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Jedwill - Garden (prod. Camoufly) [acloudyskye remix]

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Jedwill - Garden [acloudyskye remix]

thing i forgot to finish

"paradigm shift." was originally born out of frustration, anger, and hatred.

i was going through the worst creative burnout of my life. my surroundings filled me with dread as everything and everyone around me was seeking perfection, viewing everything analytically, and acting apathetically corporate. the people i was surrounded by demanded too much from me, expecting that i would gladly devote my body and soul to make my music "perfect" for the sake of another's ego and vision, who probably couldn't care less of other people's thoughts. i grew angry, and that bled into my music to the point that i started to hate it.

i disappeared for a week. i did nothing but sleep as my dreams felt more comforting than being awake. i socialized with no one except for cat. after a few days, i became slightly better, and i opened up fl to try to make a song. that was when i began work on "paradigm shift."

after nearly a year of sheltering within it, this song, that was originally made out of anger, morphed into a story. an epiphanous story of acceptance and peace.

"paradigm shift." is about my journey as a creative that is expected to meet the demands of what others consider "perfect." it's about my journey of realizing that i don't want nor need to be "perfect." it's about my journey of realizing that all i wish is for someone to feel something from my creations.

cat told me how this song sounds like i took my frustration and found beauty within it.
i love the sound of that.

- denis.

paradigm shift.

album art by dossy <3

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Also, big thanks to @overblur for recording the rhythm guitar 💚


Lyrics (written by dossy):

apathy towards the truth i
dont think you care if it isn't bout you
you make me hate every moment
even the ones cherish
no
more of this
sweet condensed brutality
cus you know when you do it like that
i feel powerless

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

take a moment to breathe
cus everything is going fast and i dont know how to sleep 
under the pressure
make it last cus i cant do forevers
i cant do togethers
not when im with you because it feels like its a never
ending
not a happily ever after but that's not what im after
after everything that you just made me do

and i deserve to be more than another chapter
but now my pages are just covered with the stain of your coffee
what a shame

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME
(don't you lie to yourself)

lying to yourself (feat. dossyx)

a reunion <3

from the sea, to the stars
a lucent stream of light in my heart
many were the years as i waited for you here
an afterimage sitting restless in your place
i traced fading dotted lines across the vacant night sky
waiting patient for your welcome embrace

IF YOU'RE WITH ME

first half of this is entirely @marzy_music !! i just did the last drop thing which i wanted to share
also samples "can you tell" by jane remover.

marzy - grow ↑• (acloudyskye edit)

IT'S ALWAYS MY FAULT !!! x3c

Was originally an anv9 song I made with my friends so it is a bit ott and also there are a million credits

CREDITZ (in no particular order)
Suroki - lyrics vox prod mix master whatever man idc
DanielXo - prod
mistmurk - prod+additional vox
Machi - guitar+additional vox
EyesAndArrows - composition+piano
Flood - prod
Maringennnn - guitar

Art by me with guidance from me friend !!!

LYRICS !!!! <3

-------------------------

Fetch ! :D

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I spend my life on basic
Tasks so I don't have to change it
You don't know what you want at all
[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]
My friends invite me places
They think this time I'll make it
SO WE FEED THIS CYCLE
[WAS IT ALWAYS MY FAULT ?]

----- CHORUS -----

I think i get it !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this
Fetchquest

----- Post-Chor -----

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !
ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

I'll get what you want

I know it's not enough

I'll get what you want

I know it's not ...

----- Bridge -----

I'mma
Make a whole new track
Then i'll change it
Face it, 
why do I bother anyway ?

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
FUCK,

Gotta
Try out brute force motivation
You went and drew your heart out
Don't erase it

Pick it up
Drop it off
Look around
Find another
Pick it up
Pick ip up
Pick it up

----- CHORUS 2-----

I think i get it

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

[YOU GOTTA GET IT GO !!!]

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

Can't keep doing this ...

I think i get it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Find a little lie
Wear it for a while I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Burn it down to the wire

I can't forget it

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Break your sullen smile
Tell me take your time I

ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT !

Can't keep doing this

ITS ALWAYS

Fetchquest

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Thanks to all my friends 4 cheering me on this year, sorry for always making things so difficult.



FETCHQUEST >!<

zonedout - POLYMORPHIC NODE (prod. phntmzn bR)

Vigilia explores the fragile boundary between exhaustion and alertness. The track drifts in the tension where fading energy collides with sudden clarity, evoking the fleeting state between wakefulness and surrender. It is not rest, nor full awareness, but a wavering threshold—where the mind lingers when it can no longer choose.

Vigilia

can we try to forget again?

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