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This Ain't Me

Silly lil sketch of an almost love song …the lil fantasy you have when you pass a hotty in the street …and they don’t even look your way 

im gonna be your jebus
feed you with my loves and fishes 
i be your butt hole genius
just cross your legs and make 3 wishes 

i will make u a daydream believer 
i will help you forget about those low down bishes

im gonna be your buddha 
if you rub my belly you might get lucky 
maybe you call me shiva
if i turn your water into bucky 

i will raise you higher than the sweetest cali
if you will praise me til its peaceful in my valley 

i couldve been your messiah 
you didnt see me walk right by ya

kindalovesong

once upon a time there was a princess
once upon a time a damsel in distress
she left them all behind 
broken sad and blind 
in castles made of sticks and stones
thrones of bones
a little pig no more
the wolf blew down my door 
as he lay dying on the flroor 
i see ..i see the wolf is me 

am i a princess oh so rich 
am i a goddess or a witch 
am i your heroine or just an evil bitch 
am i Maab or mad Titania 
welcome to my mania

Once upon a time there was a handsome prince
Such a fucking shame haven’t seen one since

i shed my cloak of red 
i cant find my bed 
lost in these woods a babe alone
each step a blade in my soul 
awoken by a kiss 
from poisoned apple lips 
discarded ashes now i roam 
i roam free 

the wolf is me 
am i a princess oh so rich 
am i a goddess or a witch 
am i your heroine or just an evil bitch 
am i Maab or mad Titania 
welcome to my mania

these twisted tales that shaped me 
the stories that made me

legends (the wolf is me )

My side your side this side that side 
Everybody’s gotta good side bad side 
Up side down side right side wrong side 
Everybody’s gotta good side bad side 

All I can do is dance 
race towards the sun 
All I can do is dance 
Pray  my feet don’t burn 

My side your side this side that side 
Everybody’s gotta good side bad side 
Up side down side right side wrong side 
Everybody’s gotta good side bad side 
Their side our side inside outside
Everybody’s gotta good side bad side 
Best side worst side black side white side
Everybody’s gotta good side bad side 

All I can do is dance 
race towards the sun 
All I can do is dance 
Pray  my feet don’t burn

It’ll eat you up it’ll beat you down if you let it 

It’ll eat you up from the inside out if you let it
It’ll beat you up it’ll beat you down if you let it

Sundance

Blackbird - Nina Simone remix

Caesar (prod. by Ashk)

when you die what will they say about you
will the good be lies and the bad be true
no one wants to speak ill of the dead 
 with a soul so sick nothing else to be said 
i hope your happy now
coz your just like all the rest

why do you keep lying
is it satisyfing
there is no disguising 
the truth within your soul
why do u keep lying 
underhand conniving
there is no denying 
karmas only a bitch
 if you were a bitch
are you a bitch?

when you die where will you go ?
will u be dancing on high 
or tortured below ?
will it count that you were always on time 
always paid all your bills 
toed the party line ?

i hope your happy now 
coz your just like all the rest

why do you keep lying
is it satisyfing
there is no disguising 
the truth within your soul
why do u keep lying 
underhand conniving
there is no denying 
karmas only a bitch 
if you were a bitch
are you a bitch?

i hope ur happy now 
in the end we judge ourselves
i hope youre happy now 
(im not here to judge you )
you know we judge ourselves
i hope youre happy now 
(im not here to judge you )
we all must judge ourselves
i hope youre happy now 
(im not here to judge you )
u know we judge ourselves
i hope youre happy now
 (im not here to judge you )
in the end we judge ourselves
i hope youre happy now 
heaven knows we judge ourselves....

are you a bitch?

An homage to WS Merwin's "For the Anniversary of My Death." www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/43118/…-of-my-death

Influences: The Cure, Depeche Mode, Tom Petty

A Lightless Star

A raw and fast-paced hip-hop track that dives deep into the harsh realities of mental health struggles in an unforgiving world. With sharp lyricism, varied flows, and powerful metaphors, three distinct rappers deliver verses full of emotion, cynicism, and grit—yet laced with an undertone of hope and determination. Released to align with Mental Health Awareness Week in the UK, this track is a bold and honest expression of resilience and strength through adversity.

This is the fully mastered studio version released on all major platforms for streaming and purchasing from 09/05/2025.

Every Day is the 5th single release from our new album that will be dropping in 2025 so stay locked in for more! 💙

Credits:
- Verses performed by Mosside, ReckoninG & Cazy.
- Chorus performed by Mosside.
- Mix & Master Engineering by SJ Reid.
- Original instrumental beat created by German producer BYRD.
- Music & licensing by Rujay Torres.

Every Day

YOU SPIN ME ROUND 2

Lyrics

Unhealthy anger
I see it everyday
Supressed since youth
Denial is the way
Not even for youth
Can we quieten this
It's buried deep as proof
For our balance and bliss

Adrenalin and cortisol
Unbalanced
Working overtime
We can fix this challenge
When we accept
It was old anger around us
Now, internal manifest
Let it go and inner silence found us

See the leaf
We see it all
Butterflies effect
Connected cosmic call
Physical
Spiritual
Emotional
Being
Know all as one system
To strengthen your beam

This song is about suppressed anger from childhood. I don't suffer from it hugely myself I think I dealt with any build up quite well as a young adult. it seems though many of us could do with looking at that possibility more seriously in their lives and in turn make it easy for kids to understand and control their anger while they grow and learn

Lyrics to follow

This song is about suppressed anger from childhood. I don't suffer from it hugely myself I think I dealt with any build up quite well as a young adult. it seems though many of us could do with looking at that possibility more seriously in their lives and in turn make it easy for kids to understand and control their anger while they grow and learn