this song is about mental health
a song that shows that we are longing for a beautiful ending

Chasing Sunsets

Written and Performed by shaw

Recorded at Point Bee Multimedia

Engineered by Timothy Abbott

Mixed and Mastered by Aaron Gonzales


Monumento

I love to sing. I've been singing ever since I can remember. My most fun, memorable, and fulfilling life experiences have always been related to my singing. To music. A few years ago, I landed a corporate job. No orgs, no creative outlet, just a regular 9-6 job. However, I started to sing in open mic events at the side just for fun. Because of this, I rediscovered my love for performing and I even started to sing my original songs! 

I still remember the joy of just being able to perform in front of the people I care about. The joy of sharing my stories to both my loved ones and the strangers who were watching. Right now, I just want to continue that. To continue singing. To continue sharing and connecting. To continue feeling alive. 

I can also honestly say that music has been saving me ever since I can remember. Music has always been there to comfort me and keep me going. 

So there! Dami ko nang nasabi sa spiel hahahah. Ang gusto ko lang din sabihin, here's an original song I've written a few months back. I wanted to write something positive, something that would lighten up the mood sa isang nakakapagod at nakakainis (minsan) na buhay. So yah, sa wakas, properly recorded na hahah. Please feel free to send any feedback hihi. :)

Salamat kay Hans Canteras for producing the track, galing mo huhu. Guys, kung kailangan niyo ng kahit anong tulong with music production, I recommend Hans! Check out his page! :)

Salamat kina Ingrid Espinosa and Salin Baliton for the cover art. I really really love it!!! Love you two! 

To my friends na kinulit ko nung humihingi pa lang ako ng feedback habang inaayos namin 'yung tunog, salamat sa honesty and patience. Sana 'di kayo magsawa huhu. 

To you, salamat sa suporta. Salamat na nagbabasa ka hanggang sa parteng 'to. Simula pa lang 'to, marami pa kong pagdaraanan. Pero salamat na nariyan ka. :)

P.S. Downloadable 'yung track kung trip niyo lang naman! HAHAH.

Lyrics:
Simulan natin sa yugtong wala pang bida
Maingay, maraming taong nag-uunahang kilalanin kung sino siya
Ituloy natin sa sunod na pahina
Makulay, lumapit na ang hinihintay na pumasok sa eksena

Refrain:
Ikaw pala
Ang bidang...

Chorus:
Maglalaro sa isipan kong puno ng pa'no at ng bakit
'Di ko mawari kung ano na ang mangyayari dahil
Ikaw ang kuwentong kay sarap hanap-hanapin at basahin
'Di akalaing nariyan ka ngunit 'di ko pa rin maamin

Verse 2:
Nilagyan natin ng mga istoryang atin lang
Mabagal, dahan-dahang sinusulat bigkas ng mga mata

Refrain:
Ikaw pala
Ang bidang...

Chorus:
Maglalaro sa isipan kong puno ng pa'no at ng bakit
'Di ko mawari kung ano na ang mangyayari dahil

Bridge:
'Di ko masabi kaya naisulat ko itong aking awiting
Sana'y makarating dahil ito na nga
Ilalahad ko na
Ikaw pala (4x)
Ang bidang... 

Chorus:
Maglalaro sa isipan kong puno ng pa'no at ng bakit
'Di ko mawari kung ano na ang mangyayari dahil

Naglalaro sa isipan ang sagot sa pa'no at sa bakit 
Aking nawari kung ano na ang mangyayari dahil

Ikaw ang kuwentong kay sarap hanap-hanapin at basahin
'Di akalaing nariyan ka 
Nakikinig ngayon sa akin

Outro:
Ikaw ang kuwentong kay sarap hanap-hanapin at basahin
'Di akalaing ('di akalaing) 
Nariyan ka (nariyan ka) 
Nakikinig ngayon sa akin

Originals

Bida (Original)

Live version: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P1vQwZJ6KM

Pang[g]ulo -  A song that is imagined through the eyes of a Filipino citizen on past and current events that include some Chinese citizens being unruly towards our own people. And by the end of the song, it is then imagined in a post-tragedy scenario where our country was already conquered by the Chinese because the events that are happening now, continued on happening even years later with our president not doing anything about it.

Lyrics:

Tulo ang dugo, tumutulo ang dugo
Ngunit 'di sinasadya
Tulo ang dugo, tumutulo ang dugo
Ngunit, wala lang sa kaniya

Tulo ang luha, tumutulo ang luha
Ngunit hindi sila ang may pakana
Tulo ang luha, tumutulo ang luha
Ngunit walang ginagawa

Magkabilaang bumabagsak isa-isa
Hindi mo namamalayan maya-maya butas ka na
Bukas-palad pang tinatanggap isa-isa
Hindi mo namamalayan maya-maya wala na ang lahat

Tulo ang pawis, tumutulo ang pawis 
Ng ating mga magsasaka
Tulo ang pawis, tumutulo ang pawis
Ngunit para kanino ba? 

Magkabilaang bumabagsak isa-isa
Hindi mo namamalayan maya-maya butas ka na
Bukas-palad pang tinatanggap isa-isa
Hindi mo mamamalayan maya-maya wala na ang lahat

Magkabilaang gumuho ang lahat
Hindi natin namalayan, tayo ay nabutas na
Bukas-palad pang tinanggap silang lahat
Hindi natin namalayan hangga't nawala na ang lahat

Pang[g]ulo

Lakbay Acoustic Version (Demo)

i've gotten used to you being here
with you every night, skin to skin
and now that you're far away from me
i can't help but say, i miss you already

i need your warmth
i need your touch
your hand in mine
our souls intertwined

with every kiss
that touches my lips
i feel alive
with your love i survive

so don't ever leave
oh darling, it's you that i need

March 16, 2020

i miss u olredi

When you don't have anything left to say, or anything to say at all.

lyrics:
I can’t seem to collect my thoughts or try to catch my breath
Both heart and mind run when thoughts of you start running in my head
I’m stunned, I’m lost in space, and this goes on for quite a while
And all I seem to muster up is a quiet little smile

I’m sorry, but don’t blame me if I have nothing left to say
‘Cause no words can ever hold 
No words can ever hold what you mean to me

I’m terrified of screwing up and making a mistake
‘Cause when I talk about you, I can’t miss a single thing
I can’t seem to say anything without looking like a mess
But with you, I have no worries because somehow I’ll make sense

I’m sorry, but don’t blame me if I have nothing left to say
‘Cause no words can ever hold 
No words can ever hold what you mean to me

No words can ever hold you
No words can ever hold your love
No words can ever hold you, love

(written mar '20)

No Words (demo)

Uri Ng Kama (Acapella Demo)

Paglisan (acoustic)

Music and Lyrics by Kaia Gayle
Arranged by Kaia Gayle, Ken Maglinte, Racel Asis
Mixed and Mastered by Kaia Gayle

Paglisan (acoustic)

Thanks for watching.
Please wear your headset I just recorded using my phone thank you. 
I actually made 3 versions two of which didn't have mistakes like this one, but for some reason I like this one so pardon my mistakes. Thanks for watching. 

Did you like my cover? 

Please watch and sub on my YT
https://youtu.be/I9XGLTAL-eI

You can also download it on
Sound cloud for lossless sound. 



Disclaimer no infringement intended
Credits
Fix you by Coldplay

#fixyou
#cover
#matildasparrow

Fix You - Matilda Sparrow (full Cover)

Ika- Anim na Utos (Live)

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abyestebanmusic@gmail.com

Bida (Original)

ABY 💜