“Looking in your eyes for two seconds gives me power that lasts two months.
I don’t know what to call it, can’t describe it.
Is it the word that starts with ‘L’?” 

Mandarin rap answers in rhythm:
“你的身影时刻在我心中… 这份爱像旋律，永远不会消散。” 

Every road you've walked pulls my heart along.

An emotional, heartfelt bilingual confession I never found the courage to say.
So the music will say it for me—to you.

Lyrics: Thuy Deng © 2025 
Music: AI collaboration, fully licensed 

Stream | Save | Let it speak 
#AnalogHeartbeat #UnsentConfession #MandarinRap #SecretCrush #LofiLove

Analog Heartbeat

DRIVE FAST

Not where I was — still who I’ve been.
Every move got grace in it now.
If the future got a cost, I paid every cent and kept my soul.
“Low,” from Gutter Gospel.

Thank you for listening -- J. Ani --

When I Lived

🎬 Song Insight

“Karma’s Giving Raises” is a battle cry for those burned, used, and left to rebuild from the ashes. Through a haze of ticking clocks, static, and raw confession, the song captures the dizzying collapse of trust and the bitter clarity that comes after betrayal. Each verse peels back the layers of survival-mode living, tracing the line from denial to cathartic release.
The track’s heartbeat is cinematic—dark trap rhythms mesh with avant-garde, lo-fi textures, echoing every lie and every loss until there’s nothing left but the echo of consequence. The chorus lingers with a haunting, anthemic bite, serving both as a reckoning and a warning: in the end, everyone pays what they owe.
This is heartbreak with teeth—brutal, honest, unafraid to name names and torch old bridges. The only way forward is through.

📝 Lyrics

Intro:
Time ticking, mind slipping, world’s edges fray
Living in survival mode, every hope gone gray

Verse 1:
Too busy surviving to feel alive
Hull ripped out, I barely survive
Collapse warnings—every sign,
Lie after lie, I drew the line
Version of you living in my mind,
Breaking through, invade the design
Illusions grow, allowed to bloom
Ghost in my room, full of doom

Pre-Chorus:
You didn’t just use me—nah, you consumed me
Hollow name, echo screams, haunted loosely
I defended the storm that unended me
Simple choices, roots pulled so ruthlessly
Ain’t no pride left, not a single ounce
Clown cart crashin’—what you grabbing now?
Disgrace, no face, karma’s giving raises
Piper knocking loud, no one escapes it

Chorus:
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Echoes in the dark, all I hear is your ruin
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, you’re gone, I mean it
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Shadow in my mind, but I broke through it
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, this time I mean it

Bridge:
You said you couldn’t work, why?
Too busy gettin’ fucked, calling that a job
I thought I knew you—nah, just a plot
Excuses keep me stuck, web gets caught
Inside, it’s simple—just rot
Foil your story, before you get shot

Verse 2:
It’s this shit I tell myself
Gotta let go, can’t waste my health
Chill the vibe, sick for real
Coulda been me, you at the wheel
That’s when it hit—why you split
Glad you did, guess you’re legit
Lay it out clean, burn your scene
MTV drama, no in-between
No rehab call, no second spin
This is the end, you never begin

Pre-Chorus:
Take a bow, show’s cancelled,
I’m writin’ you off, deadpan handled
Collect the cred, fade to black
No reunion—never comin’ back

Chorus:
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Echoes in the dark, all I hear is your ruin
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, you’re gone, I mean it
You didn't just use me—nah, you consumed me
Shadow in my mind, but I broke through it
Wrote you off my life—yeah, script deleted
No comeback scene, this time I mean it

Outro:
Static fades, clock runs out
Script erased, nothing to shout
Dead silence, my final route
You lost your line—scene cut out
muffled static, glitched breath, whispered “don’t forget”:

Personal Reflection
When I wrote “Karma’s Giving Raises,” it wasn’t about revenge—it was about survival.
There comes a point when pain becomes absurd, when you realize you’re justifying someone else’s destruction at your own expense. This song poured out in the aftermath of picking myself up for the last time—still angry, but finally done.
It’s brutally honest: I had to burn the script, let go of the ghost, and admit there’s no fixing what was never real.

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Karma’s Giving Raises

Blue lips. Cold skin. Flatline.
Ten friends gone this year to pills that looked real but were pressed with death. This is the fentanyl crisis in 3 minutes and 30 seconds of distorted 808s and grey reality.
Lo-fi trap production. Zero glorification. Maximum truth.

Two milligrams can kill you. Every pill is Russian roulette. Narcan saves lives, but prevention saves more.
This track won't make you feel good. It's not supposed to.

Blue Pills, Blue Lips

Rain

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death of me prod kj2turntt

verse 1:
i don’t talk much lately, it just feels like a chore
every word tastes bitter, can’t fake it no more
stare at my hands like they’re someone else’s skin
tried to change my life, but I’m stuck where i’ve been
days blur out, i forget what i’ve done
sleep don’t help when your thoughts still run
meds don't work, might as well try the lead
don't count on me, i'm too far gone in my head


hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)

verse 2:
yeah, i don’t sleep, just think too much
way too deep, can’t blink enough
chase that dream, can’t link it up
heart on freeze, can’t heat that up
life move fast, gotta catch my breath
way too close to the edge of stress
say i’m fine, but it’s half that guess
still tryna clean that mess, no rest
notes on notes, that’s life on loop
truth so raw, can’t hide no proof
run that race, still find no roof
whole damn world tryna find my truth
burn my past, keep the smoke thin
broke that shell, won’t crawl back in
don’t need gold, just goals to spin
don’t need love, just air and wind

hook:
too gone, too numb, too faded
wrote your name on a page, erased it
can’t lie, you were part of the basics
now it’s all pain in a playlist
too gone, too numb, too faded
you were peace in a world that’s jaded
now i’m stuck in a loop i created
hope one day you’ll replay this

(hope you'll replay this)
hope you'll replay this.

too gone (prod. boyfifty)

“Fade 4 U” — a late-night story of heartbreak and fading emotions.
darkluv x hella13 blend the haunting energy of Lil Peep and Juice WRLD with their own dark, melodic twist — creating a track that feels like a dream slowly slipping away.

This one’s for the ones who still think about what could’ve been, even when the lights go out. 💔

🎵 Artists: darkluv x hella13
🎧 Feat: Lil Peep & Juice WRLD (fan-made tribute)
🌌 Genre: Emotional Rap / Cloud Rap / Sad Trap
💿 Produced by: [producer name or leave blank]

✨ Let it play. Let it fade for you.

Fade 4 u feat Juice WRLD and Lil Peep

Just a sad dude 

Current: 
ProdigyRP - Southside Records (WL/Public)
EchoRP - Independent

Formerly: 
NoPixel - WuChang Records
ImmenseRP - Industry Records

"If it didn’t matter, it wouldn’t hurt. Pain is the gift of knowing you’re alive."

4Me2BeFree is more than music—it’s my story, my scars, and my survival. Every song is a piece of me, a raw melody of love, heartbreak, and resilience. I blend AI-generated vocals and instruments with real emotions, turning my experiences—especially from an LGBTQ+ perspective—into something that speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, broken, or just searching for something real.

Breakup songs? Yeah, they hit different. Music carries us through the worst of it, and every generation finds their own anthems of love, loss, and getting back up. Heartache doesn’t care about age, gender, or where you come from—music connects us all.

I make music because I’ve been there. The pain, the anger, the hope—it's all in these songs. If something here hits home for you, let it. If you feel something, let me know. That’s the connection that keeps this alive.

Gutter Gospel Album coming soon!  

From Bay Area Shelters to late night mixing sessions --- I turn pain into tracks you feel in your chest. Welcome to my mind.
https://linktr.ee/J.ani
Collabs/Inquiries: justindarneille@gmail.com

🎧 AI Producer. No genre limits, no boundaries.
⚡ Just raw energy and sonic experiments.
🔥➡️🌑 From hardcore to chill – wherever the vibe takes me.

Bleach is an independent rapper from Melbourne pushing the boundaries of underground Australian hip-hop.

Starting out at just age 13, he began his journey at Rising High, a local youth studio where he spent three formative years developing his sound. 
During this time he dropped two raw early tapes produced by Dan West, and also collaborated with rapper Motley, laying down the foundation for what would become a distinctive, evolving voice within the scene.

Now making music independently, he released his debut independent project ‘BLISS’ in 2023, a self-driven body of work that marked the beginning of a more focused, authentic direction, with a strong focus on lyricism, storytelling and authenticity. Also collaborating with rapper FitzyThaDon during this time.

Drawing his biggest influence from artists such as Alex Jones, Posseshot, and Huskii, Bleach blends introspection, grit, and sharp lyricism into a sound that stands out in the current wave of Australian rap.

New tracks tagged #lofirap