate]
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake
acting like they like me then they switch up cuz they so fake
switch up cuz of sluts that have no morals bro you’re so fake
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

beg to use my studio now you’re between my exes legs
why’d you choose a hoe that said she loves you in a couple days
using you for clarity cuz in her head i’ll always stay
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

slit my wrist 7 times for you
so i don’t have to feel the pain
try to face what you put me through
but it all always ends the same

i don’t want more friends all they do is lie
keep my circle closed you’ll get no reply
everyone can see it although you’ll deny
you’re a slut you’ll never change my fucking mind

i just ride around and i smoke in the alley
i cry up in the mound sitting close to the valley
inside it makes me drown bro there’s so much to tally
it’s fine i’m leaving town though i’ll roam out in cali

bitch i’m boutta leave all these fuckers up in the past
always getting played with bitch i’m never turning back
didn’t wanna hear about the dudes up in your past
now you out here fucking one who stabbed me in the back

bitch you’re bout as stupid as your friends you bitches crazy
so much bullshit that it’s all hazy
didn’t wanna do it but you made me
cannot count the times you have betrayed me

i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake
acting like they like me then they switch up cuz they so fake
switch up cuz of sluts that have no morals bro you’re so fake
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

beg to use my studio now you’re between my exes legs
why’d you choose a hoe that said she loves you in a couple days
using you for clarity cuz in her head i’ll always stay
i just wanna know why all these people acting so fake

Low Light

Kill Ebola

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