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lyrics
when we all fall down
we see people we aint seen before
take a look at my town
it never had what i was looking for

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories throughdreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

sun moon and stars
who knew it's all so far
i wait a million years
i'm still fighting a war

i call your name for help
they tell me where you went
it doesnt ring a bell
i'll find you in a bit

i havent seen a smile
from anybody's face
who knew the earth would fall
and it would rot away

i want to call your phone
want you to call my name
i stare right at your face
but you're so far away

and its uncommon
the way i dodge the comments
please dont speak to me
unless u think im running out of options
oh my

what i wanted
i needed and i got it
there's no place for you
and i no more so we should
both just stop it but why

but if my feelings right 
then i might remember now as the very best time
that i
keep moving through my life
see my memories as dreams that just
fade throughout the night and i

dont know if there's people that would care
if i went and disappeared
but im sure that i will stay in line

just dont worry about me
yeah im sure that ill be fine
yeah im sure that ill be fine
alright

unreleased
i never had the guts
its safe to say that i feel dumb
cant tell my friends or anyone
ive been disbanding all my trust
and they tell me tell your-

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wintry synth-pop

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'in medias res'

introooo

.

the news dropped, and i’m blocked from the inside.
sitting in pitch black just waiting for myself to cry-
why does it feel too easy putting on a smile?
it ain’t like the movies - no sad music, just pure silence now.

it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me fucking breathe.

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

call myself an actor, they say it’s nothing to cry about.
now i seem way more mild-mannered, the smile is lost but not yet found.
it’s like i skip two steps then go back three, normal emotions aren’t my thing, you see :(
anything i’d do to get out! get me out!
it’s a fucking ghost town, the busiest around...
these thoughts that run past meeee, can’t help but let them keep me down.
 
it’s like i split in two and they see one of me!
how selfish i am to share the load...
gone too soon, an utmost tragedy.
it’s better if nobody knows, i’ll deal the fatal blow.
don’t let them see or i’ll weep the whole world over,
cos maybe then they’ll let me FUCKING BREATHE AHHHH-

dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling
dwell in the silence and it's crippling

i need to see what’s wrong with me.
my hearts slow, but i’m breathing too fast
the world’s in the wrong place, feeling no type of way
can't help but keep losing my trust, and i’ll leave myself in the dust
yeah, we’ll put it all down to fate - surely i’ll see better days...

written a while ago, but it hits harder now.

limina

silence

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PAYBACK (feat. Dryboogers)

quicksand

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ft. @pdktp
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walking for a week and i can't feel a thing
it's like my days running loops and my mind can't win
all these loops and these loops and these 
got me going crazy baby i look anyway
got me going crazy baby i can't feel a thing
when you tell me what you want just know
i'm thinking about you
cuz i been living out my consciousness
i cant go to sleep now
like baby tell me what the problem is
cuz it's not me i'm living my truth
living my living my
got on me like bitch? you are new
cuz i been living out my consciousness
i cant go to sleep now
like baby tell me what the problem is
cuz it's not me i'm living my truth
living my living my
got on me like bitch? you are new
you're new you're new you're new

i'm walking around don't know where I came from
you got me feeling dumb yeah i'm feeling numb
numb
feeling dumb
dumb
all i wish is honesty honestly
all i see on your playlist is my discography
Tell me what's with all the fucking hypocrisy
hypocrisy-y-y-y

cuz i been living out my consciousness
i cant go to sleep now
like baby tell me what the problem is
cuz it's not me i'm living my truth
living my living my
got on me like bitch? you are new
cuz i been living out my consciousness
i cant go to sleep now
like baby tell me what the problem is
cuz it's not me i'm living my truth
living my living my
got on me like bitch? you are new
you're new you're new you're new

i can't say a word
cuz everyone gets hurt in the end
can't even
live through my life anymore
cuz everyone gets hurt
i know i've been hurt
i know i've been hurt

living out my consciousness w/ pdktp

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lyrics:
i hate to say i forced myself thinking that you were sweet
but ur a monster, didn't know that you were a freak
lock me out from you and throw away the keys
i won't let you get any closer to me
put my hand on her leg and feel the ridges and scars
i feel afraid you might bury my body under tarp
so dig a grave for 2 people and make sure it is large
you're coming with, i won't die alone or we could restart

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

say does your father know you been out
if i was him you'd have curfew, no doubt
i just want you safe getting back to the house
cause nowadays it's brutal all around
don't hold on 
to my hand
just let go now
find a man
don't look back
not a glance
as i'm crushed by
an avalanche
don't know why you'd say that
you're gonna get pay back
looking at a photo could you possibly get phased at
drinking at a club
i thought you were done
she said, "i stayed away"
but bro it's been a month
i don't wanna hate
i just never drink
you could say i'm boring all you want but i'm not phased
i don't make excuses
i simply do not do it
don't wanna see my life fall into a ruin

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

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