Name: Where'd You Go by Melon
Duration: 2 min 55 s
Description: this is me testing to make music for the first time

InsyaAllah kalau pasang ini dalam mesjid nescaya jemaah terawihnya enggak lari kerana penyanyinya menanyakan mana kamu pergi 

(update: after a long and hard decision, i have decided that it is not christmas)

THE CHRISTMAS SONG OF THE SUMMER

santa clause got me chrome hearts

lyrics;

(endie)
watching the rain turn to snow as the weather gets cold
know i look better than u when im wearing my coat
and anxiety attacks like its 2007 sitting on santas lap
and i know it wont get better than this so
honey just blow me a kiss <3

it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

sleigh bells inducing my trauma
last time i heard them i fell down the stairs
know i wont help with ur problems
cause i have some of my own 
they cant help but stare

(bixby)
watch how the snow falls
isnt it wonderful
santa clause got me chrome hearts
so sit back get comfortable
now i cant see the lights
and im tired of fights
take me back give me all of my time
cause its not christmas 
its not christmas

(endie)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

tell me u hate me then tell me u love me
but the next day ur gonna switch
all i know
how i know
how i know 

(endie & bixby)
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful santa clause got me chrome hearts
it hasn't felt like christmas in a minute
isnt it wonderful
why doesn't it feel like christmas at all

mmmmm
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spotify

why doesn't it feel like christmas w/ bixby

vocals by me + https://soundcloud.com/nxrthstarr + https://soundcloud.com/scrufff + https://soundcloud.com/blxty

prod me :3

honey <3 ++nxrthstar, scruff, blxty (sai)

@riensu @saiwai
here is the video on my youtube channel
https://youtu.be/He5wOAB98YA


Yonk: 

Rather waste my time, I don’t really wanna take my time with you

All this time is wasted 

You don’t ever wanna see my pov

Ah unless it benefits you

You won’t ever wanna talk to me again

And no that’s just fine

Yeah I’m so fed up, get all my bread up

I’ll do this shit at my own pace so get the flip up out my face 
 


Riensu:

Just wanna be alone

Don’t know what I could say now

Cause everything just fades out

We’re standing face to face now, I can’t hear what you say now 

Everything went right over my head

Again and again

No I don’t want this to end 

Again and again 
 
Im hanging just by a thread 

Again and again

Im looking up at the stars tonight 

Wonderin if I’m wastin my time

beneficial w/ riensu p. sai *video in desc

WUSWRONG* (w/ max ruben & riensu) [prod. masked man]

prod. me

@012207
looking for some shade on a summer day
I've been thinking about the way that you gravitate towards me
I guess we'll always be something that never was
you're free to disagree, there's nothing to discuss

cuz' I've got nothing left to say to you
so tell me what am I meant to do
it's not my fault that can't be true
I'd do anything to get away from you

I need some shade to get away
you always look so sad and disarrayed :(
but I can't go back to you again
leave you in the past, this is the end

@riensu
You say it's all my fault
But I don't care at all
I'll try to catch you if you fall for me again
I've been tryna stall
I'll be there when you call
Cause I don't wanna lose it all again

You left my heart in two
I'll pick back up all the pieces
But you won't say a reason why
You're gone and you're leavin
I'm off in the deep end
I'm barely breathin
Cause I'm trying to find

Again w/ riensu

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

the door is still cracked a little bit and i cant close it

joon - again (by my side feat. bixby) [prod. tyson.to]

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

Where'd You Go

Melon

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