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@1heelflip

heelflip - its so hard to do the things i want sometimes

bonus acoustic mv!: http://gg.gg/expressitall
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remastered version of 'express it all for you' off of my soon to be released EP of the same name, which will be releasing within this upcoming 2024. featuring three tracks.
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i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you (mv)

how to make something pure

you’re looking at me at me like i know whats on your mind
im gonna tell what i told you a thousand times

don’t like the city but its not bad when you’re at my side
sorry to tell you but i think that my brain is fried

from all the things that pop up on my twitter feed
and all the shit i say and hear when im drunk in vc

i cant explain to you my esoteric philosophy 
so ill have another drink until im too fucked to speak

im sorry im not really good at this
just wanna be the one you love not just someone that you kiss

i'm sorry, i'm not really good at this...

why do you have to fuck with me?
you bring stuff up until we cant speak
this tensions making it hard to breath
i miss back when you just acted sweet 

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

i don’t think that you care at all
but id still pick up if you still called 
i know that sometimes we’ll disagree
but I just want you to be nice to me

like when you would show me all your songs
and conversations with my mom
and why is everything so hard?
now I just think about you and sob

sensitive young man

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

fanmade mv: https://tinyurl.com/armedfanmademv
spotify: https://tinyurl.com/armedheelflip

as we honed in
our eyes locked on the target
we knew that no one
could ever match us
we were a force to be reckoned with

armed armed armed armed
armed with quick wit
quick wit and determination
armed with quick wit and determination

death was never something he was afraid of
for he had dealt with the devil so many times before
he knew his time, would come, eventually
but he never imagined

that it would be like this
that it would be like this
that it would be like this
that it would be like this

like a tape set back in motion
the handle was pulled and everything went into
quick swift motion
bullets went flyinghggg

armed (mv)

Holygirl222

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

xo_willow cover
prod heelflip.
thank you bro

KTR KYS

@wrathelection made the art


sick of all of it
humanity is overrated
makes me wanna slit
I grab the gun when I'm agitated

i'm a misanthrope 
and I'm reaching for the rope
this bitch is gonna make me pull the trigger
yeah she's such a stupid fucking ni- COUGH COUGH

everyone knows
they know my stance on things
Look at the world below
it appears to be set aflame

and there's nothing left
nothing but absolute regret
I think I rather do something
rather than living doing nothing

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

I'm gonna make it so
I'll leave their bodies red and cold
just watch as this unfolds
another Russian school is trolled

I tried 
and died
fighting
against life
this world 
is long gone
but people 
are clinging on

someone
has to
stop them
real soon
I fucking 
hate life
these people
need to 
die

my motivation's 
too convoluted 
people will make up
bullshit that sounds diluted

nobody knows why
so they just say I wanted to die
but I wont even say goodbye
aiming my gun in between my eyes

everyone knows
they know what I am capable of
they read through my notes
and I stare at them above

now I'm finally dead
I left people filled with dread
and now I'm stuck in their heads
hoping that my message spreads

sensitive young man

a clean break

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