all of my songs in the order i wrote them (the loose story of the last 2 years of my life)

chronological adam fadi

we got time

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dotted line - demo

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while it lasts

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all i see

wide awake

you're spinnin knobs & pickin locks, to break into my (safe)ty

you risked it all to switch this thought i'm sorry it ain't changing

I'm missing calls, I miss my walls, there's boundaries that you're breaking

I wish it all, would just dissolve
now I just need some space please

can I get some space?
gimme just a lil air to breathe

there ain't been enough days
for you to go caring free

no chance of catchin my breath
you're chasin me down
I'm losing my step

I’ve tried and failed to make you leave
I can't keep you away from me

can't even get you far as a hunnid meters away
I would do it if could can't believe that you're here to stay
everything misunderstood now we both gon be feelin pain
now we can never be the same

way too close don't wanna be near you
gave you hope, I'm sorry, didn't mean to
made you cope, at least you appear to
can't believe you made me fear you

stop tryna hold on to hands
you gotta let me go

feels like you hope there's a chance
but you already know

you can't come to me if you get lonely
you were my one & I was your only
now I found someone else who can hold me
in the ways you never did

you're spinnin knobs & pickin locks, to break into my (safe)ty

you risked it all to switch this thought i'm sorry it ain't changing

I'm missing calls, I miss my walls, there's boundaries that you're breaking

I wish it all, would just dissolve
now I just need some space please

can I get some space
gimme just a lil air to breathe

there ain't been enough days
for you to go caring free

no chance of catchin my breath
you're chasin me down
I'm losing my step

I’ve tried and failed to make you leave
I can't keep you away from me

away from me

i see the stars in your eyes
hope our scars will align and we won't start bleeding again
i'll put my heart on the line
try your hardest but i see it all

more than just a moment
you're more like an ocean
i'm more like the fool who just can't stop diving in

god made you his opus
loving you is smoke
it's better when I breathe you
gotta stop by your skin

get a lil too high when i get frustrated
don't worry love i'll still make it
ain't long 'til young, rich, and famous
'til i pull up in a foreign so foreign it's a spaceship

2 hours away
ain't been off flower for days
if i were to face
all of my problems
with no strong to solve 'em
i'd probably pop somethin else in my brain

it's outta my reign
now i get  
showered with praise
cuz somehow i'm bound to amaze
the clouds made a face
and shouted my name
mix alc wit the strains
but i'm sober today

i see the stars in your eyes
hope our scars will align and we won't start bleeding again
i'll put my heart on the line
try your hardest but i see it all, i know you're

more than just a moment
you're more like an ocean
i'm more like the fool who just can't stop diving in

god made you his opus
loving you is smoke
it's better when I breathe you
gotta stop by your skin

more than just a moment
you're more like an ocean
i'm more like the fool who just can't stop diving in

god made you his opus
loving you is smoke
it's better when I breathe you
gotta stop by your skin

stopbyyourskin - demo (prod. bross)

333

i’m drunk and I'm frustrated
a drug? I wanna take it
my blood? she wanna drain it
my love can't keep her fangs in

she dug into my veins and 
she sucked away the pain
it's a must to keep me sane,
it ain't lust, but want her naked 

her touch got me impatient
enough! i can't keep waiting
im stuck so far away and it's rough
i love the taste of
her tongue

no there ain't nothin better

i could always use a breath of forever

I knew there wouldn't be a next since I met her

yeah she got me breakin sweats like a pepper

hot hot hot
yeah she burnin me
911 emergency
think it might be 1st degree
so come and come with urgency
quick run to the infirmary
to drug me up for surgery
but love the way it's hurtin me
cuz lovin you's eternity

no hyperbole, aint fakin
my sunshine you been making
the struggle go away when

i’m drunk and I'm frustrated
a drug? I wanna take it
my blood? she wanna drain it
my love can't keep her fangs in

she dug into my veins and 
she sucked away the pain
it's a must to keep me sane,
it ain't lust, but want her naked 

her touch got me impatient
enough! i can't keep waiting
im stuck so far away and it's rough

i love the way that

she dug into my veins and 
she sucked away the pain
it's a must to keep me sane,
it ain't lust, but want her naked 

her touch got me impatient
enough! i can't keep waitin
im stuck so far away and
it's rough i love the taste of
her tongue

fangs - demo (prod. siem spark)

adam:

I don't wanna be another face
you thought you could erase
or you saw and then replaced
with him now

& I don't wanna live another day
with you so far away
pretendin you're ok 
we're friends now

ajani:

it's all gone down
1000 times in my head
we weren't meant to be friends

i know I've found
my person, but I'll regret
if we're together again

she knows that she can't let go
3am & she's on the phone
tryna call when you know i won't
blurred lines with the do's & dont's

it's all gone down
1000 times in my head
we weren't meant to be friends

adam:

never meant to be
friends done turned into enemies
I done turned to the hennesy
hope a drink don't bring back memories

ain't how it's supposed to be
our love's been overwrote with greed
want more, no you won't stop at me
ain't done til you get everything

I don't wanna see you
no i don't wanna be close
but you always keep me near you
you got me and won't let go

and believe i've tried
to leave her side
but she decides
no peace of mind

I don't wanna be another face
you thought you could erase
or you saw and then replaced
with him now

& I don't wanna live another day
with you so far away
pretendin you're ok 
we're friends now

ajani:

it's all gone down
1000 times in my head
we weren't meant to be friends

i know I've found
my person, but I'll regret
if we're together again

she knows that she can't let go
3am & she's on the phone
tryna call when you know i won't
blurred lines with the do's & dont's

it's all gone down
1000 times in my head
we weren't meant to be friends

meant2befriends ft. Ajani Q - demo (prod. siem spark)

if you were me
and you could see yourself
you'd know that everything I've said I mean
is how I felt 

I wish you could believe
cuz I been sure as hell
ain't no uncertainty I'm certain I need 
no one else

one look
I'm gone
your eyes got me oh so lost
you're mine
and I still don't know
how I struck pure gold
when I shot that shot

my muse
my dawn
our time away's oh so long
tongue tied
tryna let you know
what I just can't show
so I wrote this song

if you were me
and you could see yourself
you'd know that everything I've said I mean
is how I felt 

I wish you could believe
cuz I been sure as hell
ain't no uncertainty I'm certain I need 
no one else

I'll tell you I need you
you'll say "don't believe you"
if I write in your mind enough times it'll
bleed through
  
we fit perfectly
hope you think so as well
stop overthinkin' bout the fall when I
already fell

doubt in my mind goes away when I'm with you 
how many tries will it take to convince you
I'll keep calling you perfect
there ain't nobody worth it more
be assured, I'm sure when I kiss you

you're all I think about so trust I made the right decision
trust that you're enough and that there's nothing else that I envision

she's the best
no one better
no one cuter in my sweater
no one else important
ever since I met her & forever
sun shinin and I don't want no other type of weather
U & I 2 letters we could put em right together

she's the best
no one better
no one cuter in my sweater
no one else important
ever since I met her & forever
sun shinin and I don't want no other type of weather
U & I 2 letters we could put em right together


if you were me
and you could see yourself
you'd know that everything I've said I mean
is how I felt 

I wish you could believe
cuz I been sure as hell
ain't no uncertainty I'm certain I need 
no one else

I'll tell you I need you
you'll say "don't believe you"
if I write in your mind enough times it'll
bleed through
  
we fit perfectly
hope you think so as well
stop overthinkin' bout the fall when I
already fell

stop overthinkin' bout the fall when I
already fell

stop overthinkin' bout the fall when I
already fell

stop overthinkin' bout the fall when I
already fell

she's the best
no one better
no one cuter in my sweater
no one else important
ever since I met her & forever
sun shinin and I don't want no other type of weather
U & I 2 letters we could put em right together

we fit perfectly
hope you think so as well
stop overthinkin' bout the fall when I
already fell

already fell

Adam Fadi:

Took a shot, 10 more
Got a lil too wasted

Heart gone, no soul
And I still can’t replace it

I hope when you think of my mouth you still taste it

I hope when you’re hearin this now you can’t take it

There ain’t shit that you can do to take my focus 
I don’t need a diagnosis or
to think about emotion more

You’ll do anything to try to make me notice
I guess now I fuckin wrote this so
You got what you were hopin for

crash the party:

how could i care about a thot with all these bitches in the building
every where i go i see this bitch that i done been with 
regardless imma think about you
i cant explain it
i know that you think of me too 
we need restraining

you kept my shit and then i heard you tried to sell it to somebody
i guess now i finally know that i’m somebody 
i could never let you treat me like nobody
i used to be your body
i hope you miss my body

i cant hold my breath for you
still got a lot to learn
10 shots, only finna make it worse

Adam Fadi:

Took a shot, 10 more
Got a lil too wasted

Heart gone, no soul
And I still can’t replace it

I hope when you think of my mouth you still taste it

I hope when you’re hearin this now you can’t take it

There ain’t shit that you can do to take my focus 
I don’t need a diagnosis or
to think about emotion more

You’ll do anything to try to make me notice
I guess now I fuckin wrote this so
You got what you were hopin for

Quintillion:

So this what u were hopin for, i’m glad we got it over with
The codes are switched, tell me which hoe is this cuz i don’t know this bitch
You postin pics, then take em down, been changing your whole mind up
Now u just go out and get as wasted as my time was

Shoulda seen it, i guess i shoulda known
Was the light of ur life at the price of my own
Now i’m livin spending nights after nights all alone
But i’m better off than spendin em with you, way way better

Its not even close, restraining order wit a bitch i cannot be approached
Theres not even hope, go head and go out and catch another body to cope

Count up another, i don’t know how i could love her
I’m bouta drown up in this cup, been mixin downers and uppers

Adam Fadi:

I took a shot, 10 more
Got a lil too wasted

Heart gone, no soul
And I still can’t replace it

I hope when you think of my mouth you still taste it

I hope when you’re hearin this now you can’t take it

There ain’t shit that you can do to take my focus 
I don’t need a diagnosis or
to think about emotion more

You’ll do anything to try to make me notice
I guess now I fuckin wrote this so
You got what you were hopin for

what you were hoping for (ft. crash the party & Quintillion)

take a look in mirror
who do i fear?
not a man in the world but me

cuz it all disappears
loss of my years
if the man I see gets weak

can't be breakin
I can take it
I'll make sure I'm strong enough

can't be shaken
know I'll make it
talkin down soon they'll talk up 

take my breath outta me 
I ain't trippin bout a rest in the peace
it get depressin when you're stressin to be
the best you can be,

the precedent peak  
ain't that to impressive to me

but it still gets me tight!

bro don't let it
best advice of your life:
they won't get it

left to write every night
where my bed is

left or right can't decide
to go ahead in

way too much I can't breathe
it weighs too much when I dream
out of place and touch with my needs
when the stakes go up I lose sleep

talk up (ft. Koi)

i woke up on the floor  
who's knockin on the
who's knockin on the door?
falling from the sky
can't stop this anymore
i've fallen once or twice
but never felt like this before
   
you're a needle in a haystack
not near you and i hate that
i need you like i breathe you
like good weed you shouldn't waste that

i'm ashin my heart
cuz you done lit up the spark
i'm scared of fallin too hard  
but you erase that

and i don't wanna know
if you'd rather be alone  
just imagine we could go
anywhere you'd ever wanna  
you're the star i'd wish upon a
and you've started to make me whole

but you'd rather be alone
just imagine we could go
anywhere you'd ever wanna
you're the star i'd wish upon a
and you've started to make me

i don't think i found my bed 
there's pounding in my
there's pounding in my head
new problems every night
can't stop, can't get no rest
can't seem to get it right
but we'll try and try again  
 
you're a needle in a haystack
not near you and i hate that
i need you like i breathe you
like good weed you shouldn't waste that

i've seen your face in the stars
it's so insane and bizarre
i know we're making this hard
but i embrace that

and i don't wanna know
if you'd rather be alone
just imagine we could go
anywhere you'd ever wanna
you're the star i'd wish upon a
and you've started to make me whole

but you'd rather be alone
just imagine we could go
anywhere you'd ever wanna
you're the star i'd wish upon a
and you've started to make me whole

make me whole

stayed up i took too much
blazed up i smoked 2 blunts
see you biding your time
tryna take what's mine
that's fine
go try
wish you good luck

paid up my blues abundant
wait up, let's do some dumb shit
ain't gon be stopping
til it's every chart that im topping
all me, don't need good luck

stay a ways away
vacate out my face
I don't wanna talk at all
I ain't got shit to say

if it ain't bout guap then all
that shit you say is waste
ain't got no time to play
i ain't got no time to wait 

stay a ways away
vacate out my face
I don't wanna talk at all
I ain't got shit to say

if it ain't bout guap then all
that shit you say is waste
ain't got no time to play

i can't concentrate
smoked way too much concentrate

that boy was rockin fear of god
i made him fear a god
now he done lost his faith
& lost his chain
& lost his brain
shit, I took it all away

stole christmas
bitch i'm grinchin
and his life a winter holiday

ain't no one else on my level
i promise that don't mean i'll settle
i'm testin my mettle
and chasin a medal
AU is the metal
that filled up the mold
it was gold in a circular shape with a bevel

your money embezzled
my money from everyone knowin im special
you lookin disheveled
like you seen the devil
or whipped a convertable floorin the pedal

stackin strips on my 100s til they tell me that I blew up
I done got my blues up
they tell me I'm too tuff

her ex is really a bitch
need a place in each city 1,000,000 cribs
all gold studded
y'all cold blooded
yeah you bitches show me what reptilian is

stay a ways away
vacate out my face
I don't wanna talk at all
I ain't got shit to say

if it ain't bout guap then all
that shit you say is waste
ain't got no time to play
i ain't got no time to wait 

stay a ways away
vacate out my face
I don't wanna talk at all
I ain't got shit to say

if it ain't bout guap then all
that shit you say is waste
ain't got no time to play

stay away - demo (prod. siem spark)

pull up we can talk now
take a lil walk now
you can even a get lil spot in my mind

baby don't fall down
i'm there when you call out
gave away my heart & ion even know why

i need you around
you the only thing that keeps me fine
i need you around
you the only thing that gets me by

bae you get me high

rollin all my problems in a mfing spliff
put that shit in the sky
i fear if i ice out my wrists 
then shit I might go losin track of the time

i fear if i ice out my bitch
shit she might go catchin too many eyes
they already know that she fine
so i let em know that she mine

rollin all my problems in a mfing spliff
put that shit in the sky
i fear if i ice out my wrists 
then shit I might go losin track of the time

i fear if i ice out my bitch
shit she might go catchin too many eyes
they already know that she fine
& mine

she a drug to me i can’t stay away
no there ain’t a drug i need, when i see her face
ask me what im rollin
but with you i can’t focus
baby we can smoke it
smoke it

light it up, get started
take that lighter & i spark it
blunt on fire, i'm an arsonist
and higher is my target
i aspire to retire 
in the sky with all the martians
i could barely even try &
still outwrite your favorite artist

spinnin like a merry go round
take a hit & let the mary go 'round

bitch i been focused on gettin paid
tryna get my girl more dinner dates
fuck a minimum wage
yall sour? go make lemonade
yall hour's pay's what my minute made (minute maid)

pull up we can talk now
take a lil walk now
you can even a get lil spot in my mind

baby don't fall down
i'm there when you call out
gave away my heart & ion even know why

i need you around
you the only thing that keeps me fine
i need you around
you the only thing that gets me by

bae you get me high

rollin all my problems in a mfing spliff
put that shit in the sky
i fear if i ice out my wrists 
then shit I might go losin track of the time

i fear if i ice out my bitch
shit she might go catchin too many eyes
they already know that she fine
so i let em know that she mine

rollin all my problems in a mfing spliff
put that shit in the sky
i fear if i ice out my wrists 
then shit I might go losin track of the time

i fear if i ice out my bitch
shit she might go catchin too many eyes
they already know that she fine
& mine

MINE

bae i lose my mind when i’m watching you move
i go crazy for the things that you do
ignore em all baby break all the rules
i walk on up to you like “how do you do?”

hi nice to meet u
locked eyes, now i need u
say you’re mine i get to keep u
i try, but can’t believe u

hi nice to meet u
locked eyes, now i need u
say you’re mine i get to keep u
i try, but can’t believe u

hi nice to meet u
hi nice to meet u
let’s get high & smoke the reef up
by my side i’ll never leave u

hi nice to meet u
hi nice to meet u
bass too high, blew out the speakers
way too fine i gotta keep her

oh no i cant lose her
i cant lie i always choose her
yo bitch aight, my bitch cuter
future bride, i’m the suitor

hi nice to meet u
locked eyes, now i need u
say you’re mine i get to keep u
i try, but can’t believe u

it’s a long ass road i’m on
i’ll see u at the end
there’s a lot that could go wrong
hope we won’t have to mend
but i wrote u all these songs so you can listen

again & again
& when we
meet again
it won’t be

hi nice to meet u
locked eyes, now i need u
say you’re mine i get to keep u
i try, but can’t believe u

hi nice to meet u
locked eyes, now i need u
say you’re mine i get to keep u
i try, but can’t believe u

hi nice to meet u
hi nice to meet u
let’s get high & smoke the reef up
by my side i’ll never leave u

hi nice to meet u
hi nice to meet u
bass too high, blew out the speakers
way too fine i gotta keep her

oh no i cant lose her
i cant lie i always choose her
yo bitch aight, my bitch cuter
future bride, i’m the suitor

hi nice to meet u
locked eyes, now i need u
say you’re mine i get to keep u
i try, but can’t believe u

hi nice to meet u! - demo (prod. yungspoiler)

pumped up with adrenaline
we been through hell, no tennyson
these drugs the only medicine we need

so let's light up like edison
no point pursuing betterment
when we know we're all skeletons-to-be

oh cuz
ain't nobody grew up in an age like this
cut your hair like that change your face like this
no the world's never moved at a pace like this
can't find our place in a place like this

so we all get drunk
fill lungs
feel sad until we feel numb
then mask it just to get some
& tell ourselves
we don't want love  

it's cyclical
we get physical
but don't care about each other

& we're miserable
we get cynical
that we'll never find a lover

we run if it's real
but stay if it's lust

don't say how we feel
we just wanna fuck

afraid to be healed
afraid to be hugged

our whole generation's afraid to be loved

afraid to be loved
afraid to be touched
afraid to be held
& told we’re enough

afraid of the feelings we keep bottled up
so used to the bleeding we’re all going numb

oh she’ll be here it’s eminent
i’ll meet my dear no venison (get it like meat? deer? deer meat?)
cuz time ain’t no impediment to me

oh cuz
ain't nobody grew up in an age like this
cut your hair like that change your face like this
no the world's never moved at a pace like this
can't find our place in a place like this

so we all get drunk
fill lungs
feel sad until we feel numb
then mask it just to get some
& tell ourselves
we don't want love  

it's cyclical
we get physical
but don't care about each other

& we're miserable
we get cynical
that we'll never find a lover

we run if it's real
but stay if it's lust

don't say how we feel
we just wanna fuck

afraid to be healed
afraid to be hugged

our whole generation's afraid to be loved

it's cyclical
we get physical
but don't care about each other

& we're miserable
we get cynical
that we'll never find a lover

we run if it's real
but stay if it's lust

don't say how we feel
we just wanna fuck

afraid to be healed
afraid to be hugged

our whole generation's afraid to be loved

afraid2beloved

prod. McX

nothing feels the same to me lately
somehow i lost sight of the end

dopamine declines on the daily
i just want you with me again

i think it's profound
that you wanted me

thank god i found you
before i had to leave

2 different towns
too far to see

distance been making me bleed

tell me love that you won't stay awake
when i’m gone away for days
i don't wanna make you wait
you wait

tell me love that you won't stay awake
when i’m gone away for days
i don't wanna make you wait
you wait

wait for me
i’ll keep you safe with me
how your hips fit in my hands
it’s like you were made for me

all this time we’ve spent apart
is slowly breaking me
but i’ll take the heat
if you stay with me

tell me love that you won't stay awake
when i’m gone away for days
i don't wanna make you wait
you wait

tell me love that you won't stay awake
when i’m gone away for days
i don't wanna make you wait
you wait

tell me what the problem is
cuz if it's me i gotta know
it feels like i been causing this
cuz i don't wanna let you go

cuz i don't wanna let you go
let you go
let you

i think it's profound
that you wanted me

thank god i found you
before i had to leave

2 different towns
too far to see

distance been making me bleed

tell me love that you won't stay awake
when i’m gone away for days
i don't wanna make you wait
you wait

tell me love that you won't stay awake
when i’m gone away for days
i don't wanna make you wait
you wait

don’t stay awake just stay there waiting for me
200 miles away i’ll whip it at 140
can’t see the sky today without you here it’s stormy
seattle’s always pouring
can’t do shit but keep recording

with you i’m at my best
without you with me i can’t rest
too much space in a big ol bed
no sheep leaping above my head

& so i stay
i stay awake
ain’t seen the sandman
in a couple of days

too much to take
see it in your face
i don’t wanna
make you wait

make you wait

prod. OkayKoda

yeah
i've been insecure
& losin weight
& feeling skinny

u pick me up, up off that floor
when i ain't great
u say i'm pretty

& i've never been so sure
of anything
like when you're with me

baby i miss u
ik u miss me
when im without u i get dizzy

head spins
can't think
i sin
i drink
i'm off
the brink
i fall
i sink

too gone
gone crazy
was lost
until you saved me

always #1 no you ain't ever been a maybe
til the day i'm in the grave i'll be stayin with my-

head spins
can't think
i sin
i drink
i'm off but don't get me wrong cuz
i'll still be there

too gone
gone crazy
was lost
until you saved me

always #1 no you ain't ever been a maybe
til the day i'm in the grave i'll be stayin with my baby

i'll keep u close
hold u tight
won't let go until i make things right

won't let go, no not this time
oh no, i need you by my side

all i want & more
walk in & my jaw hits the floor
oh bae u burn me to my core
molten love & u always pour

yeah
i've been insecure
& losin weight
& feeling skinny

u pick me up, up off that floor
when i ain't great
u say i'm pretty

& i've never been so sure
of anything
like when you're with me

baby i miss u
ik u miss me
when im without u i get dizzy

head spins
can't think
i sin
i drink
i'm off
the brink
i fall
i sink

too gone
gone crazy
was lost
until you saved me

always #1 no you ain't ever been a maybe
til the day i'm in the grave i'll be stayin with my-

head spins
can't think
i sin
i drink
i'm off but don't get me wrong cuz
i'll still be there

too gone
gone crazy
was lost
until you saved me

always #1 no you ain't ever been a maybe
til the day i'm in the grave i'll be stayin with my-

headspin

prod. towa pasmurno

we
were written in the stars
always believed we'd get this far
the sky, it grieves when we're apart

can't stop the rain
can't stop the rain 

it's unreasonable, however
i need you to hold us tethered
think we should be close together
not freezin with no umbrella

my knees i'll fall to
only one & that's all you i swear
drops fall through the air
just don't leave me there

i can't see you when it rains
it's like every day's the same since you left me
pray you don't forget me
you filled my heart & filled my time
now i'm just feelin empty & i'm

stuck up in the mess i made
drugged up every breath i take
& sorry for the stress i gave
nobody goin MIA

you push & pull 1000 times, i swear i'm here to stay
no you can't keep me away
i'll be back another day

just like the rain
can't stop the rain

it's unreasonable, however
i need you to hold us tethered
think we should be close together
not freezin with no umbrella

my knees i'll fall to
only one & that's all you i swear
drops fall through the air
just don't leave me there

i can't see you when it rains
it's like every day's the s-

i need you to hold us tethered
think we should be close together
not freezin with no umbrella

can't stop the r-