angel with a shotgun, this is not a roulette.

https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999
https://soundcloud.com/camouflybeats

https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999/jedwill-garden-prod-camoufly

camoufly x jedwill - garden (rmx)

Jedwill - Garden (prod. Camoufly) [acloudyskye remix]

Original: https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999/jedwill-garden-prod-camoufly

@jedwill1999
@camouflybeats

Jedwill - Garden [acloudyskye remix]

taska black
too small for the world
inspired by @sixfold
<3

small world

cover of pressure by the 1975
this was done for vocal practice lol

pressure

"you've all gone up to the mountains, while i'm still stuck here in the trees !"

(for backdoor!, vol. 1: afterparty!)

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lyrics:
ten months, thirteen days
the time i said i planned to get away
from the stakes and mistakes
of the small town we used to breathe in

aren't you proud of me
for learning to live
despite the sour feeling
under my zip code
my lips loathe the taste
of the air that surrounds my home

and you'll admire that sunset
further from whence you came
and i'll cry "what about me ?"
aren't you glad i finally made it out ?

(aren't you glad i finally)

though i know, you don't know what it's like
for a kid to prepare for the end of their world every day
and our guidance was no more surprised
when they stood and they stared
at the end of an era again

and you'll admire that sunset
further from whence you came
as i cry "what about me ?"
aren't you glad i finally found my way ?
and you'll hit higher than high notes
think of me all the same
and i'll cry "what about me ?"
aren't you glad i finally made it out ?

stream !

newgame+⁺₊ !

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

DO YOU WANNA GO?

in honor of the forthcoming "lightyears" project, thank you soundcloud.com/jaronsteele for everything.
this song has kept me going forever. the least i could do is attempt to mimic a fraction of the electricity. 

this is the closest you'll get of second wave aephyn for a while. be patient but absolutely huge things are in the works.

jaron / nownever [aephyn's vision]

feelalive

jasko was one of the first friends i ever made in the scene back when i first joined the silkenwood server, and he was a truly a talent unlike any other out there. jasko would light up a room whenever he walked into it and you just couldn't help but feel happy around him, i'm so unbelievably lucky to have known him and i will forever cherish every second we spent together. thank you for existing jasko, it was an honor to know you. love and miss you so much, lilly

lyrics:
and i've been tryna find the time to even think
all my patience circling the bottom of the sink
i'm treading water but the current's getting stronger
and i don't know if i'll be okay, tell me it's alright

hello again, it's been a while since you heard from me like this
and i'm tryna be okay without you here but i still miss you
you don't gotta say a thing back in return, i know that's not how this works
it's different now, i started college, quit my job and things are changing
still not sure what i'm really after but i'll face it
in the end, what's up ahead? i don't know but i hope i get to see you again

tell me it's alright (with Jasko)

Cover of Russian Roulette by Porter Robinson

Russian Roulette

prod. fiftyzeros, snx

Bae you look good in the night time,
You look good in the room with the lights off,
Bae you look good in my arms, girl I can’t let go,
You look so good, you know it’s up for you,
Let’s not waste anymore time girl 
Spend my time lovin you,
You say that you want me too,
We lock eyes, then we lock hands,
You feel this connection too,
Bae you know it’s up for you,
Bae you know it’s up for you,
Bae you know it’s up for you,
Bae you know it’s up for you,

…

Girl you know it’s up for you,
Ya you know it’s up for you
You know it’s up for you,
Ya you know it’s up for you
Ya you know it’s up for you
Girl you know it’s up for you,
You got my heart jumping huh
You got my heart jumpin



up for you! (prod. fiftyzeros, snx)

can we try to forget again?

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