キクチリョウタ 【Blue】

ciao! i'm kaira. i'm finding it hard whenever i'm asked to describe myself, its basically because i don't exactly know where to start. but for this one, i would start off with my interest and what i really really like to do just to make the most of my free time, and from there it would branch out to everything, everything under the sun, so just bear with me. i love art. everything about it. music, painting and other weird thing that may be attached to that. i do paint, and when it comes to the process of making artworks i don't limit myself with specific mediums, i use charcoal, watercolor, acrylic, fabric paint, i use brushes, cottons, nail polish, oil pastel, make ups, air, i even use my hands in painting, like instead of using the usual brushes i use my hands to mix and paint, and it feels liberating for me in doing such. i love mess, everything about mess. aside from messy painting i also paint artworks that's needs very delicate details. and another thing about painting, for me its always a never ending process, my paintings never ends, it seems to end at some point but i ended up adding some details as months or days go by, depending on my mood, my emotions, and whatever happens on my day. my painting's quite very personal to me. you can see "a bit" of who i really am by just staring at them, by what colors that i'm using, the strokes, every details. but that's not my point, i don't really encourage you to stare at my artworks for a long time just to know me better. i don't intend to describe myself through an artwork, maybe (just "a bit") but not the totality of who i really am. whenever people ask me about my painting, what's it all about. i certainly do lie mostly everything about it. like twas for someone blah blah, for an event blah blah blah, and for deadline whatevs blah blah. sorry! but i'm lying. but lemme state it clear, i didn't mean to lie about it, its just that i think the essence of an artwork lies on its mystery. mystery that needs to be unfolded by its beholder. Its personal, in the sense that it needs to be felt, experienced, and interpreted with various ideologies. we all know that people are so diverse, comes different cultures, different way of thinking, in short we're not of the same wavelengths (well maybe for some but rarely). and i also believe in doodling, i love it, i'm addicted to it, i'm actually doodling on my planner whenever i had minutes to waste for it. i mainly doodle, eyes, nude woman and eyebrows. speaking of nude women, i really appreciate woman's body. I'M NOT GAY! and i don't have anything against gay people and i'm stating a fact here. just wanted to be clear before moving on, . so, moving on, i love women's curves, the details, and it talks so much about how delicate, beautiful, and  mesmerizing XX-chromosome carriers are. srsly. and again, i don't have anything against men, i love men! yeah, women exist basically to accompany men in this world, but i'm talking about curves, yeah yeah guys have curves but it's quite different with women's. so much with this i would like to talk about my music. when it comes to music, i categorize them all. there are songs that are not meant to be sang, songs that deserve to be sang, songs that needs to be felt, song that needs to be turned up so loud just for me to appreciate, my "the invasion" music Chinese, Spanish, French, and Portuguese (teresa's, enrique's, carla bruni's, mishka's, jobim's and etc. its just too many to mention) fave songs and there are also what used to call "the late-bloomer" song, like "yeah, i heard that song already, nah don't like it" but after couple of months or years later "yeahh, i heard this song and taken it for granted and now i wanted to listen to this a thousand times till i hate it". and there's songs that are really really really weird for most of the "madlang people" yeah heard it right, but turns out that i cant live without, i call it "the weird in me" songs. i don't know it seems so special but very very weird song, and for the record it feels like i'm the only person in the planet that's really into it. i guess I've never met that someone who can genuinely appreciate my "the weird in me" music. oh well. now that's weird.  so next stop, the instruments that i'm really into. piano, i love playing the piano, but im not really good at it. i attended piano classes just to read notes but everything seems to be so boring (duibuqi, Laoshi!) i prefer teaching myself by looking up to some piano chords, then i play some music. but unfortunately, songs played according to notes sounds amazing compared to songs which are based on the piano chords, i think its because its too specific, it needs to be learned and requires discipline. oh well. i love my guitar, i can do pretty much whatever i want with my guitar. i'm a self-taught guitarist but not an expert. i've been talking too much. i mean typing words that my mind generates. so i think that's it for now. this "description" is a dynamic skems that requires utmost effort. this is exhausting. hahahaha! too much for this. will update soon. 

キクチリョウタ【Blue】

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キクチリョウタ 【Blue】

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キクチリョウタ【Blue】