Lyrics: 

I don't think I can do this shit again
I ain't even gonna try to pretend
That I got stamina for the calamity
Damage that's all up inside of my head
Still I just sit in my bed
Takin up space
I'm already dead
Still I'm a mess
Why can't I just get up and fuckin' move on with my life
I tell all my friends not to let the past effect em
As if I never let the past effect me
Got plenty of mistakes on my shirt sleeve
I crumble on the floor, I'm phony
Never found a way to heal, and my
Old friends ways are still in mind
Feels like I'm maybe still behind
If I only knew then what I know now, right?

Maybe if i spoke up, then I'd be trusted
Past tense, I already know I fucked it
Reputations already been painted by
People I had to run away from
What if I didn't curl up and hide
What if I didn't sit and stay silent
What if I stopped blaming myself for shit I couldn't help
While lettin em paint me a lie
No mistakes now, it's all in character
Bout time I break that barrier
I'm a victim
I never admitted to myself how bad I really had it
Cause I didn't really think I deserved weight lifted
Taking all the blame, instinctive
Always been this way since a kid
No matter how much pain I was in
No one listened

in character (Prod. numb)

Lost In Euphoria

Youth of the Urn

Produced by @jawgen

I know you love the attention that I’m giving you
You’ll see another dimension and never see my view
Wake up got the devil on your mind again
She got the prettiest face

You can’t even tell me what I ever did wrong?
When I started to accept it you knew it all along
Yeah
Wake up got the devil on your mind again
She got the prettiest face

I want your mind
Your body
You everything I need
But you was right
I’m nothing
I’m nothing that you dream of

Hold my breath
And you would never know
You threw me out like a red card
Where do I go?
X2

I don’t even like you like that
Why the fuck I’m feeling like I like you like that?
I don’t really know you but I’m trying real bad
But every time you tell me that you gotta back to your other life
X2

Wait for me at the end of my life
Will my ghost see you at the funeral?
No

I don’t need nobody but no matter where I go
I will never be alone

I want your mind
Your body
You everything I need
But you was right
I’m nothing
I’m nothing that you dream of

Hold my breath
And you would never know
You threw me out like a red card
Where do I go?
X2

red card (prod. jawgen)

Produced by @fauxcus-pd

You don’t know the weight I hold
It’s on my back it makes me stall out
It is filled with all I owe
If you don’t call that weight won’t fall off

I been online waiting and wasting away for one reply
I had to realize that you never suggested another life
Had to get off of your page 
Don’t even go by your place
Now
Hope I’m avoiding your face
Til’ everyday is erased

You don’t know the weight I hold
It’s on my back it makes me stall out
It is filled with all I owe
If you don’t call that weight won’t fall off

With her and her and her and her
But it doesn’t really matter cause I’m not with you
All the money in the world that would get me anything I ever wanted but it will not feel the same
Shame these days don’t really even matter  like it did in the old days
If I really even mattered then we wouldn’t even be here now

You don’t know the weight I hold
It’s on my back it makes me stall out
It is filled with all I owe
If you don’t call that weight won’t fall off

weight (prod. fauxcus)

Scary feat. Acentus

MY MIND IN THE BACK ROOMS

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄

$UICIDEBOY$ X RAMIREZ - GREY GODS II (FULL MIXTAPE)

VERSE BOUGHT
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 [Prod by SCRIM]
Mixed @ogmprod
@$UICIDEBOY$
I wanna thank all who believed in me, I wanna give a shoutout to the Boys of course. for inspiring me and noticing me at the Santa cruz,Catalyst Concert last year on November 4th. For Ruby callin me "little dude" haha :p and Scrim telling me i could be the future of g59 after reciting some parts to ONE GIRL SIX BLADES,ONE NIGHT OF SIN.these guys really believed not just in myself, but for all those who want to follow their dreams and succeed. I never thought i would be ona song with the boys, after that night but, i made my thoughts into a reality, and One of my dreams is completed, but the hustle has yet to DIE! LIGHT UP THAT SHIT! G59 FOR LIFE MOTHAFUCKAS!

𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇 𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐄

Acentus

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