you're the first thing that i think of and i wish you were the last... </3

Merch:
teespring.com/stores/thomasreidmusic

Discover Zaini:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1MF873qFvGywvDUQbldyMH?si=aVXovwVPQJutnBdV6su0QQ
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/cheyenne-zaini
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/zainibeats/

Discover Essence:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5jlURkyUKDGhKJeL1NNyRp?si=FZ2vP4smTLSl0pbQxBLmKw
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/essence-ep
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.essence/

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82dd…2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Thomas Reid x Zaini x Essence - Feel Loved

special song for me 

RIP

lyrics:

years ago
you could talk and breath
now you're seeking peace
Inside

I will see you
on the other side
since you know that god
is real

But I won't break tonight
Cause you will be alright
Cause everything that burns
has to die

yeah you can call it life
these feelings I won't hide
I didn't make this song to
make you cry




And I've been feeling down
Cause you won't be around
it is getting hard
To breath




So I won't break tonight
Cause you will be alright
Cause everything that burns
has to die

yeah you can call it life
these feelings I won't hide
I didn't make this song to
make you cry

To make you fly

spotify

make you fly

Lyrics:

Roll out of bed and
Get in the clothes
I wore yesterday cus
No body knows when
Im on my own for
Weeks at a time
Just like I wanted
To escape from my life

I was stuck in my head
Going round and around
Getting hurt
by the same shit
Pushing my lower bound
To a limit that I never thought
I could reach
But I did
And I broke
Into a new me
Into a new me

I'm trying to change
Regain pieces I lost
Build new foundations
Over bridges I crossed
Growing in the headspace
I forced myself in
Hoping its all worth it
And it'll toughen my skin

For the next time I get crushed
I'll have some self-respect
And just leave like I did
Without making a mess
Of my head
And my heart
They can stay in my bones
I'll save them
For someone
Who won't try to take them home

Won' t try to take them home
Won't try to take them home
Mmm
Won't try to take them home
Mmm
Won't try to take them home

But knowing me
If they ask for them
I'll hand them over
And start this again
That's how I am
And I don't think I'll change
I think in this lifetime
I'm just destined for pain

Bones

Simple Joy (No Inspiration, No Regrets)

spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/0bt0ZV52v7EdIcTYCBSRXZ?si=285422e612f44d2d

sample = novoamor- repeat until death

i said it, almost (also on spotify)

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Enjoy this little look into my mind <3

Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
(twitter.com/zpiltmilk)
This girl did such an amazing art piece as always, it would mean the world to me if you checked her out <3 i swear shes my favorite artist in the world :)
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Video Features!
Ikigai <3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2n5WQgZfQ3c
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Lyrics:

im scared
(im scared)
scared to let you go
it seems
(it seems)
youre the only thing that makes me bleed  


im scared
(im scared)
scared to let you leave
you see
(you see)
what if youll be happy without me

Spotify

if youre still around then please feel this moment with me

Angels Song - David Alexander (f.k.a)

I just want to see myself in a good space.
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art by @magpie331_art on insta! go follow her, shes a bean <3
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i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

i wouldn't trade you for the world
even if we're always falling
it gets harder when the clock hits 2 am
but someday we'll shine like before

i cant give up, i'm losing my chances
your warm touch, takes all of my senses
if you fade out, i wouldn't know what to do  

i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

i never said that falling hard was easy
yeah my brain is running circles around our dreams
i miss you every second you're not with me
i miss the way you smile when you're with me

dyslm

dyslm - losing my chances (feat Resident)

baby, i'm counting the days..

Roiael:
https://www.instagram.com/roiael/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7adFfs3GlinwXWi73fbKiH?si=t_meCZ-fSVqyPmDNCdv6UA

Must always credit us in the title if you repost or use the song in any way

Lease Beats: https://zainibeats.beatstars.com/

please tell me no (ft. Roiael)

@itsmaberry <3

out on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5IlXWeH9Na7R2tcaFedRNe?si=MaK49CbsQOidG2ewqYhRZQ

LYRICS

i just thought you saw what i saw
a new version of us that grew out
that grew out of its skin

i guess that you never had any big intentions
of coming back to me like i thought
like i thought
but oh well

cause its me
who made those mistakes
and its me
who lays awake thinking bout
what was and what could've been
after all this time we 

after all of this
after all of this time we
all of this 
after all of this time we
all of this 
after all of this time we
all of this
after all of this time

we joke about the future
what hasn't come for you yet
cause im still living in this fantasy
inside my own head

im not crazy
im not crazy
im just sad

cause its me
who made those mistakes
and its me
who lays awake thinking bout
what was and what could've been
after all this time we 

after all of this
after all of this time we
all of this 
after all of this time we
all of this 
after all of this time we
all of this
after all of this time

we joke about the future
what hasn't come for you yet
cause im still living in this fantasy
inside my own head

im not crazy
im not crazy
im just sad

afterallthistime w/ Maberry

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Bones

Adam Youngman